Monday, January 30, 2006

im starten w/ RUMORS SUCK!!

ok now my day

morning: woke up n curled my hair like the lady did cept i didnt put it up....n i just curled it in a pony tail in steada usen all those boby pins....which later i did end up usen b cuz my hair is short....neways, so ya it was really cute...

bus stop: ha ha shes goina hate me.....

bus: um...ya i hava bf...

school: walked around w/ stormey~em was taken her drivers test so she wasnt there

gym: we played hockey

la: um...we watched a movie

algebra: wow they r insane! OMG..WILLIE might b in my math!! aahh

ffl: nothing really...cept amiee cracks me up

computer: talked 2 ahnna n showed her the pictures from sweethearts....i needa pic of andy!!!

lunch: i was 2 bothered by sumthing...so i didnt eat....n steph wanted 2 kno wut was wrong but i didnt tell her b cuz i could tell it was just a rumor but i didnt kno 4 sure....OMG...JAKE....hes looks EXACTLY like andy....omg i am not kidding

history: HOT kid!!!!! lol hes new his name is micheal

study hall: um...just sat there...waved 2 like 100000000 ppl

science: um...idk nothing...it was really bothering me now...n i didnt feel good @ all....n i almost threw up

after school: garrett found me right away so i didnt have time 2 collect my thoughts after science...o well...i talked 2 him about stuff

bus: garrett made me sit by him....n then he hada hava private meeting w/ ken after mine n his private meeting...n then so he came back n i told him that he was getting off @ my stop b cuz i was 2 lazy 2 get up b4 my stop so he sed fine...n we hadda argument w/ ken n AAHH he annoys me so much....

after that: ( lol like how i put a "time" on it) garrett came over n "looked @ the pictures" but the fucken camera wasnt letting me...but then it did n just as he was about 2 leave idek how we got in2 it but we got on the topic of the girl that ran in2 my house so we went threw it step by step accually doing wut she did, lmao n then i was taller than him n then i wasnt n then we were on the driveway n then hes like u r taller than me now...n i was like no i dont think i am....lol...n then hes like wut do u think ppl would do if i walked home like this....n then he started acting like he was drunk n i was laughing hysterically....n then we got in2 how we have that affect on ppl...it was weird...u dont wanna kno....

now: talkin 2 nate; n waiting 2 c if erika is goina cum back b cuz ya it would b bad if she didnt...
...She made a H U G E mistake and im not goina end up like her...
ok, heres sumthin funny, i accually think im in love.....aahh, wow....its an overwhelming feeling.....

im goina post quotes....(taken from erika's xanga! love ya baby!!)

When you wanna break down and cry,just remember ;; everything will be okaycus [[ tears dry ]]

you know that boy, you can never gett outta your head? the one that seems to relate to EVERYTHiNG you do ;; every song, every word? the one that at the mention of his name, your entire face LiGHTS UP? the one that has full capacity to break your heart?? YEAHH___THATS Y0U *

the feeling i have right now is so indescribablei feel so amazed & wonderful it's just too hardfor me to e x p l a i n it _____________ <3

just because her eyes don't teard o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ; doesn't cry . & just because shecomes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing w r o n g

My love life is in a blur, No one special to make me happy,No one there to be my man,its everything but fun, so why dont you be the guy to come along,and let me give love a run.

heres a quote 4 erika: Last night i had a dream that i went to your house & fell in love & i woke up thismorning & there was wet shoes & pictures on my camera

from the first time i saw youi knew you were the onei may not know you as wellor not know you at allbut i know we will end up togethercuz i have this strong feeling <3

you can come over, we can watch a scary movieand take stupid pictures,fall asleep together on my couch, because you are my everythingand all that i am, is yours

ya ok im dont w/ that now
ok my week

Monday: school; nothing
Tuesday: school; nothing
Wednesday: school; nothing (this is my 2 bestiest friends 1 month anniversary!! I LOVE YOU ERIKA N GARRETT!!!*they r the cutest couple*)
Thursday: school; kelly taylor n logan r cumin over 4 pizza
friday: school; idk
saturday: idk
ok u kno how my sister sed she was goina tell sumthin about sum1? well she finally did n now i wish she wouldnt have b cuz its not her business in the first place n its not my business either. (yes i am a hipocrit in this matter but....this is different then usual things....well ok if u kno wut im talkin about...u kno how this isnt my business or definatly not taylor's business....) aahh, i am trien so hard 2 anti-drama....its not worken.....

i really am about 2 just quit, quit it all....like not just the drama thing, im already trien 2 quit that, i wanna quit everything....its so scary being this way....n i wanna change so bad....so ppl i kno this is goina sound selfish but, plz pray 4 me....n if u dont kno wuts wrong, how about ur praying 4 me get better.....(no i dont have cancer) plz, its the only thing we can do about it....

well ya now that i got that out....i feel like .1% better

I <3>
quotes for this morning w/ erika
~my favorite one: ITS 4 IN THE FUCKEN MORNING!!!
~wanna kno sumthin disgusting? ....(erika tells me sumthin)...YESSSSSSSSSSSS! lmao
~lets look @ our proof
~r u goina finish that chip? its been there 4 20 minutes
~im taken a sleeping one...ok...
~ok quietly go down the stairs........*boom* *boom* so much 4 quiet
~damn this key doesnt work!!
~i hava mental clock
~im goin 2 sleep in 2 minutes.....*2 hours later*....omg i cant believe we just did that wen we sed we were goina go 2 sleep!!!
~dont fall off the bed erika!....its closer 2 garretts house....nu uh, garretts house is that way *points toward window* o well im closer
~i love andy, erika loves garrett
~we have 5 minutes 2 make my hair...um....look good
~well hurry up b cuz my hair is like...crazy
~dont touch me....stop it
~ if u dont shut up im goina smack you....*rolls closer 2 her*
~if i start talkin about him in my sleep its not my fault
~seriously if u say that im goina throw up n smack you
~y rnt girls as horny as guys?....they r they just dont show it....do i needa sleep up there?....lmao no, im not horny
~do u think your sister will notice her slippers r wet?
~wut happens if one of us gets attacked....omg...ur not becomming unattachted from me so thats not goina happen....so they will attack both of us?....well i hava black belt...ill kick em
~ok whos house is closer?.....idk mine....i would havta run up 2 his doorball n ring it, his mom would kill me but i dont care
~ya u rather sleep than talk 2 him.....ya alwaiz
~i almost cried wen he left...n im goina c him in less than like 12 hours
wow...i think thats it 4 w/ her....

parts of the converstaion me n nate had:
**ok lets just say mike n ikes so that i dont get in trubble**


~Gtrmn10Gt (2:29:54 PM): her bf looks like alex eban
Gtrmn10Gt (2:30:07 PM): he looks like a fucking queer
iplayvball4life (2:30:18 PM): heeeeeeey ya he kinda does
iplayvball4life (2:30:32 PM): but i think alex is hot....so there

~Gtrmn10Gt (2:30:37 PM): wtf

Sunday, January 29, 2006

ok i am the clumsiest person EVER!!

well...2night....um...FUCKEN ROCKED!!!

quotes of the night:
~Thanx 4 turning him on
~If they have condoms in there lemme kno *garrett runs 2 the bathroom* (cums out 10 minutes later)
~Do u like older guys?
~you violated rule 68
~everyone saw that EXCEPT garrett
~hes so hot
~seasonal hearts
~hey blondy
~can already tell i dont like her
~GO FIND UR GIRLFRIEND
~thats like rule #1....no thats have fun...o then 2
~you smell like a wet dog
~my phone is ringing...i can tell
~erika was here, she loves garrett
~now we hava black one n a white one....ur def. not racist
~AAHH, they werent on the couch they were ON THE COUCH
~u have church 2marow right.....yaaaaaaaaaaaaa
~all i heard was sumthin about ugly
~all i heard was sumthin abou cute
~the side of ur head is really pretty
~ooo shirt guy
~ ya i live by eric, which is cool, well not nemore
~o ya, shes all over him
~ok everyone scream mom ready go, mom, mom, mom, MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM R WE GOING YET
~i dont like him
~this is now about andrew
~u couldnt miss us me morgan n cassie were the sexiest bitches @ the whole dance
~u big meanie
~dont take it off, ...i wont
~this song is depressing its goina make me cry
~damn.....r you guys sure u already have dates?
~hold on shes outta the room 4 a sec
~ya well mr herman aint no mexican... hes a mofoin P I M P
~good things i was wearing shorts
~im assuming u have more pants here.....no
~so she never found it?

Saturday, January 28, 2006

10 reasons why its great to be a volleyball player
(i miss it so much...but i still remember it...)
1.Tournament Food...(enough said)
2.Team Sleepovers...lmao
3.The guys dig it.
4.You score often.
5.You do it in 6 different positions...repeatedly.
6.I can spike it in your face.
7.You get to stuff every hit at the net.
8.(Eventho girls that don't wear spandex don't agree)The clothes are comfy.
9.Facials are free.
10.It beats being a cheerleader.
10 Reasons To Date A Dancer
1.we know all the positions
2.we have perfect technique, good rhythm, and great hip rotation
3.we're used to having bruises on our knees
4.we're used to performing in minimal amounts of clothing
5.we're perfectionists: theyll keep going until they hit it
6.we can shake it like no other
7.after a quick intermission we're ready to go at it again
8.we don't mind getting hot and sweaty
9.we're not as delicate and fragile as we look
10.one word..FLEXIBILITY

^^ ya im a dancer...betcha most ppl dont kno that about me...
omg....the dance is fucken 2night!!!!!
n about 2 1/2 my night starts!!!
OK ABOUT THIS DRAMA, ITS NOT GOINA HAPPEN, IM GOINA AVOID IT COMPLETELY N IF THERES IS NE DRAMA WUT SO EVER IM GOINA KILL THE PERSON THAT STARTED IT....SO....DONT EXPECT 2 B ALIVE @ THE END OF THE NIGHT IF UR GOINA START DRAMA....you kno who u r
ok this is stolen from kates xanga who stole it from cosmo girl...lol :)

TOP REASONS WHY WE LOVE GUYS (stolen from cosmo girl) (AND GUYS, U SHOULD TRY THESE!!! lol)
1) how they're like a personal garbage desposal. can't finish what's on ur plate? give it 2 ur guy friend!!
2) when guys walk on the outside of a girl near the traffic as a sign of respect 4 her
3) how guys look in2 ur eyes and tilt ur chin up b4 they kiss u
4) how they jokingly push u just 2 touch u
5) how they tickle u and no that u like it, even if u act like u don't
6) how they tuck your fallen hair behind your ear
7) how they're not embarrassed 2 do n/e thing idiotic
8) how they wrap their arms around your waist like they're saying "she's with me"
9) how they'll sing any song 2 u in ur ear while ur dancing, no matter how bad they are
10) how they look @ u and smile when they don't no wut 2 say
11) how they say the rite thing when u least expect it but need it most
12) how when ur ready 2 give up, one will pop in and make up 4 the billion others that never came
13) how if u fall asleep on them, they won't move even if their body's numb
14) how they make you feel better about yourself than u ever thought you could
15) how u can take out ur day on them and they'll still love you
Sumtimes :
A call from a friend
A talk w/ an AWESOME friend
An email from a person u r scared 2 go near explaining how sorry he is
A hug from ur sick relative
A night 2 urself
&
A DANCE THE NEXT DAY W/ YOUR 3 BEST FRIENDS N 1 OF UR REALLY GOOD FRIENDS

CAN PUT YOU IN A REALLY REALLY GOOD MOOD!

Feeling pretty good about myself right now....

I LOVE YOU ERIKA CASSIE GARRETT N BRIAN!!!!!
GARRETT IS THE BEST!!!
HE "CRACKED THE SAFE!!"
hes def. one of my best friends!!!
lyl garrett!!!!

Friday, January 27, 2006

wow...2day was sooooo...um....sad? happy? NONFEELINGFUL! lol

morning: accually my mom came home @ 2 am so shes home now....I love her....i had oranges 4 breakfast n then i got ready n left

bus: just sat there n listened 2 alyssa n liz talk but i didnt hear a word....

school: found stormey n we both felt like shit...

Gym: the running 2day didnt hurt as much as yesterday but i shoulda 8 more breakfast, Mikayla hadda pitch 4 me agen...aahh

LA: we did stuff.....n i talked 2 Michael....hes cool

Algebra: slopes....its not that hard...

FFL: nothin really; cept i havta do FFF (Food Fact Friday) w/ Matt Mazer on Fed. 10.....damn

Study hall: me kelly n andy didnt do nething cept talk about the dance...AAHH ITS 2MAROW!!

Computer: talked 2 ahnna

Lunch: idk...i wasnt paying attention....oo somthin about Jennifer Rutkamp

History: drew a picture

b4 science: i wrote Morgan Loves You on Ammiee's locker n i go yay now it says "Morgan..." n then ammiee sed "hurts"b cuz she was saye, my arm hurts...lmao so then Eric goes..."Morgan hurts?" :)

science: did the worksheets...n then mrs. reed goes ok now everyone talk about wut ur wearing 2 the dance...n usually u kno teenagers wen a teacher tells u wut 2 talk about u dont listen....lmao well we ALL started talkin about wut we r wearing...lmao we had so much fun

assembly: boring....but ya....

walked home w/ stormey....n talked 2 eric....we r soo mean...n i mean me n eric...stormey sed....:)

now...babysitting

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ITS 2MAROW!
wow, now that all these outages r over...

yesterday:

morning: went online did my erika hava good day thing...

bus stop: i wasnt cold @ all w/o my jacket...

bus: um...talked about saturday

school: walked around w/ stormey...n then found lauren

gym: i HATE gym! we played softball...eeww...im not that good @ it...n my pitcher was Mikayla...i looked @ her...n she looked @ me...n then....we both looked away, me n lauren were maken fun of her the whole time

la: um...oooo....we had soo much fun!!! we gotta empty out our folders....IT WAS AWESOME...me, mike, john, brandon, ralph, n adam were throw them from our seats n i missed wen i was RIGHT infront of it...omg...it was awsome...i love those guys so much!!!

algebra: gotta good grade...havent gotten less than 100% yet got homework

ffl: um....did stuff...got homework

computer: um...nothing really; ahnna if u tell omg...UR DEAD

lunch: FUCK daina! lol

History: um....nothing, got homework

study hall: TIM IS IN MY STUDY HALL!! OMG!!

science: got homework

bus: i was so sick...i just stared out the window n then wen garrett got off alyssa asked me a ?...ya

home: just laid around til mom got home she got home n we went 2 the mall

i got the cutest jewlery, but its pink

did my homework @ like 10...finished @ 12...it wasnt that bad...i do my homework the best late @ night...

went 2 bed

2day:

got up n was like OMG...i still gotta do this 2marow....

BUS STOP: um...nothign really

bus: sang....lol everyone looks @ us

school: found laure like 5 seconds after i met w/ stormey

gym: almost threw up....n then played mat ball...wow...it is sooooo much fun!!!

LA: we read all this stuff about dads...n of course i cried

algebra: OMG... i HATE my CLASS!

FFL: we got homework agen...n 2 piss her off...i wrote HUGE

computer: me n ahnna talk alot

lunch: um...talked about the musical

history: eric didnt do his homework...lol

study hall: talked 2 sammie

science: tooka quiz..

babysat

came here n talked 2 cassie about LUKAS!! OUTTA EVERYTHING WE COULD TALK ABOUT WE WERE TALKIN ABOUT LUKAS!! I L O V E LUKAS!

my mom is @ the hospital....o well

i called my dad....it was very very very hard...

well...i hava headache right now....sooo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM LUKAS N SANDIE!!!!!
luv ya lukas!!!

1 MORE DAY BITCHES!!!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

ok my day yesterday

morning: woke up n went 2 school....God it felt good not 2 wear my jacket

bus stop: poor alyssa

bus: um i dont member

school: caught up w/ stormey n Eric looked HIDEOUS yesterday!!! OMG...n he got his hair cut....damn...

gym: we got our lockers, i have 44.....not by choice, its just by Lauren, Cassie n Amanda o well...i can pretend that i still love him

LA: ok Lexi is really interesting

Algebra: i REALLY dont belong in that class...i dont mean that its 2 easy i mean the ppl in it...OMG

FFL: i sit by Jenna.....

Computer Science: i accually got 2 work....Ahnna went down 2 Student Services

Lunch: um......o...wow was i hungry so i 8 alot

History: i sit int he back now....*yawn* now i can write notes

Study hall: um....its mERcades....not mARcades...lmao

Science: we moved seats n in my row from right 2 left goes Molly, Carrie, Jessica, Tiffany, i dont member, Liz, Me, Marlana....ITS ALL GIRLS n then ALL the guys r in the front cept 4 the Spanish dude....lmao hes goina have fun....in the back it goes from right 2 left goes, Spanish dude, Sammie, Ashley, Erica n idk about the front

bus: ok so wen theres no where 2 sit...SIT w/ garrett....lmao...but he HAD 2 sit on the outside...n then ya...lets not talk about it...im in his club....PLZ PLZ PLZ DONT ASK....

after school: i went 2 alyssa's house 2 give her my opinion on wut dress she should wear...n all i havta say is ITS GREEN!!!! ok now im over that, ok i picked the blue one that is laced in the back n it has rhinestones goin down the slit n acrost the back...

my aunts house: 8 dinner....

wrestling: i went there n i wasnt feeling good n then i talked 2 Zach n then i went 2 the bathroom n threw up so then my mom took my home n i slept n then wen they got home i went online

2day: school n then my mom is goina take me 2 the mall 2 get sum jewlery b cuz thers no way i have PINK jewlery so shes gettin me sum....

Morgan

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Ok im looken thru my camera....from this weekend n 2day...
pictures that r on it
  • Dad, Taylor, n Sydney's pictures 4 soccer...
  • a picture of me wen i got my hair cut...
  • Cooper in his wrestling outfit...CUTE CUTE CUTE
  • Pictures of Taylors cake
  • Pictures from Bay Shore....wow that was fun...
  • Pictures from the bus....damn was that fun....i gotta tell ya wut all the pictures were but i cant get them on the computer, i can only do that from the camera from my dads house...n well...ya...soooo i think that garrett deserves his own bullet b cuz there r alot, so i have like 2 of alyssa, she got pissed @ me 4 taken me tho....:)
  • ok Pics of Garrett: first one he was trien 2 look like a retard, lol that one makes me laugh so hard...2nd i got him w/ his hand like RIGHT about his head while he was talking....lmao he looks funny...3rd is....THE BLOODY PINKY!!! 4th his hand infront of his face 5th he was sticking up both middle fingers n laying back, he wanted that one 4 his myspace but u couldnt c it was him n it looked really blurry so thats where the 6th one cums in...its him sitting up sticking up his middle fingers...its a pretty awesome picture...im goina get that on the computer 4 him soon....
  • a REALLY bad picture of me crien on the couch....i hate my sister...so i deleted that picture....

plans this week:

2maro: school if im up 4 it...., my aunts house 4 dinner...n then planning 4 Saturday
wed: school, noting
thurs: school, coops wrestling...n BV musical, ???Youth Council Meeting???
fri: idk yet, prolly goina have sum1 sleepover
sat: LET THE FUN BEGIN!!! gettin my hair done w/ Erika, n Cassie @ 3 n then...idk from then 2 wen the dance starts....then after the dance, Cassie n Erika might sleepover...(prolly)
sunday: prolly goina hang out w/ my chicks all day....;-)

Monday, January 23, 2006

ok wow...most dramatic day ever...not kidding

this morning....i swear 2 God...bring it up....u go down...n thats 2 the ppl that kno. Emily, Stormey, Erika, Katie, Ahnna, Molly, Alyssa n Garrett...u tell NE1 U DIE!


bus: cried hysterically

school: cried, told Emily, n Stormey

Gym: I LOVE LAUREN! she can alwaiz make me smile....HOLY SHIT! GUESS WHO IS IN MY GYM! MIKAYLA!!!!!!!!!!!! AAHH

LA: OMG...i am so scared, i hate that class...as in the ppl in there i hate...

*inbetween*-gave danny a hug n talked 2 Meredith...i miss them SoOoOoO much

Algebra1A: SCARY CLASS!!!!!

FFL: tons of ppl i kno in that class w/ me

Computer Science 2: Ahnna n i just talked the whole time

Lunch: i 8 w/ Steph, Renee n Paige...YAY!

History: God...i hate my class...

Study hall: its sooooo strange

Science: NOW THAT WAS FUN!

Bus: DAMN, THE BEST PART OF THE DAY....Garrett sat w/ me the whole time til like about his house where he moved 2 his seat...n then he got off the bus w/ me n we skipped...:) But ya...that was a fun, bus ride, i got sum interesting pictures of him....;-) im goina give em 2 erika wen i get them on the computer....

home: bursted out 2 my mom

now: crien n talkin 2 erika...n cassie

Saturday, January 21, 2006

ok guess wut, i am being a HUGE Bitch.....so i swear that if u say one bad thing 2 me...im goina hurt you....i havent been this bitchy since like 6 months ago...so i swear u do nething 2 upset me ur dead

im sorry but...really...im reaching the end....theres never been a person as long as "this" has been going on that really accually cared enough 2 ask how im doing....am i ok....do i need sum1 2 talk 2....i mean ppl say ya if u ever need sum1 2 talk 2 im here but no one has ever asked wuts rong n they kno im really sad...cept 4 Marcedes...but u kno wut...i wont ever c her agen....i need sumone who i can just give a hug 2...n just stand there hugging them 4 like 2 mintues...b cuz u kno wut...thats really really wut i need....usually i dont need nething more unless ur talkin 2 me online...then i just need 2 talk...but....usually i just need sumone i can hug 4 like a really long time....

Friday, January 20, 2006

Ok my day yesterday, it was sad...my last day w/ my friends *tear* *tear* *tear*

morning: woke up n played solitaire on the computer n waited

bus: nothing really...me stormey and Kyla r "goina go shop 4 boiz" on saturday @ the mall...i really dont want 2....so im goina use the excuse i havta babysit my dads gfs daughter....(b cuz i do if i dont have plans)

fashion: ya so wut, we hate u mrs. bannon

computer: wrote in my blog

LA: my last day w/ them (but i didnt kno that yet) n so i talked 2 Danny n they made me cry really hard...:'(

Study hall: talked 2 Garrett he gave me money!! YAY!!! so i got food....

Algebra: i GOTTA C ON MY FINAL!! YES!! (ok most ppl its like omg...i gotta C? that sucks, but i was expecting 2 fail it...) we talked about Ross Castner n Ryan Landry, its so weird, they kno him n think hes a low life piece of shit just like i do!! n they r friends w/ Ross...so thats kewl...

Homeroom: ha ha, the last time i was there it was the 2nd day of school....so i didnt kno ne one, well guess whos in my homeroom? Ben Hall, Caitlin, Krista, Marideth n Amy....i was whoa cool! ya ben still has study hall w/ stormey

Science: just talked 2 Carrie n Tiffany...everyone knos Carrie's love life...cept Nicole..........................................n me....lol shes goin out w/ Jacob McDonald...i didnt kno that...lol...me carrie hate ryan so much

Lunch: our last day 2gether!!! :'( i was sad...Kersten cried b cuz Renee n Kalee dont like her...it was drama filled...n there was this note, it was so true!!!

Health: OMG...we watched a tribute 2 the packers...n i love watchen football n stuff but...god he does it waaaay 2 much, im definatly goina miss this class the most...but only b cuz i LOVE mr. hebert!!!! hes the best!!! Terell n Hanzel came in b cuz they were @ lunch me mercades haley n steph talked 2 them....

history: took the test...n talked

babysitting: talked 2 Garrett...who pissed me off....n then Dannielle...we wanna annoy the hell outta brandon!! AAHH lol

home: did nothing, cleaned my room, went online, went 2 walmart, talked 2 erika n cassie, who r goina sleepover on Saturday night next week after the dance...well we hope...cassies gotta ask n im pretty sure so does erika

bed: ya i went n watched Friends n then went 2 sleep...

woke up @ 6 b cuz i hadda take my medicine....ya i couldnt fall back asleep...damn it!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

ok well my WHOLE schedule changed cept 4 i think just science n history

sooo this is my schedule (it changed b cuza Algebra)

1st Gym (Mathu)
2nd LA (Urcavich)
3rd Algebra 1A (Nowak)
4th Food For Life (Timm)
5th Computer Science 2 (Simeons)
6th Lunch
7th History (Taylor)
8th Study hall
9th Science (Reed)

ya fun fun fun....n i have Algebra 1A w/ Katie Nelson...its goina b a VERY interesting 2nd semester!
Ok, once agen im in Computer Science class n we have 25 minute classes n this is the last time ill b here....so i am goina write about yesterday

morning: i woke up @ 11 pm....ya dont ask....n then i went on the computer n then realized it was only 11...didnt i already tell this story? lol...well neways...i almost missed the bus....

bus: talked 2 Kyla...

School: so ya i ditched Stormey n Eric 4 Garrett b cuz i would do that NEDAY...so then me n Garrett walked around looking 4 John n didnt find him n then the bell rang n we went 2 our classes

Computer Science: took my test n then just messed around on the computer

Study hall: OMG...Ben Hall thinks im hot (inside joke) i got soo pissed @ Stormey n Ben n Garrett kept shining a light in my eyes n i was bored n since i was ignoring Ben n Stormey i decided 2 ignore Garrett also b cuz an hour n a 1/2 of study hall makes you go really insane....n Stormey made a list...ya sad i kno, n she wrote a note 2 Garrett that sed, "I kno you want my bod." I was like OMFG she has soooooooooooooooooo many issues!

Lunch: OmFg!!! there was this really really really hot guy sitting @ the table straight ahead of my table n me, Kyla, Stormey and Missy were staring @ him n then Ryan's head got in the way so Kyla screams on the top of her lungs, "Ryan move your big fat melon!" n the guy looked n figured out wut we were doing n then Mark was shouting all this shit @ me....

SS: we talked n i finished my project, i think its awesome, i think i accually did well on it....

Algebra: took the test....

after school: um..................i went 4 a really long walk n i cried....ya fun eh? n i was so cold...i got back n i saw my moms car in the driveway so i ran all the way up my street....(i almost died, ya im not athletic...ur goina havta learn 2 get over it) n i got there as she was pulling out...n she saw me n she rolled down the window n shes like guess wut i just did, n im like wut? n she sed....i just dropped off your medicine....ur back on it!! HELL YA!!!!!!

GIFT: i waited n then Sammie VanGompel came n i talked 2 her...n then Lauren came n i talked 2 her...n then Brandon came n i just turned my head.....n then Cassie came n sammie left n i hugged her...n then Garrett came n i talked 2 him n Lauren n Cassie, n then brandon came n ignored him...n then erika came n we all went n attacked her...n then we went in n got yelled @ 4 talking n then we moved 2 the back n then got yelled @ agen n then went n sat int he middle n then i volenteered 4 sumthing. that one kid is funny, ;-) inside joke n then erika's mood ring turned purple, n blue, n green, n then sum really pretty color....

home: i just went downstairs n stared @ my wall....n then i went n called my mom, n then shes like o my cell phone is ringing ill call u back n she just hangs up im like, whos more important than me? n then i was cracking up w/ taylor n my dad n then @ like 9 she called me back n im like ok so sum client is more important than me? n shes like it wasnt a client n im like then who was it? n shes like Kelly....i was like ok "well bye then mom".... n shes like "no" n then im like WTF? HE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN TALKIN 2 ME?! n her excuse was, "he goes 2 bed early b cuz hes gets up @ 3 in the morning so if i didnt talk 2 him then i...." n i intrupped her n im like...."OMG...so wut if u dont talk 2 him 1 night? ur not goina die..." n shes like i dont want this crap from you, "n i go thats y i sed bye..." n then i hung up....MY GOD I HATE WEN SHE DOES THAT! She doesnt need 2 talk 2 him EVERY SINGLE NIGHT! my God...ok i guess i wouldnt mind if i wasnt on the other phone.....i mean if i hadda BF i would talk 2 him every night but lets say Erika called me b cuz she was feeling kinda sad, or she needs sum1 2 talk 2... (not that she would its just an example, n that right there sounded mean...im not trien 2 b mean im just sayen that b cuz of the person u r u can help yourself feel better....but well i hope u understand hun, b cuz its hard 2 explain)neways back 2 my point...if he called me, i would tell him i couldnt talk b cuz erika needed 2 talk 2 me....my god, family b4 bf/gf!!!

then i went 2 bed....

I love him!!!

*M*/*O*/*R*/*G*/*A*/*N*

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Garrett is so much better!

ok im in Computer Science n we just took our exam....um ya i totally just blew this one off...i hate this class....

ya im really really bored...

this morning was fun i ditched Stormey n Eric 2 hang out w/ Garrett...ok c, if i hadda choice between Stormey n Eric or Garrett....its DEFINATLY Garrett....no offense 2 the other 2...its just...ya ok offense 2 Eric...i HATE him! lol neways

ya now shes all mad @ me....its not my fault i like Garrett better than her n Eric....:)

well GIFT is 2night...im not looken 4ward 2 it....*huge sigh*

Love ya my lesbian lover Erika!
Morgan
OK the highlights of the week so far....i had it all typed out but my dad came in n it got erased

Monday:
~Taylor ended up being sick...i called her sicky chicky
~my appointment...lets not talk about it
~i skipped health
~i was really hyper n garrett got scared of me...lol ha ha ha
~i got in2 a huge fight w/ my dad
~i went 2 Kathy's (wow that was fun)

~the only thing i 8 all day was pizza flavored combos
~i really needed a hug all day (i never got one)
~i got in2 a huge huge huge huge huge fight w/ my dad

Tuesday:
Woke up: i COULD NOT stay awake 4 the life of me so i kept falling asleep on the couch

bus: just sat there

school: of course hung out w/ stormey, i missed her :'( n the weird thing is, i havent seen Eric since Friday morning....i find that very very interesting

fashion: we didnt needa do nething so we sat there n talked 4 a hour n a 1/2, n me n emily drew in eachothers notebooks, im goina miss her sooo much!!! then mrs. bannon gave us a speech about how we should enjoy that class

LA: i think i still like "him" uh oh, would NOT b good....i got 2 wrong on one part of the test n 7 on the other, thats still good....

Lunch: um....mollys a retard....lmao...

health: @ first we sat in the Gym....n me n Marcedes just showed off our stuff...lol, our cartwheels n round offs....fun fun fun, n then i gotta MAJOR rush of depressing feelings...so i just sat down n cried....then we went in2 the health room n took our test. n on the exam i didnt finish b cuz we hadda write a 5 page essay but he sed not 2 worry about it

science: took the test n then Ryan's song came on n so i told Carrie n we r both like eewww...n then i turned it off

bus: just listened 2 my music....

after school: tay n i went ice skating...n then we ended up walking 2 BV b cuz coop had wrestling...n JESSE was there...omg...he is sooooooooo hot!!! i dont think he knew who i was tho....n the 8th grade girls hadda basketball game (thats y jesse was there) n they played Pulaski....YAY! so the twins were there...I LOVE THEM!

got home n tooka shower....planned out my outfit 4 2day.....ok now the fun part...i went 2 sleep @ 9 b cuz i was effin tired....n i woke up @ 11....n could not go back 2 sleep so i just did stuff w/ my hair...nothing looked good...n then i went upstairs @ like 5 n my dad left...so ya now its just me up

Now: Jon just wished me good luck on my finals, wutta sweetie!!!!

2day: school (the rest of my finals) n then GIFT where i getta really big hug :) i really need one; but BJ is goina b there....n um...ya...thats goina b very scary, im not ready 2 talk 2 him yet

2marow: 1/2 day, most ppl rnt goin but we getta hava party in Health so im goina go...n then babysitting

friday: omFg...i gotta babysit...but its not like ne1 has ne plans 4 me....

saturday: prolly go n c my cutie lil friend (shes not my step sister n its hard 2 say my dads gfs daughter) I LOVE YA KYLIE BEAN! ;-)

Sunday: church....fun fun fun

monday: school MOMS HELLZ YES!

Monday, January 16, 2006

these r quotes that mean the absolute world 2 me.....i totally understand em n i love them

It's hard to watch someone you love change before your eyes & know you can't do anything about it, but it's heartbreaking to remember them as they once were.

there are six billionpeople in this worldand sometimes .. all you need is [ 0NE ]
You'll wake up extra early so you can look extra nice for a boy who could care less

D0NT C0ME CRYING T0 ME WHEN PE0PLE START TREATINGY0U THE WAY Y0U TREATED ME

~*i have more but its time 2 go....*bites lip* im scared*~

1/2 BIRTHDAY

YAY! ITS MY 1/2 BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!
isnt it just great that right wen ur feeling like REALLY loved sum1 tells u one thing n its all ruined?

like i told cassie, im pissed, depressed n sick of life...

i miss my old life...wen i didnt have one, wen it consisted of me sitting @ home w/ no computer or friends...it was just home, school, home, school n then on weekends it was me sitting around doing homework n still doing as bad on it as i do now...n then wen my parents told me 2 do sumthin w/ sum1 i would call them n then after i was doin w/e i did w/ them i would feel miserable....its alot better then my life now, now that i have friends that i love n now that i accually am in2 guys...n i get my heart broken all the time...no one understands me nemore

Sunday, January 15, 2006

i cant do this ne more!

ive now decided that i cant stand either of my parents....my mom is TOTALLY a favortist!!! n my dad hates me!!!!

ugh!!!

ya im not goin 2 school 2marow morning n idk if im goina b there in the afternoon...right now i just need all stressed dropped....so plz dont stress me out. i have enough already

I Love him!

Morgan
Guess wut, i like country music n ppl that dont r goina havta get over it b cuz im getting sick of ppl telling me it sux

so i have quotes of sum songs n sum r country but get over it really plz, i dont wanna hear ur shit about this kinda music:
*-*Baby every little thing that u do im so in love with you
*-* Your shining like a superstar baby
*-* i remember feeling gulity when daddy walked back in the house
*-* You, like a dozen white red roses
*-* Its only 1/2 past 12 but its 5 o'clock sumwhere

n now just sum quotes:
*-* At first you think it's great you're talking to him again. But then you start talking about things that happened before. Like bringing back old memories and then you realize how much you really miss him and you get to thinking you really want him back. But then you remember he doesn't need you, like you need him and it hurts.
*-* sometimes even though you're having a great time
you can't help but think back & think about how
much you miss the old times <3
*-* i want a guy i can run to with tears running d o w n my face..&& the first thing he says is, "who's ass am i gonna kick?"
*-* he may not be my boyfriend;;
but i love his jokes
i love his personality
i love the way he smiles..
i guess i fell in love with our friendship.
*-* Girls//ladies//sisters//this is to the ones who have always been there when the world shut me out. This is to the ones who cared. Memories//tears//phone calls// no one can replace the times we had and what we have been through. I love you. Best friends FOREVER
*-* Diamonds are a girl's best friend... Dogs are a mans best friend... Now, who's the smarter sex?
*-* Don't put words in my mouth,I've got plenty to say.
Don't tell me how to live my life,I do things my way.
When ppl ask if im ok
n i say "oh im fine"
i want sum1 2 look me in the eyes
n say "tell me the truth"

Saturday, January 14, 2006

OMG...i had sooo much fun 2day!!!

i woke up @ 9:30 n we hadda leave @ 9:50....so i tooka shower, straightened my hair, got dressed and then did my hair all in 20 minutes...im good!

i got 2 the mall @ 10:30 n waited 4 Lauren and Allison wen they got there we went 2 DEB 2 look @ dresses n then went 2 Younkers n i saw, Abbey, Steph, Ammiee, Dana, Brittany, Alyssa, Hannah, Jennifer and Sara...n i found the PERFECT dress....but i couldnt get it b cuz i didnt have my money w/ me...Allison got this REALLY cute green dress n lauren got a black one w/ frillies on it. OMG...then...we RODE THE ESCLATORS! up n down up n down

then we went 2 Kohls n lauren gotta shirt that says "Krazie Kutie" on it n a pair of jeans.

after that we went 2 get sumthing 2 eat n we saw Aniela, Emily, Marc, Connor, and Dane. I got chilly cheese fries and a cheese burger n allison got cheese curds n a chesse burger n lauren got seseme chicken, eeww n then we took pictures....lol...n lauren recorded a video...my favorite part was wen Allison goes "lets go do more shopping...shopping" n me n allison didnt even kno she was recording. Well....then lauren pointed the camera @ me...n i lick my lis b4 a taka picture b cuz my lips stick 2gether. Well she was recording n so in the video i am licking my lips. OMG...it was sooo funny!

after lunch we went 2 Aeropostle....n i bought THE CUTEST sweatshirt, its gray n in pink writing it says "Brunettes have more fun" and i gotta shirt that says "i love chocolate" n guess wut color the shirt is? PINK! OMG...i think im growing outta hating pink!! well accually i dont think so...well i might, u never kno...OMG..LAUREN N ALLISON KNO KATRINA!!! n allison n lauren r from seymour!!! that is so ironic!!! well so we saw katrina, kersten, kalie and sum1 else...

after aero we went 2 freshans and gloria jeans n stormey called me...eric came over yesterday n surprised her...OMG...so wonderful!! my god...ne ways

we went n sat down, there was 1 chair n 3 of us so Lauren goes, ill sit on the floor n she looks @ Allison n she goes, ill lay on the floor....lol so i sat in the chair n the this one song came on n im like OMG...i LOVE this song!! n i started singing it. N this one fat guy goes "what didju do w/ the money?" n i looked @ him n im like "what money", he says, "the money ur mom gave u................4 singing lessons?" i laughed n sed "o i spent it" lol...hes like "i hadda say that" it was kinda funny. n then a chair n a couch opened up so we went n sat there. n i go o i have 5 mintues, n then all of the sudden my mom calls n she sed i had til 2:30, YAY!! so we took more pictures. lol they were funny ones. n then i saw jared....ya, hes a sweet guy

then we went 2 Younkers bcuz laurens dad was goina pick her n allison up there n rode the esclators agen, n we were goin up the down n down the up...n then we went n layed in the beds....WOWOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOW it was fun!!!

n then they left n i went n sat outside thought about stuff

my mom came n we went home, her n i were talkin about dresses 4 dances, lol n she told me 2 go 2 snowball w/ Jared but im like not im goin 2 Erika's school.

now she is out w/ Kelly n taylors haven a sleepover, n these girls love me so its goina b fun

call me!

I love him !!!

Love ya erika my lesbian lover!!!!!

Friday, January 13, 2006

2day was....better
im goina start off sayen...HAPPY 1/2 BIRTHDAY STORMEY!!!!

morning: woke up, went online talked 2 cassie

bus stop: yum i <3 string cheese

bus: nothing really...jareds mad @ me...n i kno y...

school: ya we found eric....o fun

fashion: my computer didnt work so i hadda go out in the pod...n i saw stormey n i kept maken funny faces @ her...

computer: still didnt do nething i was possta do

LA: i was being really bitchy....like ALOT...n Ryan tried 2 sheer me up....it didnt work....he didnt wear a sweatshirt 2day so i couldnt wear it but i was REALLY cold 2day

study hall: omFg...me n stormey almost got sent 2 inschool....DAMN...so we were fucken pissed about it so we made b-day cards...i felt really dumb tho b cuz i kno he doesnt care

lunch: 2 depressed 2 eat...stormey gave the cards 2 Eric n wen she sed this one is from morgan he goes "aaww thats so sweet" i was sooo shocked....

health: we did the Hebert box....MERCADES DOES NOT SHUT UP!! lmao

passing time: talked 2 Mercades n ryan about my lesbian lover....lmao

ss: took notes

algebra: i hate that class

science: omg...i told molly about last night...DAMN it was long...n @ the end shes like aaaww....

stormey's house: we talked about stuff...but shes goina b another friend i cant trust...i guess ill just havta stick 2 Erika n Garrett as my ppl 2 trust...

babysat

now: waiting 4 my pizza n waiting 4 sum1 2 cum on so i can ask them 2 sleepover....

2marow: nothing

sunday: nothing

call me!!!

Love ya lesbian lover erika!!!

Morgan
Wow a PERFECT ending 2 a HORRIBLE day, that meeting was WONDERFUL!

inside jokes
*_* shes goina _ _ _ _ _ _ after _ _ _ _ _ __
*_* he deserves it
*_* uh oh, i hope he doesnt see that picture!
*_* THE MOUNTAIN
*_*LESBIAN LOVERS!!! DAMN STRAIGHT (LMAO)!!! DONT 4GET IT!
*_* Morgan's obessed w/ _ _ _ _ _
*_* I wanna kiss _ _ _ _
*_* erika asked me 2 the dance
*_* dont wear white in case of problems
this one is my ultimate favorite!!! *_* Joey:" hes like 4 of u"
*_* the picture!!! damn do i LOVE erika!!
*_* i was standing right here
*_* we dont believe in kleenex in God's house
*_* Erika: ur brother is like 6....
Morgan: ya try 8....lol
*_* im smarter now....no ur not....lmao
*_* erika n i talk TOO much
*_* I had gonnorhea
*_* If he doesnt like it then im goina havta dump him
*_* im goina b like him n wait 5 months then go out w/ u (LMAO...u hadda b there)
*_* i wanna sit on the end
*_* MORGAN MOVE OVER, our shoulders havta b touching (as shes hugging me n shes got part of her arm around Joey n im like practically on top of him...LMAO)
*_* Morgan and Erika: Say good bye
Josh: bye Joey
*_* good bye fellow friends
*_* *i dont member this one correctly but...* sumthin about Larry...o wait i got it...
Erika: Morgan u should go out w/ Larry
Morgan: WTF?!
Joey: Larry's cool
Morgan: ur cool but am i goina ask u out?....no....so shut up
Erika: WOHOA (it wasnt wow or oho, it was WOHOA...lol)
~~~~thers prolly tons more...but....i am kinda gettin tired now~~~~~

a couple more things tho

i get home n taylor wasnt there
Morgan: wheres Taylor?
Sydney: w/ Aubrey
Morgan: Wheres Aubrey?
*looooong pause*
Cooper: w/ Taylor
*aaww my cute lil 8 year old brother*

THE NDA DANCE IS GOINA KICK ASS!!! ITS GOINA B ME, ERIKA, CASSIE, GARRETT, SPARROW, N EDDIE ALL HANGING OUT!!!!! (well i hope ;-)) its goina kick ass!!!!! i cant wait im so excited...ive never been asked 2 a dance b4...lmao!!!

yay!!! i cant wait!

I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!!

I LOVE YOU ERIKA MY LESBIAN LOVER!!!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

ok...2day was very sad...n im not goina tell y but it was, prolly the most depressing days ive had in months

this morning: woke up did wut i hadda do

bus: sat there n sang n talked 2 Jared

school: walked around w/ stormey...eric saw us, i ditched her...

fashion: OMG...i found the PERFECT comforter....well not 4 me...it was eagles n it was hilarious....b cuz it was all eagles stuff.....n im like OMG...SOOOOO GARRETT....lol

computer: We hadda sub so i did NOTHING that i was possta do, i printed off a poem 4 stormey n a bunch of best friend quotes 4 erika

LA: i gave danny his x-mas, finally...n we read this really dumb story...n i started crying...

Study hall: ben sat @ the table 2day n he wouldnt talk 2 me unless i told him who i was goin out w/....lol dont ask...

lunch: i think i sed a total of 2 words n that was, "Your Welcome" 2 steph b cuz i dumped her tray 4 her....

health: i cried so hard....i hate the way i am

ss: my mood kinda lightened up, but i miss scott b cuz he usually can make me laugh

algebra: it wasnt that bad

science: talked 2 molly, carrie n amiee

after school: GOD I HATE ERIC!....but i dont wanna talk about it....hes soooo fucken mean!!! AAAHHHH so i went 2 stormey's house w/ him im never doing that agen, i H-A-T-E him!

babysat

now: talkin 2 erika n garrett, I HATE LOTSA PPL RIGHT now!!!THIS IS JUST WUT I NEED! more stress put on me...

later: goin 2 SJB...ill b surprised if i last w/o crying

ya...i love him

Morgan
ok...2day was very sad...n im not goina tell y but it was, prolly the most depressing days ive had in months

this morning: woke up did wut i hadda do

bus: sat there n sang n talked 2 Jared

school: walked around w/ stormey...eric saw us, i ditched her...

fashion: OMG...i found the PERFECT comforter....well not 4 me...it was eagles n it was hilarious....b cuz it was all eagles stuff.....n im like OMG...SOOOOO GARRETT....lol

computer: We hadda sub so i did NOTHING that i was possta do, i printed off a poem 4 stormey n a bunch of best friend quotes 4 erika

LA: i gave danny his x-mas, finally...n we read this really dumb story...n i started crying...

Study hall: ben sat @ the table 2day n he wouldnt talk 2 me unless i told him who i was goin out w/....lol dont ask...

lunch: i think i sed a total of 2 words n that was, "Your Welcome" 2 steph b cuz i dumped her tray 4 her....

health: i cried so hard....i hate the way i am

ss: my mood kinda lightened up, but i miss scott b cuz he usually can make me laugh

algebra: it wasnt that bad

science: talked 2 molly, carrie n amiee

after school: GOD I HATE ERIC!....but i dont wanna talk about it....hes soooo fucken mean!!! AAAHHHH so i went 2 stormey's house w/ him im never doing that agen, i H-A-T-E him!

babysat

now: talkin 2 erika n garrett, I HATE LOTSA PPL RIGHT now!!!THIS IS JUST WUT I NEED! more stress put on me...

later: goin 2 SJB...ill b surprised if i last w/o crying

ya...i love him

Morgan

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

ooooooo scary day

morning: i didnt get up til 7 n i hadda rush around b cuz i was possta meet Stormey @ her locker @ 7...my aunt drove me, i got there

school: walked around w/ stormey, she found eric, i left her

fashion: i noticed theres another compartment 2 my makeup case....lol, i found a mirror n a quilt n a coffee table

computer: didnt really do nething, i wrote all the couples i knew of as of right now...that was a loooooong list

LA: um nothing

study hall: talked 2 stormey, talked 2 garrett

lunch: all i had was a doughnut...b cuz i didnt have enough money 2 get nething else

health: watched a movie about sex....my GOD...i hate SEX ED!

ss: looked over the test

algebra: OMG...i accually did good!!!! N MAX...yes MAX even sed i was good!!!

science: tooka test, hopefully i did good, i think i did

bus: lol wow...that was fun, garrett called erika n i kept sayen i circle u erika....n garrett was like wut? n then she told him n then i told him agen...n then erika made him ask me wut day it was n wut i was wearing...lmao...n i knew 2...we had fun w/ that

after school: did my homework

now: talked 2 brandon....hes only talkin 2 me b cuz he heard that i did consider him a friend...so im like ya ok w/e

later: goina b online...

Love him lots!!
MoRGan
Let's recap my night:
got home...
talked 2 garrett about skipping
cut syd's hair...n GOD it is cute!!!
Stormey called me
talked 2 Garrett agen...
still on the phone w/ stormey
surfed the net
still on the phone
hung up w/ her (2 1/2 hours)
4 about an hour, just did myspace bulletiuns
she called me agen @ like (6:30)
i still surfed the net....
n then @ (8:30) i asked garret 4 eric's number
we called eric...
then we all hung up...
eric called me 2 ask me sum ?s...
he hung up
an hour later....
stormey called me n told me 2 meet her by her locker 2marow
talkin 2 Garrett about skipping agen...omg me n him got sooo worried!!!

2marow:school n then goin 2 Ronsman's...i gotta get that sheet signed

CHLCS BDAY IS ON SUNDAY!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

well 2day was pretty dramatic

monrning: got up...did my hair, got dressed left

bus stop: did we all just stop communicating?

bus: um...i just sang

school: well stormey is goin out w/ Eric....eeww

fashion: i LOVE my comforter....

inbetween: stormey wanted me 2 go by Eric w/ her...i was like eeww no

computer: tooka test n then i wrote wut was on my mind agen

la: um...idk...we talked....

study hall: one phrase n one phrase only "Cum in Dr. Obession, Dr. Obession cum in we need you" wow good times sammie

lunch: nothin really...i just sat there n looked 4 stormey

health: LOL fun fun fun, we hadda go 2 the library, guess who goes 2 the library during study hall...ya...n then we went 2 r next classes n i was walking n he was next 2 me so i ran...lol i HATE HIM

ss: tooka test

algebra: o ya once agen i did horrible...

science: me n molly were talkin 2 much

bus stop: talked 2 lindsey about life

bus: didnt really talk 2 ppl....kindaish 2 lindsey n alyssa but not really 2 garrett or ne1 else...

garret got off the bus @ my stop...n then he was skipping n hes like skip it makes u happy...n then all these cars went by n garrett was still skipping n they looked @ him weird n then hes like im sorry if im embarressing u...n then hes like skip n i screamed @ the top of my lungs "SHUT UP!!!" n then went inside n talked 2 him online...lol he told me 2 skipp agen...n then whistle n i told him i cant whistle...n i was about 2 passout...

then i laid down

after that i cut syd's hair...it is soooooooo cute n short now...like mine!!!

now: im on the phone w/ stormey...n we r talkin about Snowball Dresses...ima goina get a lil pink in it...sooo...i guess im kinda over it...shes a good friend...but...idk...sooo I LOVE STORMEY!! lol she told me 2 say that...2marow shes goina yell....morgan needsa bf....lol...

well im goina go...

I Love...him!!!!

MoRgAn
Ok i am goin 2 school this week b cuz my eye isnt that bad...but my bro is home sick 2day w/ me mom :'(

but on monday im not goin 2 school from 7:30-11:30....im goina b in Appleton 4 personal reasons that i dont wanna share w/ u....so....ya....monday is also my 1/2 birthday!!!! lmao....so ya i getta sleep in til like 7 that day!!!! O YA!!!! lol

ok birthdays cummin up
January
11: uncle bob
14: Eric
15: Chlc, MY DOG!!! YAY!! HES GOINA B 5!!!!!
16: brittany n my 1/2
**thats it!**

Monday, January 09, 2006

ok well my weekend i cleaned w/ my mom @ her new work which was friggin fun...n then i had Kathy n Kylie over...n no erika i didnt kill myself...u called during dinner n we dont answer the phone during dinner...n then after dinner we played a buncha games...sunday i got up @ 20 ta 2....n then talked 2 erika n then me n taylor went ice skating...that was sooooooo fun...shes soo banged up n so am i, i hadda pink eye 2day n i thought it was just a lil thing from ice skating...nope...i have pink eye....so i possibly wont b @ school 4 the rest of the week...oooo FUN...NOT....

ok 2day

morning: @ like midnight i woke up w/ a migrain....so i took pain reliver n went back 2 sleep @ 1....n then i didnt get up til 6:45 woke up n put on a shirt...n pants....we wont talk about wut i wore n since garrett didnt go 2 school i dont havta worry about him tellin Erika....(YES!!)

bus stop: i feel like i lost 20 lbs w/ my hair this short

bus: Kyla n hidi loved my hair

SCHOOL: of course me n Stormey waited 4 emily...n of course shes all like Eric!!! ERIC!! n wen he turned around shes like hi....oook then w/e

fashion: ya i hadda sit by Jessica n Carrie, me tori n katie got reinghdeer candy canes...they were soo cute...i hava big ass room

computer: i sat there n managed 2 write ~LINE (123,89)-(45, 76), 4~ all in 49 minutes

LA: read my book pretending it was my biography

study hall: OMG...scariest class of the day...so i was kinda talkin 2 Stormey n she wrote me a note n she was all nice n stuff so i was tlakin 2 her...n shes like i like eric, n right there n then my brain sed O SHIT! so shes like write him a note telling him 2 ask me 2 snowball n then give it 2 him...n i looked @ her n im like R U KIDDING ME?! n shes like no...i was like ok ill write it but im not goina give it 2 him....well i gave in...n this weekend me Stormey n 2 guys r goin 2 a movie...she wants eric 2 cum but i was like um........its his birthday and idk if hell cum

lunch: OmFg..i gave him the note n he wouldnt take it....so then Sammie went up 2 him n was like "READ IT DIPSHIT" n threw it on his sandwhich n as she was walking away shes like "Fucking moron" lmao....that was good

health: GOD i HATE sex ed!!!

ss: ya i gotta get my community service sheet filled out by thursday...*bites lip* GIFT isnt til next week....damnit....

algebra: o ya i gotta 41% on my test...(4 ppl that dont kno...im dropping that class n i was trien 2 get the worst grade ever b cuz it doesnt count ne more)

science: nothing really....me n molly talked....carrie complimented my hair, n me n molly talked about alot, lol i sed that b4...o well

waiting 4 the bus: nothing @ all...i gave mary my sn...n thats like it....molly was walking around me n it was really funny

bus: aaww, poor alyssa, hope ur brother is ok...

now: talkin 2 emily, katie n cassie

later: prolly the doctor...call da cell

I LOVE H IM!

Morgan

Sunday, January 08, 2006

2nd semster schedule

1st hr: G-PE 9; Mathu
lauren
cassie
stephanie
2nd hr: study hall
idk yet
3rd hr: laguage arts
same ppl as 1st
4th hr: food 4 life; timm
Molly
Kirsti
5th hour: computer science 2; simoens
john (still)
LUNCH
EMILY!!!!! DAMN RIGHT!
8/9:History
same ppl
10: Algebra/Algebra 1A/ Applied math
same ppl/idk/stormey, eric, tori
11: science
same ppl!

Thursday, January 05, 2006

RYAN JAMES LANDRY IF U THINK I HAVE ISSUES. SAY IT 2
MY FUCKEN FACE!
WUT A FUCKEN S.O.B.
omg 2day was crazy

i might 4get sum stuff but...it was an effin hilarious day

morning: i didnt wanna get outta, n i was crying in my sleep...it was really weird

bus stop: steph fell n i was talkin 2 sara...lol r bus driver is sooo stupid, he almost hit me w/ the bus yesterday

bus: MY GOD I HATE THE BUS DRIVER

school: wellllllllllllllllllllllllll Stormey gave me 2 notes...new news on Eric....he doesnt hava gf, the girl hes goina go out w/ is on vacation n hes gotta wait 4 her 2 cum back...2 words BULL SHIT! n emily never came b cuz her bus was late

fashion: so we getta do w/e we want in fashion started on tuesday til 2marow...its effin awesome

computer: im mad @ john sooo im not talkin 2 him

la: im failing sooo i gotta do EC (LOL)

study hall: ok well i was doin my math n Stormey was talkin 2 me n im like ok let me get this done n then we can talk....so she was quiet...but then garrett came n started talkin 2 me n she got pissed so now shes mad @ me n he hates me n Garrett...n oooo shes like u dont wanna get on my bad side...i was like ya bitch w/e, nt hen garrett told me sumthin that kinda pissed me off

lunch: wow...lets c, i walked past eric n gave him like my evilest look ever, Kirsten got yelled @...b cuz she was thowing food, n caitlin went 2 the mall last night, im not goina express my feelings on that matter

health: o yay, sex ed

ss: u kno ur a redneck if....lol good times scott!

algebra: i almost cried....aahh i hate it...josh is so nice tho

science: we hadda fire drill, lol, molly n i r friends agen....n OMG...im goina use Amiees locker w/ her b cuz all but one of my classes r upstairs n my locker is downstairs...lets c how he likes that! HA

after school: *evil laugh* well i talked 2 carrie 4 a 1/2 hour...n Eric was sittin behind me....lmao...i think i pissed him off VERY BADLY! lol....im not goina share w/ u wut i sed...unless ur erika...ill tell her

babysat now im here

oo...n im feeling really stupid b cuz im gettin dropped down 2 Algebra 1A @ the end of the semester....:'(

Love
Morgan

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Ok well weird things have been happening lately n school has be stressful...ok ill tell u most of the stuff

  • Im gettin taken of my meds n its scary....it hasnt even been 3 weeks yet...
  • I gotta go 2 a phyo person...i kno wut its called but i dont wanna call it that
  • ppl dont even care how i feel
  • I needa talk 2 Cassie REALLY bad....
  • My dad n i worked on my homework last night from 5-9:30 we thought i understood it...cept 4 1 of em...n 4 that one i asked My Dad, Erika, Garrett, n Abbey n NO ONE knew how 2 do it...n then i went 2 class 2day n i just copied Josh's answer 4 that n then wen we checked it...i got all of the problems wrong cept the ones i copied from Josh....so idk wuts goin on
  • i hadda bad headache yesterday n i got home from school n went online enough 2 start crying hysterically....slept from 3:30-4:45 b cuz of my headache
  • fought w/ my dad
  • Last night i was up 1/2 the night thinking of....sum1 that i hate so grotesquly (ya that is spelt soooo wrong) much
  • Eric's an ass n if i didnt hate him so much i would go up 2 him n tell him he is
  • Eric sopessedly hassa gf
  • I got new shoes, they r hot...lol
  • I saw Molly, Abbie, Kiresten (ya weird spelling) n sum other chic @ Walmart...it kinda made me miss erika...but then i remember wut i told Jessica....n i was ok

Ya so those r the random things right now...ne ?s email me daddysangel@new.rr.com

Morgan

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

im not goina b able 2 get usta this agen

ya...the tears r pouring down my cheeks...i think Jessica is right, im goina work on that hun....N steph i do 2....

My God...i cant even talk 2 the person....

2day was stressful n akward...

I hate my life...soo much....