Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Ok i dont regret stayen home b cuz i REALLY needed the break but im sorry

stayen @ home all day talkin 2 my bffs bf IS NOT WUT I CALL FUN!...lol

y did i havta b "sick" on the same day as him?!?!?!

AAHH!

Morgan
My mom says my issues r b cuz i flirt 2 much...im thinkin that mayb...SHE IS INSANE!

Ne ways, im not goin 2 school 2marow...n im not tellin ne1 y

ppl that go 2 my school i will c u on thursday

or talk 2 u 2marow after school

Love ya all!
Morgan
Ok so i am haven a MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR emtional meltdown, havent had a meltdown like this since 7th grade wen erika n i "werent friends ne more"

n so i was talkin 2 my AWESOME friend from TAP....

LUCAS I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!!! U made me feel 130% better!!!! I was so close 2 killing myself n u made me think about ALL the fun times we had 2gether, one i will NEVER 4get is....the ferris wheel n look @ this...

AwesomelyCrazy18 (9:26:38 PM): HEY HERMIE!!!!!!!! GUESS WHAT! I <3>
AwesomelyCrazy18 (9:27:00 PM): YEAH YEAH!!!!! IN THAT FRICKEN HOT SUN , WE WERE HOT ON THAT GOD DAMN FERRIS WHEEL!

ull never 4get either!!!

ur the best!!
LYLAB!!!

Morgan

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Y is everyone talkin about love? I wanna b in love, i want sum1 2 love me...:'(
2day wasnt 2 bad...but it was bad

morning: i wanted 2 cry soooo bad

bus stop: got my scarf back, talked 2 alyssa

bus: i sat w/ DJ, she thinks that Eric is an idoit, w/e, n i dont feel NE BETTER DJ but thanx 4 asken tho

school: sat n talked 2 Scott b cuz he accually likes me...as a friend that is...n i told him the one thing that no one has ever knowen about me....its very weird how ive knowen scott 4 3 months and i hated him @ 1st n now he knos sumthin about me that no one else knos

fashion: worked on my snowman n talked w/ everyone else around 2 keep my mind from remembering 3rd hour was coming soon

in between classes: Emily HAD 2 remind me after this class is 3rd hour....

computer: ppl could tell i was in a bad mood,

LA: DUN DUN DUN! @ first i could tell he was avoiding me but after a while we got 2 talking agen, about our families and about uniforms @ SJB

study hall: samm hadda go 2 student services 4 a lil bit,so i waited 4 her, n then the JERKS got back from where ever they were and garrett went 2 the machines and so i quickly almost litterally ran over 2 Ralph 2 ask him a math ?, and then garrett was cuming back so i almost ran away, n then me n Sam gotta table ALL THE WAY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE COMMONS b cuz i didnt wanna b newhere near him. n he was looking @ her n laughing so she went over there...n she came back n shes like ya i asked him if he was on crack...n then came the water works....O GOD...i was sooo embarressed...i thought i was completely over it

lunch: since Eric wasnt there it felt weird....i was so usta him b in there n everytime i walk by wen i hava ponytail in he would laugh, so it felt weird. Like sumthin was missing, n i didnt eat, i was waaaaaay 2 weirded out by life...i really wish erika went 2 my school b cuz i want her 2 kno wuts wrong

health: talked 2 haley, n um....did sum stuff

ss: OMG...we hadda work on sumthin n since n i sit in front of Cody n OMG..i 4got his name!!!! damn it but ne ways, they were talking about axe and other REALLY good stuff...YUMMY!!!! ooohhhh i couldnt not listen, YUM YUM YUM!

algebra: max came in n sed that alex wanted 2 go back out w/ me, im like um no im not...sorry, n then ya

science: OMG...TIFFANY HUN U GOTTA KEEP IT QUIET!!! im trusting u...

after school: hung out w/ alyssa by her locker n went n talked 2 BJ about wut i wanted 2 tell him....

n then i went 2 the Swanson's n i HATE GARRETT!!! AAHH i cant take it ne more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! erika u kno that offer u made n i turned u down...i rather TAKE IT BACK!...plz plz plz i really want u 2...n not just about that one thing...about just leaving mean alone...ill talkin more about it 2 u privatly

now i am eating pizza n waiting 4 my mom 2 get home so i can pour my heart out

Love
Morgan
Another moody morning will give way to an afternoon of relaxation. You will finally have some control over the situation and are happy to have others benefit from your excellent organizational skills.

CRAP!~! not a good horoscope!!!
A MOODY MORNING?!?!
DAMN!!!!!!!!

o well

i feel sick agen...but i kno wut it is this time

ok so my shoes r side by side right now n i JUST noticed that on the back of it says

EVA + ERIKA =LOVE

LOL
2day in Computer Science we were just screwing around n i was like im goina write everything on my mind...n then i realized that im pretty much screwed til "this thing" blows over. N then i was trien not 2 use pronouns n i was usen full names...it was fun...n it made me cry tho....there is sooooooooo much on my mind

n now i gotta explain it 2 him agen....damn it...

AAHH
Morgan

Monday, November 28, 2005

*sigh*

life sux

this morning i threw up n was really sick but it was prolly the one day outta the WHOLE entire year that i couldnt miss, i was NOT about 2 let erika down...but i think i should rethunk his reaction, its not how i thought it would b, got ready n then went outside n it POURING rain n i HAD 2 look good 2day so i stood in my garage n waited and then the bus came n i hadda hat on n i walked 2 the bus

bus: i really was nervous about 2day

school: i saw brandon n i wanted him 2 just take me away so i could talk 2 him b cuz i can share nething w/ him....*sigh* i still need talk 2 him about that one thing

fashion: it was really akward, i didnt kno wut 2 say 2 ne1...i felt foreign like i didnt belong i was talkin 2 myself n ppl thought i was crazy, @ least jessica was there 2 make me smile

computer: OMG...i am seriously SHRINKING!

language arts: i knew that this was either the last time he would talk 2 me or the last time we would b friends talking....but i gave him gum n kissed away my old life

study hall: THANK GOD! BRANDON N GARRETT WENT 2 THE LIBRARY!! I was soo happy...but i was sooo pissed @ life

lunch: i couldnt get his attention...so i was like damn it....this is the last chance i have 2 talk 2 him n i guess ill just havta tell him over the internet...

health: OMG HALEY ANNOUNCED IT 2 THE WHOLE WORLD! i knew then that i was in trubble

I FINALLY GOT 2 TALK 2 HIM!! I was walking 2 my 7/8 class and he was 4 sum weird reason he was in green pod n i went up 2 him n im like i REALLY need 2 talk 2...n hes like ok shoot, so i told him...n he reacted TOTALLY differnet then i thought he would, cant really say ne more...but...ya

ss: THE CLOCK WAS BROKEN SO I COULDNT TELL WEN I WOULD GET OUTTA THAT HELL HOLE!

algebra: i did pretty good 2day...

science: i saw Eric agen...n he saw me, i was seeing him everywhere by now EVERYONE but me knew wut he sed b cuz i had alyssa do it 4 me...n so im like um ok...n then my Science teacher wanted 2 kno so i told her...shes pretty kewl neways

after school: hung out w/ alyssa by my locker 4 a lil while n almost 4got my phone, me n alyssa were in really bad moods...she was really depressed about "it" n u ppl kno how i am wen it cums 2 ppl being sad...no matter who they rn she REALLY likes my scarf...so since i would c her 1st thing in the morning b4 we even got 2 school i let her wear it 2day...It made her smile, YAY!, i LOVE maken ppl smile...my fav quote is "I wanna b remembered as the girl that made u smile and brightened up your day, even tho she hardly ever smiled n couldnt brighten up her own day"

babysat n then went home,

8 n then im here, gotta work on my english homework, but i have NO ONE 2 email 2 print it off 4 me....b cuz i was goina ask danny

*uuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Love
Morgan
Ok, so i am extremly sick, well ive only missed 1 1/2 of school my entire life n i CANT miss 2day

i have 3 VERY motivating reasons y

2 of em kinda personal

the other, i gotta babysit after school n i get $$$$$$$$$ 4 that....so ya

Hope u all hava good day!

You kno u love me!
Morgan

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Y cant sum1 ask me how my day was?
that NEVER happens...jeeze
my weekend was um...ok

Saturday:
i woke up @ 11 n then hung out @ my house all day
n then @ 4:30 i went 2 church
n then talked 2 erika pretty much all night...

Sunday:
woke up @ 2:30 n my eyes were crusted shut n then i couldnt move so i lied there 4 a 1/2 hr n then forced myself up n upstairs 2 the couch
watched the game
read
n now im here

fun fun fun

Saturday, November 26, 2005

THE WHOLE WORLD THINKS I AM PRETTY!!!

:)

LUV YA WORLD!
OMG...ok so i am just sitting here n this one RANDOM person ims me....it was so weird shes like hi my name is anna, so i was talkin 2 her. n shes like look @ my myspace...so i did...n i go 2 her pictures...ok...u gotta look @ this conversation!

Sugarbaby050402: hey
iplayvball4life: hi
Sugarbaby050402: was goin on?
iplayvball4life: nm u?
Sugarbaby050402: notta just chillen....
iplayvball4life: kewl
Sugarbaby050402: wats ur name?
iplayvball4life: morgan
iplayvball4life: u?
Sugarbaby050402: anna...i was bored and i got ur sn throughs some1s myspace
iplayvball4life: oic
Sugarbaby050402: ya i thought i would say hi
iplayvball4life: kewl
Sugarbaby050402: i must say i am pretty cool
iplayvball4life: kewl
iplayvball4life: where do u live?
Sugarbaby050402: rochester mi
iplayvball4life: o kewl
Sugarbaby050402: u
iplayvball4life: my cuzen lives there, i live in green bay wi
Sugarbaby050402: ohhhhh
iplayvball4life: yep
Sugarbaby050402: wow thats far
iplayvball4life: yep
iplayvball4life: like 10hrs
Sugarbaby050402: holy shit
Sugarbaby050402: i could nva drive that far
iplayvball4life: ya its far alright
Sugarbaby050402: soo do you play volly ball
iplayvball4life: yep
Sugarbaby050402: play ne other sports
?iplayvball4life: nop
iplayvball4life: e
Sugarbaby050402: bbals is fun! you should try it!
Sugarbaby050402: or dance!
iplayvball4life: accually ya i do dance...lol but i cant start agen til january b cuz i hadda stop b cuz i hadda knee injury
Sugarbaby050402: aww damn..that sucks..sry bout that
iplayvball4life: thanx
Sugarbaby050402: ya iv been dancin since i was like 3 lol
Sugarbaby050402: gotta myspace?
iplayvball4life: ya i have been since i was um....like 3 also...ya i do
Sugarbaby050402: ya i requestd ur freindship lmfao
iplayvball4life: lol ok
Sugarbaby050402: :-D
iplayvball4life: ok so how didju get my sn?
Sugarbaby050402: uhh idk...through myspaces lol....i was like hmm i gues i will im this random person
iplayvball4life: ok that is sooooooooooo weird b cuz ur friends w/ my cuzens
Sugarbaby050402: wait wat?
iplayvball4life: my cuzens cassandra n briana herman
Sugarbaby050402: r u fuckin kidding!
iplayvball4life: NO!!
Sugarbaby050402: holy shit thast crazy
iplayvball4life: ya it is!!
Sugarbaby050402: hahah cassandras my best freind
Sugarbaby050402: omg
iplayvball4life: WOW!
iplayvball4life: that is soo weird!
Sugarbaby050402: woowww...fuckin wierd
iplayvball4life: wow....i cant believe it!! that is soo weird
Sugarbaby050402: ya ..just a lil
Sugarbaby050402: hahah iwas just at her house last nite
iplayvball4life: really thats awesome
Sugarbaby050402: ya lol ...wat can i say we are awesome

ya so this RANDOM person ims me n it ends up 2 b my cuzens best friend...that is sooooooo friggin weird!!!

WOW i am like soo amazed!

Love
Morgan

Friday, November 25, 2005

ok so yesterday i was sick so i got up @ 1:30 n watched movies on my computer

n then went 2 bed

2day i woke up @ 10:30 n cleaned sum stuff n then tooka shower n went 2 my aunts house

n then i went shopping n got erikas present

n now i am babysitting

fun stuff

love
morgan

cant wait til monday...i getta hear ALL about it...AAHH

Thursday, November 24, 2005

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

IM IN A GOOD MOOD! PROLLY B CUZ ERIKA IS HAVEN FUN 4 ME IN EAGLE RIVER!!

LOVE YA ALL!!!

TALKIN 2 LUCAS!! I MISS HIM SOO MUCH!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

tahnx 4

ok ya im goina copy Erika, get over it...it was a good idea so im goina do it...besides i got her permission....lol

thankful 4:

Erika: the best friend i have EVER in my entire life have ever had, I seriosuly do not kno wut i would do w/o u! Erika, u r more than wut i need...ur alwaiz there 4 me...u can act so happy even wen u r sadder than u ever have been. You act like ur my big sister n u alwaiz look out 4 me! U r honestly the best I <3>

Sam: hun, u make study hall sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome! Ya they both r REALLY immmature n need lives! I LOVE YOU!

Danny: u can alwaiz make me laugh so hard...we have been friends 4ever!!! i think u were the 1st best friend i ever had, i kno how close we were in like 1-4th grade n then i ditched u b cuz u were "uncool" im really sorry! I love ya!

my mom(Candy): mom, i love you sooo much! u have changed so much over the past couple months n i love it....uve turned in 2 a mom that i wanted but never had!!! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!

my other mom(Monika): wow, u do sooooooo much 4 me, u were there wen i didnt have my mother there...I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!! i will never 4get u!!!

Patrick: lol i love you!! thats all i gotta say

Emily: I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! U brighten up my day!

God: u made everything n u never made nething i cant handle...n i gotta keep rememberin that specially right now, i love you tons!

if i 4got u...tell me...but if ur not on here...not 2 b mean but i think i got everyone that i wanted on here...but just remind me...n ill c if u were possta b on here!

love alwaiz
Morgan

wow

Ok well 2day sucked

morning: woke up n got ready, i hadda feeling that 2day was goina b a HORRIBLE day

bus stop: i 4got my camera so i hadda go get it

bus: i almost cried b cuz of last night, i cant wait til Erika n I have another sleepover...there is SoOoOoOoO much i gotta tell her

school: Molly was haven a bad day (@ the moment i cared...now...i dont)

fashion: I HATE MRS. BANNON!

Computer: i seriously hate my school

la: @ least i gotta lil laughin in 2day...we were possta b workin on our papers but i was taken pix of danny...n my computer wouldnt work

study hall: ......................i was crien almost the whole time...on the 1 outta like every 2 months that i wore makeup, so my makeup got ruined...by this time i hate molly

lunch: i didnt eat alot, didnt hava appetite after study hall, n Eric wasnt @ lunch so i couldnt take his pic 4 Erika, Sorry Rika!

health: went over our exam; turned in our CE n we gotta hang out n do absolutly nothing, n then i started crying agen b cuz IDK wut 2 do nemore...theres nothing i can do, i am so stressed out theres 2 much goin around in my head. AAAHHH Y DOES LIFE HAVTA B SO DIFFICULT!!!

ss: took notes...did nothing, joe cums up 2 me w/ his arms open wen i got 2 ss n class n then gets like really close 2 me...n he goes....no i dont wanna hug...i wasnt in the mood 2 give him a good cum back...so i just walked past

algebra: no teacher agen...so max made this turkey w/ his hand n wrote 2 devin from max, well devin took it, crossed out her name gave it 2 chris, chris crossed out his name n gave it 2 craig, who did the same n gave it 2 Jacob who crossed out his name n gave it 2 me....n i crossed out my name n gave it 2 eric who then crossed out his name n gave it 2 aaron who crossed out his name n gave it 2 rosie who crossed out her name n gave it 2 Jessica who crossed out her name n gave it 2 Alexa who crossed out her name n gave it 2 Dylan who crossed out his name n gave it Ahsley who just gave it 2 Eric who gave it 2 Devin who crossed out Ashley's name n gave it back 2 Max....wow so the paper hadda hand turkey on it n sed happy thanxgiving, max, n then 2 ALL those ppl...it was fun

science: ignored molly, n then caitlyn hadda shadow n then i told carrie how erika is goina shadow me, YAYAYAY!!!

babysitting: me n caden played in the snow

now: *sigh* seeing if i can spend thanxgiving w/ my mom

later: nothing call me!

Love
Morgan

OMG

The constant bragging about how he knos everything n idk nething makes me break down inside even tho on the outside i am sayen " i dont care" truth is...i care alot n this is bugging me since not just him knos...

I need sum1 that i can just tell EVERYTHING 2...n they understand...sum1 who wont think i am insane...

2day i cried 4 like 3 1/2 hours n yes Garrett that is possible...mayb not 4 u since u would only cry if ur whole family died...but 4 us girls...its possible

aahh

i kno wut i need but the person i need wont go 4 it....

love morgan
~*~*~:-( ~*~*~ ;-( ~*~*~ :p ~*~*~*

i miss him so much, Hes the one that makes me laugh wen i dont even wanna smile. His smile is the best....n never in his life has hated me!

-*-Quotez-*-
-*-The worst feeling isn't being lonely-It's being forgotten by someone you could NEVER forget
-*-Have you ever wanted something SO bad and you would do ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING to get it, but you had absolutely NO control over it??? -*-
-*-iF yOu TaLk AbOuT mE* *I gOt SoMe AdViCe...* *ClIcK uR hEeLs 3 tImEz AnD sAy* *I wIsH i HaD a LyFe!-*-
-*-PrOmiSe iS a PrOmIsE* *ThAt iS WhAt ThEy sAy* *WeLcOmE tO ReALiTy HuNnIe* *tHeYrE BrOkEn EvErYdAy-*-
-*- i`m not gonna pretend u didn`t hurt me; believe me hun, u completely destroyed me.but i guess i really should be thankin` ubcuz now, thanks to u, i kno which of my friends are really true.-*-
-*-No matter what happens the first person you love you will always love.No matter who else comes along he'll always be on your mind &in your heart & just when you think you're over him you see his face &your feelings are back again.-*-
-*-I want to be remembered as the one who always made you smile,the one who could brighten your day..Even if she couldn't brighten her own.-*-
-*-If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you'd be amazed at how many people don't think of it when it's relevent. Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice cream-*-
-*-i'm just the hopeless girl that sits on the computer and waits for that special someone to get online.-*-
-*- WHEN Y0U ARE A TEENAGE GiRL----<3--you're>
-*-Cinderella walked on b r o k e n g l a s s, Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime [ pass ] Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Pocahontas[ r i s k e d ] her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone instead she chose a poor man & Arial walked on land all for love & all for life it was all -*- -*-All she wants is for someone to hold her when she's crying and tell her it's all going to be okay; tell her she is beautiful; talk about her to your friends; never break her heart; treat her like she's a princess; let her ask as many questions when you're watching a game; let her pick out the movie; call her just because; make her laugh; have a seperate ring tone for her, so you know she is calling you; bring her her favorite flowers; comment on her hair after she's got it done; let her make up cute nicknames; ask how her day was; call her back after she hangs up on you; say sweet things to her; sing with her in the car; be cRaZy with her; stand in the rain and kiss her; never lie to her; look up at the stars with her; and most importantly say "i love you" and really mean it. <33-*-

Hava good Thanksgiving everyone

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

life's nautral highs::

Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. OREOS. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convos late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Singing. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making brownies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny. Knowing that somebody misses you. Starbucks. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you're having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile. Sleeping til noon. Dancing. Turning up the music so loud, you cant hear yourself scream.
so im on the phone w/ my mom b cuz she is the only one that knos how i feel right now, b cuz she is goin thru tha same thing....n sum1 beeps in...well i am already crying so my mom sed i hadda answer it n settle down...so i do my fake voice n answer the phone....well it was Kathleen, she asked 4 my dad n im like hes not here...so i hang up w/ her n i go back 2 my mom...crying hysterically...n shes like i thught i sed settle down...n i told her so shes like try 2 settle down...so im goina taka shower n settle down b cuz im never goina get usta this....

i am soooo stressed out right now....OmFg!!!

wow

well 2day was ok i guess

morning: woke up printed off the email checked who won last night b cuz i went 2 bed after the 3 1/4

bus stop: n2m

bus: nothin, i told Kyla how garretts goina get it

school: took pictures of molly!

fashion: OMG...i sewed my arms on Emily's snowman...OOPS!

computer: OMG...i am soo good @ color

la: DANNY WASNT THERE SO IT DEFEATED THE PURPOSE OF ME BRING THE CAMERA!! o well

study hall: LOL OMG...so i was taken pix, n i gave garrett the email n i 4got 2 take his pic wen he first got it so i told him 2 act surprised n so he did n i took the pic w/ his hand almost 2 his face b cuz he tried 2 cover his face, n alot more happened 2 LOL i tooka picture of adam's ass...DONT ASK it was total mistake

lunch: um...nothin really, im goin 2 Steph Tesch n Jon ...... xmas party

health: tooka exam

ss: ya i was goina say that...lol

algebra: um...OMG...NO ONE GOT IT...2day was SOOOOOO HECTIC...NO TEACHER, WELL WE HAD A SUB N HE DIDNT CARE WUT PPL WERE DOING...NO ONE understands their assignment!

science: tooka element quiz, it was so easy b cuz i member the answers from last year...n then me n molly planned my party

walked 2 the place i babysit

babysat

doin homework

later: i hava meeting 4 SHINE!!! O YA BABY!!!

love
morgan

thinking about him!

Monday, November 21, 2005

TiFfAnY yOuR a DoRk....
lol
inside joke!
WOW...a day is a day...its a monday but it was a better than usual monday n i am in an unusually good mood 4 how my weekend was

well lets c

last night my mom n i watched r shows...well usually she goes 2 bed about midnight n i watch tv...well we watched tv til midnight n then she was goina go 2 bed but we talked 4 3 hrs about everything...i told her my issue...she thinks i should go 2 couseling...so im goina try it...but then @ 3 shes like we should watch a movie n thats wen i usually go 2 sleep....im like fine...bcuz she didnt hatva 2 work 2day...so we watched the Wedding Date n it got done @ like 5:45 so i got ready 4 school....n i wasnt crabby @ all 2day...i was totally fine b cuz i dont need sleep usually...well ya got all my stuff 2gether

bus stop: alyssa wasnt there

bus: didnt talk...b cuz @ the time i wasnt in a good mood

school: i told molly that if i c him i will really try 2 kill him

fashion: we hadda sub so everyone just screwed around

computer: nothin major

la: lol danny is sooo funny!! i love Language Arts now!

study hall: OMG...ok i will....ya molly i am bad @ b in mad...o well...but we hadda interesting study hall...me n garrett planned my party....i gotta tell sum1 sumthin....otherwise i am in sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much damn trubble...i gotta mountain dew so that i could have sum sugar

lunch: nothin really...HEY HEY HEY...guess wut i am goina hear ALOT about...Eric gotta 7 point buck! OMG...we looked @ the PCMS yearbook...n Y THE HELL DID I GO OUT W/ SUCHA DORK?!?!?! lol i miss talkin 2 him...o well...

health: we hadda speaker...it was interesting

ss: "We tooka quiz" we gotta 100% it was a class quiz...i was picking on scott...fun fun fun

algebra: I GOTTA 88% on my QUIZ!! OMG...i am soo happy!

science: i couldnt move like @ all

waiting: i didnt ride my bus b cuz "i missed it" so i rode my moms bus...

bus:WOW...i gotta say it was VERY INTERESTING!
me: write down everything im possta say
.....:(writes)...I am awesome
me: sign it so ppl dont think i am insane
.....: me
me: niiiice

....: jeeze shes home but she couldnt cum n get me?
me: lol watch the same thing is goina happen 2 me...

i get home n my mom is there...i hadda pay her $4 2 get her 2 bring me home...lol im insane

now: waiting 4 rik2 get home so i can ask her sumthing n tell her sumthin

later: nothin...call me!

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

this week:
2day: nuttin
2marow: school...shine meeting
wednesday: school
thursday: hangin w/ my fam
friday: prolly sleepin @ Emily's well its either wednesday, thursday, or friday night....prolly either wed or fri b cuz saturday is totally open...well i hope it doesnt stay that way
saturday: just told ya
sunday: nothing

love
morgan

CUM ON PACKERS...LETS KICK ASS!
WOW...a day is a day...its a monday but it was a better than usual monday n i am in an unusually good mood 4 how my weekend was

well lets c

last night my mom n i watched r shows...well usually she goes 2 bed about midnight n i watch tv...well we watched tv til midnight n then she was goina go 2 bed but we talked 4 3 hrs about everything...i told her my issue...she thinks i should go 2 couseling...so im goina try it...but then @ 3 shes like we should watch a movie n thats wen i usually go 2 sleep....im like fine...bcuz she didnt hatva 2 work 2day...so we watched the Wedding Date n it got done @ like 5:45 so i got ready 4 school....n i wasnt crabby @ all 2day...i was totally fine b cuz i dont need sleep usually...well ya got all my stuff 2gether

bus stop: alyssa wasnt there

bus: didnt talk...b cuz @ the time i wasnt in a good mood

school: i told molly that if i c him i will really try 2 kill him

fashion: we hadda sub so everyone just screwed around

computer: nothin major

la: lol danny is sooo funny!! i love Language Arts now!

study hall: OMG...ok i will....ya molly i am bad @ b in mad...o well...but we hadda interesting study hall...me n garrett planned my party....i gotta tell sum1 sumthin....otherwise i am in sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much damn trubble...i gotta mountain dew so that i could have sum sugar

lunch: nothin really...HEY HEY HEY...guess wut i am goina hear ALOT about...Eric gotta 7 point buck! OMG...we looked @ the PCMS yearbook...n Y THE HELL DID I GO OUT W/ SUCHA DORK?!?!?! lol i miss talkin 2 him...o well...

health: we hadda speaker...it was interesting

ss: "We tooka quiz" we gotta 100% it was a class quiz...i was picking on scott...fun fun fun

algebra: I GOTTA 88% on my QUIZ!! OMG...i am soo happy!

science: i couldnt move like @ all

waiting: i didnt ride my bus b cuz "i missed it" so i rode my moms bus...

bus:WOW...i gotta say it was VERY INTERESTING!
me: write down everything im possta say
.....:(writes)...I am awesome
me: sign it so ppl dont think i am insane
.....: me
me: niiiice

....: jeeze shes home but she couldnt cum n get me?
me: lol watch the same thing is goina happen 2 me...

i get home n my mom is there...i hadda pay her $4 2 get her 2 bring me home...lol im insane

now: waiting 4 rik2 get home so i can ask her sumthing n tell her sumthin

later: nothin...call me!

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

this week:
2day: nuttin
2marow: school...shine meeting
wednesday: school
thursday: hangin w/ my fam
friday: prolly sleepin @ Emily's well its either wednesday, thursday, or friday night....prolly either wed or fri b cuz saturday is totally open...well i hope it doesnt stay that way
saturday: just told ya
sunday: nothing

love
morgan

CUM ON PACKERS...LETS KICK ASS!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Emily's House

ok so i did do stuff 2day

OMG...taylor n alyssa made me sleep in taylors bed n i hate top bunks...

so i got up @ 11....n then my mom is like ya taylor n alyssa r goin 2 babysit faith n i gotta go 2 work...n im like wtf? taylor is 12 n she gets 2 do everything she wants? n i wanna do sumthin...so my mom is like if u find sumthin 2 do...ill take ur brother n sister n u can go...so i talked 2 Emily n i went over 2 her house 4 the day....

my mom n i went 2 drop the kids off @ my aunts n then we went n got coffee...n then we went 2 her house...n i 4got 2 write down the street name....welll...it wasnt a issue b cuz like a couple months ago i wanted 2 kno where eric lived b cuz i heard sumthin about his neighborhood n so i asked wut street he lived on...LOL that was a good chat room...ne ways...so im like oooo i member!! its MARDON!! lol wow...good times

erika is right...his house is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pretty! its like old fashionish n its yellow...PRETTY!

emily n i watched One Tree Hill n we talked about our issues...but i still didnt tell her wut was wrong, im not tellin ne1...so no one ask

n then we went on the computer

n then her parents n brother came home....n so we hung out w/ them n watched FOOTBALL!!! woo hoo!

Love
alwaiz
-*-Morgan-*-

Saturday, November 19, 2005

ok nothin is goina happen 2marow....

so

Friday

after waiting 4 the pizza it got here n we 8 it....

then Taylor got home n we almost killed eachother, i have briuses all over my face....

then my mom came n took us 2 Fleet Farm n i didnt even wanna go buuuuuut...i was O SO HAPPY i did...first i saw my aunt whos from Michigan...n as i was standing there...of course i was looking around...n all the sudden i c sum1 kinda walkin towards me outta the corner of my eye....so i looked...n it was......HANK/HENRY!!!!!! I WAS SOOOOOOO HAPPY 2 C HIM!!!! I MISSED HIM SOOOOOO MUCH!!! I gave him a hug n he sed that he saw me n Erika @ the game in Oshkosh last week, n then im like u didnt c Eric? hes like um...i dont member...i was just so happy 2 c u guys...:) I LOVE HIM!!! I am haven a TAP party soon, so ppl that went 2 TAP getta cum...but then John n Garrett n Chlc n Cassie cant...so its goina b kinda a TAP/Christmas party...so if u went 2 TAP n i still have contact w/ u....then ur invited...n 4 ppl like Hank/Henry...hopefully ppl that i talk 2 c him....n then after that...i tried 2 lose my family so i was walkin around n after like 10 minutes...i saw hank/henry agen....n so he goes...they went that way, n i sed im trien 2 lose them..n then his dad laughed @ me...n im like o hey

then we went 2 the chrio...that was fun, my hair is short

then the grocery store...that was fun

then me n my mom n cooper hung out

@ about like 10, i found out sumthin i REALLY didnt wanna kno...n its goina b w/ me 4 the rest of my highschol life unless i switch highschools n he doesnt

2day

OMG...patrick called me @ 8 n made me get my ass outta bed n babysit his daughter

so i babysat...we watched Veggie Tales like 10 times

then i came home...n then went 2 the mall n i saw lauren n then jodie made me give her ice cream

n then i walked around n then i went back by lauren n she didnt kno wut 2 get Jesse

then fazoli's

then kates

then home

then alyssa's

then church

then toy r' us...lol TAYLOR N I R SOOOOOOOOOOOOO IMMATURE

after that me n my mom n taylor went 4 a car ride, we showed my mom brandon, john, garrett, carl, n pauls houses, lol taylor n i r SoOoOoOo boy crazy

now alyssa caelwaerts is here...lol WE R GOINA HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!! we r playen 20?s only trubble there...lol, ppl that went 2 DC w/ me kno y
Teenage girls with ADHD more likely to develop mental illness, study says

uuuhhhhh.....oh no.....

life is horrible....get usta it

Morgan

OmFg

OmFg...i am NEVER talkin 2 him agen!

NEVER!!!!

I've never cried this hard in my life b4....not even wen i found out about my parents...NEVER HAVE EVER CRIED THIS HARD! n i cry alot....OMFG....i serously want 2 kill him...

i guess i never really needed him....

i should have known that he would do this...he all kno that he wants me 2 cry...b cuz he knos that i kno that he wont comfort me...so he makes cry so that i have no one 2 cry 2

i seriously think that i will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER talk 2 him agen unless i havta 4 school proposes...(i cant spell that word)


i REALLY fucken hate him!

confused

If you're not confused, you're not paying attention.~Tom Peters

Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me.~Anne Morrow Lindbergh

I often wish i could leave my body 4 one day, switch 2 sum1 else...c how their life is, have them experience my life, n have me c myself thru sum1 elses eyes~Morgan Herman

All love that has not friendship for its base,Is like a mansion built upon the sand.~Ella Wheeler Wilcox

It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.~Friedrich Nietzsche

Ever since i have lost "that friend" my life has been worse n worse everyday~ Unknown

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*
Things guys wish we new!

1. We're not as big of perverts as you think we are.
2. No matter what you say, your ex-boyfriend is an idiot.
3. We like to give you hugs and kisses sometimes too.
4. Don't argue with us whenwe call you beautiful.
5. Don't treat us like dirt-what goes around, comes around.
6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reasons we're going out with you.
7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.
8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and leave it at that.
9. If you really liked us forus, you would let us think our mustache, beard or sideburns looked cool.
10. We never shave our legs.Get over it!
11. NEVER ask us if you can put make-up on us...it's just wrong.
12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't
13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
14. We do not absolutely care about the Backstreet Boys,NSYNC, or whatever other guy looks like, for that matter.
15. We may not be able to pee accurately all the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.
16. Just because you thinkyou're always right doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something wrong/
17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know you love us.
18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to helpus make the plans sometimes.
19. Don't ask us to beat upanother guy for you, 'cause you might get what you wish for.
20. Never kick us in the "nono area" just to see what wewould say.
21. Never pretend like you are going to break up withus and laugh when we believeyou.
22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better.
23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots that don't want a relationship.
24. PMS is not an excuse.
25. If you want to put the seat up when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
26. Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. Thatdoesn't turn us on.
27. Always remember---the way to guy's heart is through his stomach..and maybe...oh nevermind....
28. And last but not least:we know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

Friday, November 18, 2005

i hate my sister so much....i hate this whole family, i hate this life...i hate everything...

i wanna die

here we go how my mom feels right now w/ me around:

"Mothers of Teenagers Know Why Animals Eat Their Young"

ya well i need plans 2night...so sum1 call me!

434-7737
You froze him out
OK, so playing it slightly cool can be a good thing, but you were a total ice maiden. What on earth would it take to get you to act keen on a guy? Our fantasy fella did everything he could to make sure you had a good time, but you acted so standoffish he moped off home wondering what he did wrong.
Sorry, but you gave him the impression you’d rather eat your own head than go out with him again, so don’t expect a second date with this guy.


thats mean...i wouldnt ever want a guy 2 feel that way even if i didnt have fun on the date!
the exciting things r in bold

so far 2day

i woke up @ 1/4 2 10

went on the computer

watched Dawsons creek n Gilmore girls

tooka shower

cooper left

my mom left

my land lord is here painting our bathroom

sydney ordered a pizza b cuz i am phonophobic

n so now we r waiting 4 the pizza 2 get here n i am waiting 4 *H*I*M* 2 call bcuz we r goina go 2 the movies 2night

Love
Morgan

Thursday, November 17, 2005

oww

Ok so last night was soooooooo much fun

but 2day, it was worse...it was crazy

morning: i was dancing around b cuz i couldnt believe that last night was real

bus stop: omFg! it was soooooooooo effing cold

bus: bus evacuation....WOW...it was so interesting...i got my goal 4 the day, jumping outta the back of a bus 2 times on the friggin cold n icy ground

school:of course i hung out w/ my possi, dillon wasnt there tho...it was weird

fashion: emily failed by one point b cuz she cant parrellel park, o well...n we talked about our issues...she missed alot...

computer: tooka test n then i fooled around on the internet n found an awesome screen saver
la: um...talked 2 danny of course...n i am goina make him a scrap book page about himself...its goina b so awesome, its goina b his chirstmas present...i have tons of pics of me n him wen we were little...n im bringin my camera 2 school on tuesday 2 take pics of him @ school

study hall: well...garrett n cody went 2 the library which was good b cuz i wasnt really ready 2 talk 2 garrett agen yet, i went n bugged my wonderful best guy friend 4 money, he is so awesome, i love him so much, n then ralph got mad @ sam b cuz I wouldnt give him 75 cents...lol

n then sam n i saw eric so we shouted "Amandambdab" thats how we promounced it but its not spelt like that

lunch: i was like sooo hyper, i think...lol

health: We were possta b studying but me steph n haley talked about how me n steph r goin 2 the movies 2night @ midnight. n then on monday is jons birthday so i made him a card...

ss: she collected our projects n then we had 40 mionutes 2 do NETHING...it was fucken awesome!!!, alex n joe were playen hockey w/ coins n i was their judge. so then we were throwen the coins in the air n catchen em...lol that was fun, n then i looked @ old year books w/ Meghan and Pauline


algebra: tooka test...I THINK I DID GOOD!!

science: worked on our projects

stayed after a lil 2 work on it...b cuz i had 2nd flight buses

as i was going down the stairs i saw eric n i started laughing...n dont ask me y...

then i went outside n waited w/ alyssa n then danny hadda stay after b cuz he missed his bus b cuz he was worken on sumthin so he asked me n angela 2 stay after w/ him angela couldnt but i told him i would...so we went online n talked 2 eachother...it was alot of fun...n then i gave danny a hug n cassie gave me a ride home...

now: eatin mac n cheese

later: conferences n then meeting

love ya all

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love
Morgan

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

interesting

ok soo 2day...it was ALOT better than yesterday...thank god i have friends!! but i am crying right now b cuz my jaw hurts so bad

i woke up @ 5:30 n well wen i take showers in the morning i fall asleep but i needed a shower b cuz all hot n sweaty n really sick....so i tooka shower....

bus stop: nothing really...i didnt really talk b cuz im not possta

bus: didnt really talk

school: me n alyssa walked around n then i went n sat by my possi n didnt talk til katie sed so morgan wut 2 guys like u? n then i sed i dont wanna say n then i talked 2 scott n molly about my jaw...they seemed like they really cared

fashion: i missed emily soo much, i hope she did good on her drivers test....

computer: just goofed off the whole time

language arts: we gotta make stuff pretty...

study hall:interesting day, sumtimes i feel bad 4 erika b cuz she cant be there, well me n garrett were talking.....the only reason i didnt skip 2day was b cuz sam begged me 2 go 2 study hall, n then she prcatically begged me 2 sit by garrett n brandon....well garrett says he doesnt hate me...but i kno 4 a fact that he does...n i kept goin on n on n on about Delicious....n then me n garrett shared wut we sed the first time we saw eachother....well accually he told brandon who was possta tell sam 2 tell me...but he wouldnt...but then sam told me suthin that i told garrett n had told brandon wut me n erika had sed the first time we saw garrett so brandon sed that he would tell him wut i sed if garrett told him wut i sed...so then i sed no i dont want brandon 2 kno so i told garrett wut erika n i first sed....well the first thing erika sed was "You get the short one...." but u gotta kno like the WHOLE ENTIRE story 2 think that its kinda the funniest thing i have ever heard....so u cant ask, unless ur erika n u dont kno y i find that soooo funny

lunch: i had 2 eat i was sooooooo hungry.....so i did, i hadda cheese burger n fries....

health: i cried b cuz of the movie

ss: i didnt have my book or my packet...o well

algebra: i hava test 2marow...

science: i love molly...shes awesome

bus: i did my science homework b cuz i have soo much 2night

now: doin homework

later: GIFT....

love,
Morgan

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

oww

OMG...i am a reck...on Friday i havta go 2 the doctor 4 my legs n then i havta go idk if its the dentist but i havta go have my jaw checked out...b cuz i can hardly talk...ya i kno u ppl want me 2 shut up but it hurts so much that i cant eat...which can b a good thing but it hurts like hell

whao

well 2day was well idk...

morning: i woke up @ 6:38 n got dressed grabbed a donut n a juice thing n left

bus stop: alyssa gave me her jacket b cuz shes nice

bus: um...we talked

school: idk how i feel about nething ne more

fashion: OMG...im goina miss emily 2marow!!!

computer: concentrated on my computer

la: alotta ppl from that class saw me n danny last night...n sum will c me 2marow...aahh

study hall: i skipped bcuz i didnt wanna c garrett....well not excatly skipped...i was there...n then i left, "I hadda pass" 2 fashion, so me molly n kirstie went up 2 the fashion room n worked on our snowmen

lunch: i did my algebra homework...n i was about 2 cry

health: we wrote a reflection paper on mrs schlag...n then watched For the Love of Nancy

ss: agen boring

algebra: boring...i hate it

science: i am REALLY good @ that stuff

waiting: we stood inside n i talked 2 alyssa

i decided i dont feel like goin 2 the rock....so i skipped

bus: nothin really

didnt have my key so i waited

now: about 2 like fall over n die

later: notin call me...

love
morgan

Monday, November 14, 2005

random things: t he bolded ones r my favorites

~* Zachariah is haven an affair w/ the mother of god
~* i like things being stuck up there
~* Scott is on the swim team
~* My sister is a dork
~* I like my husband (LOL only erika gets that)
~* how can Mary b haven an affair if she died a virgin?
~* Mark hates me b cuz i speak my mind
~* hes a cave man not John the baptist
~* WE HAVTA DO IT IN FRONT OF DELICIOUS ON WEDNESDAY
~* I LOVE DELICIOUS, hes really hot
~* BABY WARS
~* his staff
~* im 90 n i am pregnant
~* Gary Coleman is 12, lol

~* ya those r my random things 4 2night *~
OMG...2day was good and bad...but mostly good

but first about yesterday

i woke up n got ready 4 church...OMG...i mighta survived @ tha game but we were singing a song n it went, "Sometimes when friendships crumble and fall a part we need 2 learn 2 forgive" n i started crying so bad....so i hadda go 2 the bathroom n wen i was crying n walking 2 the bathroom i saw delicious n he looked @ me...n i just looked down, then i saw molly n i asked her wut she was doin after church n then i saw mark mader so me n syd went n bugged him n taylor johnson w/ my sis taylor n aubrey after that i went 2 the store n then went back home...i changed n 8 a hot dog...then i went over 2 katies house 4 mollys surprise party...which was fun....we waited 4 molly n then wen she got there she didnt notice us til after a long time...like she looked right @ me but didnt notice me...lol n then we opened presents n my card didnt makes sense...after that we 8 dinner...chicken noodle soup...it was good...n then katie was maken a mess...jeeze...lol n then we tried 2 make her eat her cake but he wouldnt..n then we told her that it was toilet paper n then shes like "if u woulda told me it was ice cream cake i woulda 8 it" n then mark goes "its icecream cake" AFTER WE TOLD HER IT WAS TIOLET PAPER, then we watched 2 movies...the first one i watched EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT...BUT all i kno is sumthin about an adic n ppl switchen bodies, n then we watched bad news bears n then left...

ok 2day:

morning: woke up brung my stuff upstairs n then watched saved by the bell

bus stop: the bus was really late...

bus: nothin

school: GOD DAMN KATIE!! she told EVERYONE! o well...it was a lie neways

fashion: I NEED $3!!!! i told Emily...n i sed im goina die n it felt weird that i might b right, n then me n emily took pictures 4 her 2 put on her myspace

computer: i worked really hard

LA: Me: o yay danny remember wut ur doin 2night
Danny: (all excited) YOU?!?!
Me: no u already did, thats y we r doin this...
LMAO

then i got a pass...n i got scared...

study hall: i hadda go 2 student services...i was scared...i dont like my counseler

lunch: nothin really

health: speaker about adoption, im goina adopt wen i get older

ss: boring, OMG...i am soo mad...the 2 best pppl that were in that class one moved n the other moved 2 11 hr class

algebra: O M G!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOO FUCKEN HAPPY!! I GOTTA 94% ON MY QUIZ!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS omg...wow i was soo happy!!!

science: carrie is so pretty n so cute...n molly is cute 2...lol

waiting 4 the bus: me n emily took more pictures

bus: LOL total girl secret moments...

home: nothin

now: waiting til 5:30 4 mom 2 cum n get me

later: b in pregnant from danny

2day: GIFT n being pregnant
2marow: the rock
wednesday: being pregnant agen
thursday: youth meeting
friday: NO SCHOOL!!! hopefully goin back 2 the doctor

Love alwaiz
Morgan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOLLY!!!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

2day was so much fun!!!

OMG...

i got up @ 10:30 n cleaned my room n then erika got there n then we hung out there 4 a while n talked n then i cleaned my room a lil n then we "walked" 2 subway

subway n other places: accually we gotta ride from mom...lol we R NOT wearing garbage bags!!! n so we saved money n OMG...we r soo lucky we did, we went n got $.50 sodas n then went over 2 the gas station n got a bag of chips 4 $1....n then went back over 2 subway n got r subs N OMG...we WERE $2 SHORT!! omg...so we called garrett but he was @ his dad's so we called my aunt n she came n brought us $2....after that we walked around town...it was fun...we went 2 Family dollar n looked @ stuff...im goina wear erikas underwear over mine...n then we went 2 this one place n my aunt was there looken 4 stuff 4 her grand daughter....so then we saw this fat kid in a BP football sweatshirt n i sed, "only hot guys wear those...well that i kno of..." well i guess i was wrong but of all the guys that i kno have those sweatshirts...they r hot....sooo ya, n then we went over 2 oscos n she told me about her mom maken her talk about _______ n where 2 get _________ n wut they look like. N then we go outside n there was a GBP licenses plate so erika made us go back in 2 Osco's n look n we didnt find ne1 so then we sat on the grass outside of Osco's n hoped that they would cum out...n we were talkin about BP n this one lady is like r u goin 2 the game n were like yan she sed ya go priates or sumthin like that...n so then we went back 2 subway n got taylor a sub, n then we sat outside n erika hadda pee so she told me NOT 2 go w/ her...LOL inside joke so she goes back 2 subway...lol

then my dad picked us up

car: we asked eachother ?s n then ya that was pretty much it...cept 4 i sed no drama...that was important...

GAME! OMG...i accually had fun...lol ______ got me a ticket....lol u gotta understand me n erika...n so we went n went 2 the front n sum son a bitch was there...wut a jerk...n then me n garrett faught over who got 2 stand next 2 erika...n then he left n called me a bitch n i didnt care @ all...but ppl think i did...i dont...n then i sed that i could handle it n erika started laughing @ me...*deep breath* i guess ill havta proove it....n then eric went n got food...n then we ended up in the back n then erika brought "it" up....LOL that was pretty funny...n OMG...Kersten...AAHH...n then we went up 2 the way top n damn it was cold...n then erika n i were 2 short 2 look over the wall...so we went n stood @ the end...n the second i looked out 10000000 things rushed 2 my mind things i didnt kno were still in my mind...n then OMG...it started raining like hell...i thought i was goina die there n then...OMG...WoWoWoW....after 2 seconds i was wet 2 the bone...holy shit...n then i didnt wanna sit b cuz i didnt wanna get my butt wet...sooo after a while i decided 2...n then after it almost stopped raining my dad made us leave wen were loosing like really bad....

car: well...it was a lil more lively between me n erika than it was on the way there...we talked about everything n nething...n then we called garrett...n sang 2 him...LOL...n then after a while i was a lil quiet...n then garrett called back...erika talked 2 him...n well...ya...n then erika gave me a hug n then we talked about how she is goina make it happen by christmas....lol n then she knew like every other song...n we kept thinking the same thing like she got it...


got home...tooka shower made a pizza n now im hangin on the net while my dad is out w/ Christy...*deep breath*

Love
Morgan

LOVE YA ERIKA!

Friday, November 11, 2005

wow, 2day sucked....

this morning SUM1 turned off my alarm clock n my called like 5 times n i was sleepin on the couch n didnt hear him call so he started freaking out. I was in a REALLY deep sleep b cuz i didnt even get my 3 hrs last night...i didnt fall asleep til like 5:30 so wen my dad called @ 6:30 i was in a deep sleep so i called him back n i started crying n i explained everything 2 him n hes like ok settle down...i was about 2 ask him if i could stay home but that woulda ruined my weekend

bus stop: brittany n her sister were fightin so her mom yelled @ em...lol

bus: i sat there n i cried

school: OMG...i found sumthin out that kinda pisses me off alot

fashion: omg...emily's life makes my life sound horrible

computer: didnt really do nething

la: i started crying b cuz my leg hurt sooooo much, n we got SOOO side tracked that @ the end shes like o we werent possta do that...lol

study hall: OMG...last night on the way 2 the hospital i went past titty cleaners...lol i told garrett that, n then me n cody r sooooooooo mean...i wrote him a note n garrett kept cumin over by me so i hadda keep hiding it...n then i gave it 2 cody n ralph read it 2...n then after cody read it i went over 2 the garbage can n ripped it up n sprinkled it all over....lol i dont really wanna talk about cody's paper....ppl might kill me...or garrett....or cody....

pep assembly: *yawn*

lunch: I LOST MY STUPID ID SO I COULDNT GET FOOD!!

health: me n haley talked

ss: boring

algebra: tooka quiz...i REALLY hope i did good!!

science: i wouldnt talk 2 molly...we watched the veterans movie

well...ya n now i needa talk 2 sum1 w/ divorced parents b cuz i need advice on sumthin....

so ya...if u do....u kno my email n my sn

Love
Morgan

ThAnX uNcLe ToM n mIkE sEeRiNg!!!! 4 FIGHTING 4 OUR COUNTRY!!

Thursday, November 10, 2005

OMG...i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo overwhelmed...

i feel soooooooooooooooooo stressed, idk wut 2 do next
I am seriously goin insane...

i kno ppl say it jokingly...but i mean it...i REALLY am goin insane.....

i am goina scream VERY soon!!!!

idk wut 2 do!!!

really

I really need sum1 2 talk 2.....
SEXY SURVEY!!!
Make-out spots.......
have you ever made out in............
a church? no
a pool? no
a movie theatre? no
a bed? no
a classroom? no
a bus? no
a car? no
behind a bush? yes
a zoo? no
a museum? no
a concert? no
in a ferris wheel? lol no i didnt make out w/ lucas on a farris wheel...lol only tap ppl kno wut i am talkin about


HAVE YOU EVER?...........
had sex? no
given head? no
recieved head? no
pretended to give head in a ferris wheel? no
been fingered? no
been drunk? no
been labeled a "hoe"? yes
been caught making out? yes
skipped school? no
cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
cheated on a test? yes
fingered yourself? no
jacked off? no
swallowed cum? no
cut? no
pictured your crush naked? yes
had #########? no
had phone-sex? no

THIS OR THAT
spit or swallow? swallow
open or closed?LOL no comment
black or white? black
night or day? night
sunrise or sunset? sunset
bra or no bra? OMG...idk
boxers or TIGHIE WHITIES? BOXERS!
trojan or generic? um idk
big or small? no comment
handjob or #######? no comment
green day or the killers? green day
avril lavigne or hilary duff? avril lavigne
good charlotte or simple plan? good charlolette
the beatles or jet? jet
AC/DC or led zepllin? AC/DC
pink or red? RED
blue or grreen? BLUE
dvd or vhs? dvd
pick a wedgie or pick your nose IN PUBLIC? idk
phone or aim? AIM
angelina or erika? ERIKA LOL
chris or trevor? Chris (just so u ppl kno this one n the one above r not about the ppl that they want it 2 b about its about me n my life, lol)
cake or cupcake? cake
whipped cream or cherries? cherries

WOULD YOU EVER?
date chris? yes
date trevor? ....
date angelina?....
date erika? no sorry hun
#### a guy? uh duh! lol
#### a girl? no
giuve a handjob? no comment
give a #######? no comment
have premarrital sex? depends
have sex in a church? NO
have sex behind a bush? sure
have sex on your best freinds bedroom floor? no
have a threesome? no
make out with a girl? NO COMMENT
make out with a guy? DDDDDDDDDDDUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
have a fivesome- with angelina, chris, erika and trevor? no
cheat on your boyfriend with a guy named abu? um no
Bold All That Apply To You:
x Im Bored
x I have watched more than 50 Disney Movies In My Life
x I Have A Boyfriend
x I Have atleast 2 Cats
x I Hate President Bush
x I Think That Gay Marrige Is NOT Bad
x I am A Girl
x I Am A Boy
x I Want To Be Married By 25
x I Am All For Love
x I Think Age Doesn't Matter When It Comes To Love
x I Think This Is A Retarded Survey
x I Hate The Word Retarded
x I Think The Word Gay Is Over Used
x I Work Out
x I Am Hungry
x I Like The School That I Will Be Attending This Year
x I Am A Virgin
x I have Kissed Someone

x I Have Self Confidence
x I Think That Life Is Beautiful
x I Have A Good Reltionship With My Parents
x My Brothers And Sisters Are Annoying
x I Dont Know What I Would Do Without My Boyfriend
x I Have Dated A Guy For More Than A Year Before
x I Like The Movie "Gone With The Wind"
x I Could Watch "The Wizard Of Oz" Over And Over
x I Love High School
x I Love The Color Black
x I Love The Color Pink
x I Want More Than A Bachlor Degree In Collage
x I Want Lotz Of Pets In My House
x I Hate Science

x I Love Math
x Algerbra Is Easy For Me
x I Have Made Out In An IMAX
x History Bores Me
x I Love Cherries
x I Think Yellow Is A Pretty Color
x I Like The Name MacKenzie
x I Watch The OC
x I Think Adam Brody Is Hott
x I Think That The Friends TV Show Should Not Have Stopped Running
x I Like Horror Movies
x I Have More Than $100 Dollars In Savings
x I Think That Leonardo DiCaprio Is Hott
x I Want To Look Like Paris Hilton
x I Love Cats
x I Love Dogs
x I Want This Survey To Be Over
your cellie!

who's on your speed dial?
1-no one
2-erika
3-Brandon
4-Carrie
5-dads cell
6-my dads house
7-my moms house
8-my moms cell
9-erika's moms cell
how many people are in your phone book? 13, b cuz theres erika, erika's cell n erikas moms cell...lol
how many text messages are you allowed per month? idk alot i guess
how many do you send per month? um about 20
how many minutes do you have per month? idk
how many minutes do you use per month? alot
who is in your recent calls list most? danny or my dads house
who do you talk to the most? danny
how often do your parents call you? wen ever they need 2
do your parents ever text you?no
what kind of phone do you have? um Kyocera
what company do you have? idk

la la la

Ya sooo....my day
woke up n i was sooooooooooo cold that i left my pjs on n threw my clothes in the drier n put em on 5 minutes b4 i went outside...lol

bus: um nothin really, robin got outta school @ 10 2day 4 "a dentist appointment"

school: beths cuzen died...:'(

fashion: told emily more about my sucky life n then i told her good things about my life like Erika is sleepin over 2marow night

computer: "this is the most boring class ever" silence "i smell good 2day"

la: i told danny not 2 tell allyson

study hall: garrett was being nice 2 me..a lil...not totally tho

after school: just hung out w/ sum ppl, n then walked 2 my moms

now im @ the hospital w/ my mom n aunt n i am goina do my grandparent interview

if u need me i will b @ the hospital til about 10 n i have my cell sooo call me

676-4370
or im me @ iplayvball4life
or email daddysangel@new.rr.com

love
morgan