Ill start w/ Taylor's birthday

[Friday]
School was fun, i love Mr. Sorenson i really do. @ night of course i hung out w/ the 13 year olds. We played games & then my boyfriend called & i talked 2 him 4 like ever. OMG was i happy. We talked & i was sitting by the fire by myself. Then i just laid on the driveway & thought about stuff.

[Saturday]
Woke up @ around 11:30. Made myself chocolate chip pancakes & then went back 2 bed. Woke up @ like 3 & went on the computer 4 a loooong while. Then i went in2 my dad's room & watched like 4 hours of Law & Order SVU & talked 2 my boyfriend. Then i got really really sick & i hadda fever & it sucked badly

[Sunday]
Woke up @ like 8 & went 2 church then went back 2 bed wen i got home. After that i just slept the whooooole day til about 8 & watched Desperate Housewives w/ Kathy & my dad.

[Monday]
School. BAH, then just messed around on the computer

[Tuesday]
AAHH wutta day. I got wished good luck like 1000000 times @ school. Then i came home & got ready 2 go & broke up w/ my bf. =[ I was really upset about that........then i went 2 the game but i was late meeting Erika @ the corner. Oops LMAO. We went in2 NDA 2 go 2 the bathroom then we were done w/ that;; went back outside & hung out 4 a while. Then we RAN 2 the stands & went 2 the top & all of the sudden Erika shouts, "TITTIES" & i was like wtf? & it was this REALLLLLY cute guy. I was like omg he is 2 die 4! But i didnt say nething yet. The game proceeded & i talked w/ Titties who's name is really Logan. Hes a really sweet guy. I love him & so we hadda connection & he let me borrow his sweatshirt. Wutta sweetie. So ya then i gave him like TONSA hugs. I think he mighta been annoyed by it tho.

[Wednesday]
Erika jumped on me 2 wake me up & we talked 4 a while then went 2 the bus & everyone was happy 2 see her. Then we went 2 school & that worked out the way we wanted it 2. I start crying tho in 1st hour. I was scared. After 1st hour we stayed outside fer 25 minutes & my toes got numb. We got 2 the hospital & hadda go up & down floors. It was confusing. After that they had 2 do a pregnancy test. GOD lol Then they got the IV in2 me & it hurt so bad that my nails were like implanted in Erika's hand. I love that girl so much she means the world 2 me. Then we went all over the hospital. fun fun fun. We went in the short stay room & told DC stories. Then it was time....dun dun dun. I got hugs & kisses from everyone. Wen we got 2 the operating room shes like im going 2 give u medicine 2 relax u & i was like the lights are spinning & i was out but they sed that i counted backwards. When i woke up some mean nurse was pushing on my groin. It hurt like hell. But she hadda put pressure on it so it wouldnt bleed everywhere. Next thing i knew i was sleeping agen & wen i woke up my aunt & mom had just happen 2 b around the area where i was & my mom sed that i sed hi & then started crying & i asked where erika was & she was in the bathroom. i was in alotta pain i do remember that. After this i went back 2 my room & i thought it was only 5 minutes later but it was 3 hours later. I cried more cuz i wanted Erika there but she hadda go 2 Drivers Ed. =[ The nurse told me that i hadda lay flat on my back fer 6 hours & it made me cry more cuz i was VERY uncomfortable. Then i slept more & got dinner chicken & fries yum! & then erika called me & she kept calling me beautiful & it kinda bothered me cuz i knew i didnt look good but shes erika mayb she did mean it. idk. Then she hadda go & i slept more then she called agen 2 hours later & i talked 2 her fer 20 seconds & she hadda go so i slept AGEN. & i was so fucking hot that there was pools of sweat on my bed. Then Jamarr called & i talked 2 him fer like an hour which was the last hour i had 2 lie on my back so he got 2 hear me talk about how uncomfortable i was & listened 2 me countdown. Then the nurse came & i got 2 sit up. So then i slept more & more & more & they hadda do more tests & then i hadda go 2 the bathroom. Looooooong story. so long it takes 3 hours so im not goina talk a bout it.

[Thursday]
tests in the morning & then i couldnt go home til i could go 2 the bathroom by myself. so then it finally happened & i went home & slept;; & then talked 2 jamarr & we are dating agen

[Friday]
slept alllll day & then talked 2 Jamarr. & then babysat & went home & went 2 bed

[Saturday]
woke up @ like 10:22. & did things all day.....like computer. Then went 2 church & i was really uncomfortable. Then tay & i were dancing around & then we went 2 Townline 4 dinner & ended up applying there. lol stupid erika. but i gotta say i love her tonnnns!

so that was my week

enjoy reading it

i ♥ Jamarr!

You Are 55% Grown Up, 45% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature. You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

You are 60% Aries

How Aries Are You?

Your Envy Quotient: 83%

You are definitely green with envy, and it's not pretty! Sometimes envious people really feel like their lives aren't anything to be proud of. In truth, your life is probably fine as is. The only thing to be ashamed of is your petty jealousy!

How Much Envy Do You Have?

M is for Mysterious
O is for Outgoing
R is for Revolutionary
G is for Glittering
A is for Amorous
N is for Neglected

My homeland

You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey."

You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA."

"You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women.

You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Didyoueatyet?)

You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, and Monongahela.

You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade.

The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays.

You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye.

You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila."

At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their windows all year long.

You know what a "Hex sign" is.

You know what a "State Store" is, and your out of state friends find it incredulous that you can't purchase liquor at the mini-mart.

You own only three condiments "A-1, Heinz 57 and Heinz ketchup".

Words like "hoagie", "crick", "chipped ham", "sticky buns", "shoo-fly pie", "pierogies" and "pocketbook" actually mean something to you.

You can eat cold pizza (even for breakfast) and know others who do the same. You know several places to purchase or that serve Scrapple, Summer Sausage (Lebanon Bologna), and Hot Bacon Dressing.

One of the highlights of your life was a field trip to Penn's Cave and Horseshoe curve.

You know exactly what to do when your mother tells you to "red up" your room.

You know the time and location of every "wing night" in a 20 mile radius.

You don't think people from Philly or Pittsburgh talk funny.

You don't understand all the hype about Rolling Rock beer; You've been drinking it for years even though Iron City is better.

You consider an exotic vacation to be a trip to Ocean City, Virginia Beach, or Myrtle Beach.

Words like "hoagie", "chipped ham", and "pop" actually mean something to you.

You think very little of an Amish buggy on the road.

You learned long ago how to "step carefully" around the buggy tie-ups in the supermarket parking lot.

You can go 2 weeks in winter without sunshine and think this is normal.

You know that Blue Ball, Intercourse, Climax, Bird-in-Hand, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock are all PA towns.

There is no such thing as a "Philly Cheesesteak". It's just called a "Cheesesteak."

You know that Eucre is a card game and not a form of vomiting.

You not only have heard of Birch Beer, but you know that it comes in several colors: Red, Blue, White, Brown, Gold.

You know what REAL potpie is.

You ask the waitress for "dippy eggs" for breakfast.

Your turkey has "filling," not "stuffing," and most certainly, NOT "dressing."

You consider Pittsburgh to be "out west," and you know the fastest way to Philly is the Turnpike.

When it snows, they put cinders on the roads instead of sand.

Know that Yuengling is pronounced "Ying-ling," and believe that it really is a premium beer

You know that a green pepper is not a pepper at all but a "mango".

You have an uncontrollable urge to buy bread and milk when you hear the word "snow."

You live within two miles of a plant that makes potato chips, corn chips, pretzels, candy, or ice cream, or that packages turkeys, beans, or bologna.

You can stop along the road to buy fruits, vegetables, or crafts on the "honor system."

You know that chicken corn soup from a fire house is the most nearly perfect food on earth.

You say things like, "Outen the lights," "I'm calling off today," and "They're calling for snow."

You've heard of distelfinks and hex signs.

You only buy your beer and soda by the case.

You think the roads in any other state are smooth.

You know the Penn State cheer, and although you've never attended Penn State, you are a most obnoxious Penn State fan.

Hearing horses clopping down a paved street doesn't bring you to the window to see what's going on outside.

You never see any Confederate Flags, except on the Gettysburg Battlefield.

You prefer Hershey's Chocolate to Godiva.

School closings due to snow take the radio stations a half an hour to finish, because just about every town has its own school district.

You have the Rolling Rock bottle memorized: "From the glass lined tanks of Old Latrobe, we tender this premium beer for your enjoyment. . . . "

Elect pro-life Democrats and pro-choice Republicans for Governor Frequently go "with," e.g., "You going to the market? Mind if I come with?"

Refer to something as "a whole nother," e.g., "That's a whole nother issue."

You REALLY HATE antiquers.

On Sunday mornings you would scream "Go back to Jersey!" at least once on the way to church.

When you were a kid and somebody really pissed you off, you said, "I'm gonna deck you!"

You know the expression, "Hey naw! Watchya dewin'?"

You know where to buy "Opera Fudge" and that it has absolutely no connection to the Opera.

The only Jewish people that you've ever met have been from New York or New Jersey.

You love the Phillies (unless they stink) in which case you love the Orioles (unless they stink) in which case you solemnly swear that you've never even liked the Phillies or the Orioles, but have always been a Penn State fan.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Pennsylvania.

LOVE AT

FIRST SIGHT

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I saw you standing there.

Watching me talk to your friends.

I smiled at you and i got surprised by your next move.

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Inside i was hurt so bad.

Yet i let it go.

I thought it was just another boy like back home.

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It was an emtional rollarcoaster.

Cuz next was the biggest shock ever

It changed my life.

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You came up to me and asked for privacy.

I listened to you in disbelief.

It was unreal, what you said to me.

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No one had ever been so nice.

I wanted to cry i was so happy.

You made me smile, you made me laugh.

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After we got done talking i just wanted to hug you

So i did

I realized how great your hugs were.

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We talked 2 our friends.

I smiled i laughed.

Our friends could tell there was an attraction.

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Erin knew the question i wanted to ask you

So she asked for me.

Your answer made me so happy

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You knew i had a boyfriend

It hurt you so bad

I felt so bad

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Things changed and got better

You found out my news and acted on it

It made us both very happy.

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It's been two months

Two great months at that

They've made me smile and laugh.

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But now, i love you

Alot...

but i cant.

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It's too hard, i need you here

You and my everything

and i love you with all of my heart.

Im going 2 die

I want 2 die

Dieing i hope is in my near future.

I hope....

&& Emily is going 2 die w/ me

I hope she gets in a car accident 2night cuz i wanna die 2night.

That sounds mean but she knos i want her 2 die cuz we want 2 die & be w/ eachother wen we are dead.

Soooo ive been freaking depressed the last couple weeks. Like i sed 2 Erika. I just wanna sit in my room all day & cry my eyes out......sooo heres 2day...

last night: so my mom is starting 2 piss me off 2 no end. Im seriously getting sick of her. But other than that. I wanted 2 go 2 bed last night @ like 8:30 & just cry but i knew my bf would call cuz i hadda feeling & i hadda talk 2 him on my cell cuz my dad was on the phone. So i sat in my car. well my dads car in the freaking dark & talked 2 my bf & wow...wutta convo. I seriously love that kid. Cept 4 the last part he sed. Lol.

2day: almost missed the bus...but i didnt..good

school: i accidently went up 2 my locker wen Eric was there & Emily was walking past but i dont talk 2 erika & i just ignored Emily

JM: worked on my ring

LA: Read w/ Aimee & talked 2 Tyler

Algebra: OMFG...Jake Niles.....AHH we were using dry erase markers so me Jake & Thad got high....woo hoo

CA: Morgan & three guys....uhm....ya...thats me 4 ya. i mean wen am i not surrounded by guys? *winks*

SS: talked 2 Jess of course & texted Erika

Bio: he he he. personal stuff kept 2 self. but i took my test & tried 2 make Brad feel better about his...aahh (that wassa omg aahh as in aahh hes so cute) ;-)

Lunch: 8 of course & talked about Child Development. ohhemmgee. seriously...i was going 2 cry i was laughing so hard.

Child Development: tooka test that i got 19/20 on & watched Dr. Phil

Art: i was really quiet

bus: same convo as this morning...lol

yay my day...

Ok so its been like forever since ive written in here :

So heres an update:

Ill start from the first day of school. It was a horrible day. I got over my feeling immature, but i got there & went 2 my classes. They were great but by Algebra [3rd hour] i hadda headache. In History [5/6 hour] & Biology [7/8 hour] it turned in2 a migrain. At lunch i didnt eat & then all of the sudden had 2 puke so i hadda go 2 the bathroom but didnt make it there so i puked in the garbage can right outside the door & then went in2 the bathroom & puked more & washed up. Then i went 2 the office & they called my dad & i went home. Once i got home i went straight 2 my room changed & fell asleep the second i laid down. I was so sick & tired. So i slept til about 6:45 & then 8 cheeze-its & string cheese. After that i watched TV & talked 2 Tera.

Second day
i made it thru & went 2 my moms house afterwards so that she could do my makeup the next morning for pictures. We went 2 Walmart & saw Cassie & Nick & i needed my knee brace sooo bad! I was limping really badly. After Walmart we went 2 Piggly Wiggly & i saw Alex working. He he he. He hates me. lol After Piggly Wiggly we went home & i talked on the internet while my mom thought she was talking 2 me but really i dont member a word she sed

Third day
It was picture day so i set my alarm fer 6 so i could get up get my hair done & then i wake up my mom so she can do my makeup. Well turns out i got up @ 7:30....soooo i was in ALOT of trubble. My mom quick did my makeup & all i did was brush my hair & i got 2 school @ 7:40 & ran 2 class. Got bitched @ 4 being 5 minutes late. Then in LA we went & got our pictures taken & mine looks exactly like last years. Garrett's looks alot better than last years. Well from wut i saw since he would only let me see it 4 like a total of 1/2 second. But i heard him say that he thought it was alot better than last year. The rest of the day was a blur & then @ home i cleaned my room & then while cleaning talked 2 my boyfriend fer 3 hours.

Fourth day
Friday was fun. I think. I dont remember. I dont even remember wut i did Friday night. But wut i do remember is that i went 2 bed @ 10
SaturdaySo i set my alarm for 9:40 so i could get up & get dressed & bike 2 Pinecrest 4 Cooper's football game. [[ooooo i remember wut i did Friday night. I went 2 Taylor's soccer game that got rained out so i sat on the computer all night til my sister came over & i played w/ her & held her cuz she was scared cuz of the storm. She just sat there holding my hand sitting on my lap & her head on my chest & wenever there was thunder or lighting she would look @ me w/ the saddest look in her eyes & i would tell her it was ok & hug her. aaww i love her. she is the ONLY little kid i can accually stand i am not kidding.]] so saturday i set my alarm. well i wasnt really going 2 listen 2 it. Only if i was ready 2 wake up. So i wasnt so i turned it off & went back 2 sleep. Next time i woke up it was 2:45 & no one was home. So i called my dad & hes like ya we r going 2 the picnic thing @ SJB. Well hes like we r leaving @ 3:30 & i wanted 2 take a walk, taka shower & sleep a little more. so i took my walk & wen i got back my dad was like r u ready 2 go? I was like OMG r u kidding me? So i went & picked out a fairly cute outfit. Ok so it was a really cute outfit & put it on. put my hair in a pony-tail & left. Wen we got there; there was NO ONE there so i walked in & out of the school & around it & ya. So i was sitting on the thing in the middle of the parking lot wen Jordan Ettner comes w/ like 10 of his friends on their bikes & hes like oo its Morgan, lets stay & annoy her. Well that is wut they did. So i just ignored them. Then church let out & i hung out w/ Heidi for a little bit. Cooper & Sydney both ended up winning the Punt, Pass & Kick contest 4 both of their divisions or w/e u want 2 call it. I guess we r just a football kinda family. ;-) nothing wrong w/ that. Then i ditched her cuz she is soooooo effing annoying & hung out w/ Syd & Tay & their friends. OOOOHHHH boy i soooo DONT miss 7th grade drama. Then i saw Cassie & we wanted 2 hang out but she's a wuss & wouldnt stay outside w/ me til Erika got there even tho i still had a 1/2 hour. I didnt wanna go inside so she got mad @ me. So i just waited for her outside talking 2 Jordan & his LAME-O friends. Cassie then came back outside & we waited 4 Erika while she had 2 listen 2 the boys yell my name a 100000000 times & then look away. W/e so then Erika was late [[ ha ha me & her have the issue alot]] so then we hung out w/ her 4 a while. We talked about "stuff" & Erika told me an aweeeeesome secret. A secret that i am jealous of her 4. Oops lol. So then Lukas was poking a mouse w/ a stick so they had 2 leave. lol so i just texted Erika the rest of the night & we talked about sum personal things. Right after she left i went & found Sam, Katie & Susan. Cassie didnt wanna hang out w/ us so she left. We went in and listened 2 the old fag band & this one chic was dancing like a dork. Ya we found out later that shes a junior but shes home schooled. So then we went outside & played football w/ Hunter, Alex, Devin & Thomas. After that it turned in2 500 & then back 2 football & then obviously Jordan & his friends were causing sum trubble & all the little kids wanted me 2 yell @ them & i was like ya um no. So then Jordan was like Morgan didju come over here 2 yell @ us & i sed no i came 2 tell the little kids that i cant yell @ u cuz it doesnt do nething so hes like o well ill stop & i sed oook & turned around & sed 2 myself. Lets see how long this lasts. lol So then i went back 2 my friends & we went over 2 the far-sided play ground & talked 2 the 8th graders, Stuart, & Byron [[i prolly spelled that wrong]] After that us 4 girls went 2 the bathroom & then played football agen & 50 agen & Cassie joined & then cassie & i talked 4 a while about stuff. Then Cassie left & Susan left so Sam Me & Katie talked about stuff. Next we went & talked 2 Alex & Hunter about Sam's bonfire. It shall b fun. I got home & went 2 bed.

Sunday
I got up & went 2 church. Went out 2 eat & went shopping. Got home & did my Bio homework & watched the packers.

Monday
Got up all happy cuz i didnt havta go back 2 my dads afterschool. Went 2 school was really excited. Went 2 my moms got ready & left. Went 2 Bay Port in the fucking pouring rain w/ my bff 2 watch her boyfriend play football..aaww...how sweet...NOT. I was so cold. we got a guy from the other team 2 feel bad 4 us so he gave us 50 cents 2 share a hot chocolate. I told him he was my hero even tho i didnt even kno who he was. Lol. after the game we went inside & took off our sweatshirts. Yes i se sweatshirts. NOT jackets. We are so dumb! I wanted a hug buuuuuut no i couldnt. So Erika's mom told me her story about the dime. Poor mom.

Tuesday
I dont remember. it was a horrible horrible day. my mom went in2 the hospital & my internet broke. How fun.

Wednesday
Mom was still in the hospital. @ school alot happened but um....ya but i will tell u i went 2 school wearing a red t-shirt & sweats....ya um...it looked horrible but i didnt care cuz i could'nt've care less wut i looked like that day. After school was a soccer game 4 Taylor. So i hung out w/ Sam. Well 1st 1/4 Drew was goalie & let i think 6 in. The other three 1/4's Taylor was goalie & let 3 in so we were pretending we didnt kno them. After soccer we went 2 Piggly Wiggly & i ran in2 T-line 2 say hi 2 erika. After that we went home & 8 speghetti. & i tooka shower & went 2 bed

Thursday
Uhm...well wutta day. I woke up @ 6 & got ready thought it had been like 20 minutes but it wasn't it was like 45 & so i hadda go 2 the bus. So i was like i get higher maintnece everyday. Went 2 school got donuts 1st hour & the rest of the day went by fast

Friday
Mom came home & then she took me makeup shopping. Then i got home & i slept from like 2-7 & was late 4 the game. Where i hung out w/ Kate, Ryan, Travis, Alex...ya

So i wrote this on the Saturday after this. So i dont feel like putting the rest....