Monday, October 31, 2005

candy

EvErY KiD EaTs CaNdY 4 dInNeR oN hAlLoWeEn

~Mike Herman

srry hun

Garrett....sorry hun (ya i toldja i call u that all the time) i 4got 2 email u that picture...i will get it 2 u soon...like next monday night...

What is clear n smells like carrots? (or as i heard wut is clear n smells like garrett ya, dont ask)
a rabbits breath..lol ha ha ha

What goes on ur head n plays music?
a headband

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M* (alot)

Love
Morgan

morgan john erika garrett

MoRgAn, ErIkA, gArReTt, AnD jOhN aRe ThE bEsT~!

erika n garrett

I lOvE eRiKa AnD gArReTt!!!!!!!

wow

lol 2day was pretty funny!

i woke up n i went upstairs n looked in the mirror n im like...im soo cute...lol

bus stop: ok...so brittany is talkin n shes like "ya ryan sumone n then shes like she goes down 2 my room n takes out Ryan Landry's phone # n soo she called him n he was swearin on the fone...n now she thinks that ryan landry is ryan sumone or other (she knew the name...i dont member)"n OMG...i was laughing sooo hard...n i told brittany how i sed hi 2 him n he got pissed @ me...ya...it was interesting...

bus: OMG...Kyla or Hiedi were there...soo i sat by myself til i talked 2 robin

school: OMG i told beth n now shes goina tell!!

fashion: i got my note from emily...yay...she cant beat my 6 1/2 pages!! she failed her drivers test sooo now i dont hava ride 2 school on wednesday or home on thursday...damn....shes goina have my sleep over sumtime soon...lol SHE LIVES BY ERIC!! WONDERFUL! lol

computer: i wrote a note 2 eric, it explained everything pretty well...lol erika dont b scared! lol

la: um...i wrote in my journal n i couldnt really get past the football cup thing w/o lmao

study hall: MOST INTERESTING/ FUNNY/ EMBARASSING PART OF MY DAY! Ok well sam n i got a table next 2 garrett n brandon of course (shes gotta crush on brandon) n wen i was in fashion i wrote i love ______ on my hand...well...i let garrett read my note 2 eric...well...i wanted it back...so i grabbed it...n of course he saw it...n OMG...i think my face turned soo red that it was redder then a tomato, o well...n then garrett told me y John was sooooo awesome...n i told him/ he figured out y erika was awesome, it all had 2 do w/ the party...so then we were talkin about wen it was me garrett n erika...lol so we hadda drawing...so then i took his pencil n i wrote on his paper "I Love Erika and Garrett" n then sam goes 2gether soooo of course @ the end of "i love erika n garrett" garrett wrote "2gether" so then i go u kno wut...i dont care nemore its never goina happen soo i dont care...but then we were talkin more about y erika n john were the best... n then garrett goes "u kno wuts hard 2 do?"
Me: wut?
Garrett: determining whos better Erika or john
Me: same w/ me, its hard 2 determine whos better u or erika
Garrett: erika
Me: um...ok ya erika
so i take the paper n im like "Erika n Garrett r the best" n garrett goes u 4got john so i added john...n then the bell rang n garrett goes...n u 4got morgan...n i go...aaww thanx :)

so then me n sam went 2 my locker n right as i past eric i go "Morgan, Erika, Garrett, n John r the best" just 2 piss him off b cuz of wut he sed last night. n then sam goes..."n ur mom" LOL

lunch: i had pizza n combos...yum

health: um...we got our grades...im gettin a Ct...thats good 4 me...ill get it up...

ss: um...alyssa isnt in my class ne more...shes w/ brandon in 11th hr...soo it was sad...b cuz i miss her

algebra: Alex wasnt there!! soo it was sad b cuz i didnt getta laugh

science: molly n i talked about _________ n then OMG...i told sam sumthin i shouldnt have...i really hope he can keep it a secret...n so i showed carrie my hand n sam saw so we were talkin 2 this junior n hes like o ya im tellin all my friends...
sam goes "ok its Morgan...wuts ur last name?"
me: herman (laughing)
sam: Morgan Herman loves Garrett Birschbach
evan: Ok...all my friends will kno
me: o darn...
evan: ya they will all care soo much n tell everyone..lol

bus: OMG...chris pamprin sat w/ me....EEEWWW he is worse than well garrett n erika u kno...lol

now: nothin

l8r: passen out candy...cum 2 my house!! LOL

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love,
Morgan

Sunday, October 30, 2005

well 2day was slow

if u wanna kno about the party look @ erikas blog

n then after we left me n garrett n my dad talked n i was soo warm i was goina puke...my dad thinks hes a nice guy...n wen he sed that...i sed...no comment

last night i didnt sleep b cuz everytime i closed my eyes i saw *T*H*E*M* 2gether n it made me cry, n then if i did fall asleep it was 4 like 2 minutes n i would have the same dream over n over n over..but i dont really wanna talk about it

n then i "woke up" @ 7:30 n went 2 church @ 8

then went n got bagels

came home

wrote a note 2 emily

watched the game...i hava fav. packer player now

n then wrote a 2 page note 2 *H*I*M* about like nothing

n then i 8 dinner

n now im here

yay

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love
Morgan

ppl i love

Ppl i love: (it is an order but it not in order of how i have them here...its a different order...try 2 figure out wut the order is...its not that hard)

Cassie~wow, we both have changed soooooo much!! we both r shy now n ppl dont kno things about us...lol, ur really awesome now!! I Love Ya Like A Sister

Erika~Ok u should ALL kno that she is #1...which will help w/ the rest...ok well...erika...there is sooooo much i could say about u...u really r really really beautiful...n i love your smile n everything about u...if would die if nething ever ever ever happened 2 u, u mean the world 2 me n i would do nething 4 u, ur party...wow...it was fun...cept...3 of us...lol u kno wut 3 im talkin about...thanx 4 EVERYTHING that u do 4 me...ur like a big sister, best friend, n mother 2 me...i love u more now than i ever had n thats really hard 2 do...u really r the best, ur pretty, smart, freaky, odd n everything else u can think of. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

Garrett~uhm...wut 2 say...u r like the best guy friend i have ever in my entire life had....i can talk 2 u about NETHING n i kno u wont tell...speaking of that...i needa talk 2 u..ne ways...ya um...dont worry...it will all get better...i promise...o n ur fake smile is worse than mine...sooo dont try 2 make it work on me...i could say alot more but i wont... I LOVE U LOTS!!

Chlc~well well well...u really have changed 2...4 the better...ur soo much fun 2 b w/...erikas party...wow...u n erika n then me n u!!! LOL i love you!!

John~u make everything wonderful...:) erikas party was sooo much fun!! lyl

Alyssa~ ur awesome chica!! luv ya hun!

Ellie~im glad i got u 2 talk 2!! luv ya!!

Taylor~OMG sis i love you!! u r really beautiful 12 year old!! I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER!! (lol duh)

Lukas~i love ya bro...i love your hugs 2!!

Angela~ur sucha qt!! ;-) i love ya babe!!

ok ya those r sum ppl i love

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love
Morgan

Saturday, October 29, 2005

WOW

OMG...ok so my dad unconnected our internet on Thursday night n i didnt get it back til now...

ok well...thursday night i fell asleep @ 10 n slept til 2 in the afternoon on friday...
thursday night i talked 2 erika which made my head feel soooo much better!

friday after i got up was broing...i did taylors hair n then @ 5:45 i went 2 carnival

Carnival: it was fun but wen i got there i felt soo damn sick...after a while i was fine...lol we need cake 4 moms weekend...im sleepin over @ erikas n we r goina call garrett between 6:15-10:15, one long phone call...lol

ya funny things:
um...
~cake 4 moms weekend
~r u goin 2 tha games? no we r goina party it up...i mean call garrett
~ur eyes r pretty 2 erika!!

ok theres alot more but i g2g...erika u can put them in if u want!

I LOVE YOU ERIKA N GARRETT!!

Love
Morgan

Thursday, October 27, 2005

headache

OMFG

I hAvE tHe wOrSt HeAdAcHe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want my mom here 2 make me feel better!!!

2day

my day off...

i went 2 sleep @ 4:18 wearing erikas tshirt listenin 2 dontcha...lol

woke up @ 7 n went n talked 2 the beautiful one

did nothin 4 a while (yes erika "that" is nothing lol)

n then i worked on my planner...it turned out GREAT!!

then @ 11 my mom came n took me n taylor out 4 smoothies...i only drank 1/2 of mine

came home...

talked 2 erika n sean

n then tay n i walked 2 Family Video n rents movies 4 2night...n we r goina watch em while i do her hair after we babysit faith

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love
damnit fucken hell (OMG DONT ASK!!)

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

1/2 day

uhm...2day was an idk day, lol erika

morning: told erika about "it" which by the way worried me all day, i h8 how much i care about ppl, i mean its good b cuz i can care 4 them n help them w/o gettin pissed but its bad b cuz i usually have nothin 2 do w/ it n i still i care 2 much about it

bus stop: i chewed my gum...didju ppl kno that chewing gum is sumthin u do now? (ok erika gets that)

bus: stared out the window sooo didnt talk b cuz i woulda started crying

school: lets not talk about

fashion: Mrs. Butt wasnt there so we watched a movie n none of us paid attention it was kewl

computer: colored my assinment notebook

la: um...nothin

study hall: i talked 2 ben b cuz we couldnt get tables 2day...i was pissed...but him n i had interesting conversations

algebra: i think i am FINALLY gettin it!! i am sooo proud of myself!! like really...n josh is sooo nice...

pep: um....it was interesting...i kept spacing out, n then @ the end i kept shouting @ Becky b cuz it was her birthday n shes 15 n im not!!!

lunch: didny eat

health: we talked about CEs n then he gave us litterally 15 minutes 2 do absolutly nething we wanted 2 do, it was fun...ok ok ok...ya i do like ryan...Kate got that...haley believed me wen i sed i didnt...lol wut a putz

ss: OMG!!! I REALLY HATE BLOOD!! omg steph gabriel died!!!! n u were sick so u didnt c it...n alyssa is mad @ me...:'( i dont want her mad @ me...

bus: steph didnt feel good!!! :'( n josh was sittin b hind me n i didnt even notice it...oops...ok i like him and ryan sooo...ya...OMG!!! ok ppl that went 2 St. Johns do u kno y i freaked?!

now: just 8 lunch n i am w8 4 like a 1/2 hr wen erika cums on but idk wen that is sooo im just goina w8

l8r: no plans 2night...ne1 wanna go 2 a movie?

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love Morgan

yum!

YUMMY!!!! i have sausage 4 breakfast!!!

ONLY A 1/2 DAY LEFT!!! YAYAYAYAYAY!!!

Im not goin 2 the UP sooo....if ne1 wants 2 do nething!!! IM HERE!!! sam we gotta think of our plan 4 Eric...lol

Carrie u gotta go 2 Erikas party!!! :'(

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

erika

ok i need an answer 2 this:

If u write a 7 page note 2 sumone about 1 person, do u really love n care about that person that u wrote about?? N do u think that ur mayb worried about that person u wrote about????????????????

ok now post in my tagboard ur answer w/o goin ne farther yet

well....if u ppl do think that if u write a 7 page note about sumone u do love them... n r worried about them...i did do that... n now i am even more worried about this person!!!

WUT DO I DO?!?!?! ok ya i kno i worry 2 much...brandon told me soo...but this person is in 4 a world of horrible daiz ahead...:-/

ThInKiNg AbOuT *H*I*M*

Love
Morgan

:'(

I was @ Walmart n i bought gum n it was sad, no one gets that but Erika....

:'( i miss those daiz!!

Love ya Erika
Morgan

Thruth is

"Truth Is"
Ah Oh Ah Oh
[Verse 1]
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how it's been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph
[Hook]
And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself
[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
[Verse 2]
We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that
[Hook]
And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself
[Chorus]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
[Bridge]
Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine
‘Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it but it's messin' with my mind (Because I know)
[Chorus (2x)]
(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know
(Truth is) And when it's all said and done
Guess I’m still in love with you
I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love
~this is 4 __________ or *H*I*M* as u would all kno him

i <3 josh

Ok....soooooooooo i had sum interesting conversations in algebra 2day w/ josh:

~* Me: ya preble is goina kick r asses!
Josh: how do u kno?
Me: b cuz they beat NDA by like alot
Josh: how do u kno?
Me: i was there
Josh: really?
Me: yep
Josh: u must really love football
Me: ya i do but i kno nothin about it...lol

~* Me: YES!! 100%
Josh: is that the first time u ever got full credit on an assignment?
Me: yes
Josh: well good job morgan
Me: thanx
~*~*ok soo its not interesting...its sweet*~*~

16 kids...eeww

LITTLE ROCK, Arkansas (AP) -- Michelle Duggar just delivered her 16th child, and she's already thinking about doing it again.

~O M G! i want sum that reads my blog 2 say they r goina do that n then i wont think its the dumbest, stupidest, grossest thing EVER!! ok n erika u cant say u would just 2 make me shut up...LOL

Love
Morgan

A good day

2day was um...accually pretty good i guess, well b cuz last night i wrote a 7 page note 2 Emily sooo i got out alllllllllll my feelings...i havent done that since my cuzens wedding!!

morning: sumtimes wen i am haven a bad day or hadda bad day the day b4 my dad can make everything better by just b in himself...i <3>

bus stop: me n britt talked 4 a while w/ kelsey n alex n zach were b in really stupid

bus: um...i almost started crying

school: sat by molly n talked

fashion: we tooka test n i gave Emily my 7 page note n she read it

computer: agen had fun but hes a computer nerd n its like really ugly soo i would never consider goin out w/ him n he wishes i wanted 2 n he knos it...n he totally gave it away 2

LA: we all talked

study hall: i did start 2 cry b cuz well...um...i just did i wont tell ne1 y

lunch: O M G! i had $50 fuken last week n now im down 2 $0.50!

health: um...........haley n i talked n we took notes, o thats right i gotta do my CE 4 2marow!!

ss: i cried during the movie b cuz it was sad

algebra: O M G!!! i bet u will never here this agen but, i hava 100% in algebra!!! YES!! n O M G! max got TOTALLY burned!!!!! wow...it wassa GREAT day in algebra!!!

science: tooka test, gave carrie her invatation n she doesnt wanna go b cuz she doesnt like ne of the guys, lol she wants sean 2 go, she doesnt kno ne of the gurls...lol she didnt say she wasnt goin she just wants sean there...n im like...um HELLO! ur the only one that that i like thats goin!! (ok we r both talkin about the ppl goin...erika we both like u...lol we meant like everyone but u n we both understood it) lol soo ya...lol

OMG i didnt find brandon sooo i hadda email him the stuff.

now: talkin 2 eric...ya b4 we had the best conversation ever, it consisted of this:
bayport66: hey
iplayvball4life: hi
*** "bayport66" signed off at Tue Oct 25 15:29:42 2005.
~~~~~~LOL~~~~~~~~~~~~
but now he signed back on n we r talkin...:)

l8r: bp game, PREBLE N BP!!! O YA BABY!! LOL ( WE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO R GOINA LOSE BUT HEY IM STILL GOIN!!!)

2marow: 1/2 day n mayb goin up 2 the UP 2 c Aaron but idk

thursday: NO SCHOOL!
friday: NO SCHOOL cumin back from UP if im goin n then halloween carnival
saturday: ERIKA'S PARTY!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

sumtimes eric is sooo different!! lol

THINKING ABOUT *H*I*M*

Love
Morgan

Monday, October 24, 2005

wow

Ok, if u hadda bad day or sumthin is maken u pised say sumthin in my tagboard, b cuz everyone i have talked 2 right now is pissed b cuz sumthin happened or b cuz they hadda bad day, n ya im one of em but i think it was the day where EVERYONE felt it...so ya just do it,

i miss those daiz!!!

Love
Morgan

OMG

OMG...i feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick right now!!!
~o my, my day was not good b cuz i was sick all day

morning: i got dressed n left

bus: talked about "it" w/ alyssa

school: sat w/ molly n i was really quiet

fashion: idk nothing really happened

computer: john n i have alotta fun, hes a computer nerd tho

la: a pot sniffing dog came 2 school n it was sniffing the classroom next 2 mine

study hall: nothing special men sam talked about "my issue"

lunch: i 8

health: took notes

ss: i gotta 88% on my test...i guess its ok

algebra: i started crying b cuz i JUST DONT GET IT!!! i feel soooooooooooooooooo stupid!! n max is like ya we all kno wut morgan got, she gotta F, n im like o thanx n eric is so nice hes like ya max that was mean, im like thanx eric

science: i felt sooo horrible

home: came home slept 8 dinner cleaned my room now im here

love
morgan

My conversation

ok this is a conversation i was having w/ this girl that wason Cody's sn during the game, i think its HILARIOUS!!

iplayvball4life (2:59:33 PM): watchen the packers play right now, r u?
EveDogg12 (2:59:38 PM): ya!
iplayvball4life (3:00:09 PM): lol only 1:44 minutes left!!! AAHH
iplayvball4life (3:00:11 PM): lol
EveDogg12 (3:00:14 PM): ya
EveDogg12 (3:00:18 PM): they better win
iplayvball4life (3:00:22 PM): ya they better!!!
iplayvball4life (3:00:31 PM): everyone would b sooo happy!!!
EveDogg12 (3:00:35 PM): ya
EveDogg12 (3:00:40 PM): we all hate the vikings
EveDogg12 (3:00:43 PM): lol
iplayvball4life (3:00:44 PM): ya we do!!!
iplayvball4life (3:00:46 PM): lol
iplayvball4life (3:01:08 PM): oh no!! they r running the clock!!!
EveDogg12 (3:01:14 PM): oh man
EveDogg12 (3:01:18 PM): they need to score
EveDogg12 (3:01:29 PM): longwell better not miss again
iplayvball4life (3:02:04 PM): ya he better not!!!
EveDogg12 (3:02:12 PM): that would suck
EveDogg12 (3:02:16 PM): !!
iplayvball4life (3:02:25 PM): YES!!
EveDogg12 (3:02:27 PM): TIE GAME!!!
EveDogg12 (3:02:30 PM): woo hoo
iplayvball4life (3:02:33 PM): O YA!!
iplayvball4life (3:03:00 PM): YES YES YES!! i am soooooooooo happy!!!
EveDogg12 (3:03:17 PM): me too but now we gotta hold the vikings so they dont score\
iplayvball4life (3:03:25 PM): ya i kno!
EveDogg12 (3:03:34 PM): that would be horrible
iplayvball4life (3:03:38 PM): ya it would!!
EveDogg12 (3:04:21 PM): the suspense
EveDogg12 (3:04:24 PM): lol
iplayvball4life (3:04:32 PM): I KNO!!!
iplayvball4life (3:04:40 PM): lol
iplayvball4life (3:05:06 PM): 8 seconds left!!!!
iplayvball4life (3:05:13 PM): aahhh n they hava 1st down!!!
EveDogg12 (3:05:43 PM): crap
EveDogg12 (3:06:00 PM): we have to win on the vikings
iplayvball4life (3:06:05 PM): i kno!!!!!
iplayvball4life (3:06:28 PM): 2 SECONDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iplayvball4life (3:06:36 PM): LOL
EveDogg12 (3:06:46 PM): he better not make it
iplayvball4life (3:06:59 PM): OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG THEY BETTER NOT MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iplayvball4life (3:07:21 PM): AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EveDogg12 (3:07:34 PM): OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EveDogg12 (3:07:52 PM): WE LOST
EveDogg12 (3:07:56 PM): CRAP
iplayvball4life (3:08:04 PM): NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
iplayvball4life (3:08:18 PM): OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
EveDogg12 (3:08:20 PM): that sucks
EveDogg12 (3:08:23 PM): grrrr
iplayvball4life (3:08:27 PM): I AM SOOO PISSED!!!!
EveDogg12 (3:08:30 PM): me too
EveDogg12 (3:08:32 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!11
EveDogg12 (3:08:39 PM): didnt mean the 11
EveDogg12 (3:08:43 PM): cant type
EveDogg12 (3:08:45 PM): lol
iplayvball4life (3:08:51 PM): O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol thats ok!
EveDogg12 (3:08:57 PM): well i gtg
EveDogg12 (3:09:03 PM): were leaving
EveDogg12 (3:09:04 PM): bye
iplayvball4life (3:09:07 PM): kk it was nice talkin 2 ya...lol bye
EveDogg12 (3:09:11 PM): sh

A Few things

a few things,
1. john u need 2 chill, im not goina say nething! i kno u didnt do nething, im not mean
2. Erika, i am soooooooooooooooooooo glad u made u happy!!! i wish i could alwaiz do that
3. Who ever knew that Barbie make u laugh?
4. I am SO happy that i have understanding friends!!! ;-) u kno who u r n wut im talkin about
5. 4 once last night i felt like i was accually being listened 2!!!! It felt weird but it was good weird

so ya those r my things

Sunday, October 23, 2005

AHAHAHAHAHAH

I HATE MY FAMILY SOOO MUCH!!! THEY R TOTAL

BITCHES!!! HAD A GREAT

WEEKEND N THEY TOTALLY RUINED

IT!!! I WANNA SCREAM I WANNA KILL THEM ALL!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

thinking about *H*I*M*

Love
MORGAN

My weekend

My weekend was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo awesome!!!! OMG it rocked


Friday:

ok after school i went n got Boogeyman n watched it, i was kinda scared but not as bad as i thought

Saturday: N NOW THE FUN BEGINS!!!

morning: i got up @ 1/4 2 12 n tooka shower n went shopping 4 taylors party

shopping: we got a bunch of food n junk 4 her party

home: coop n i hung out w/ my mom while taylor n sydney were @ a meeting 4 soccer, taylor n syd came home, n then alyssa was here so me tay n alyssa went up 2 my room n sat on my bed, n then all the girls came n then theyh left n i was @ home w8in 4 my dad 2 cum so i went 4 a walk 2 clear my head, n got my pants all wet, n then my dad came n picked me up...nthen the party

party: WOWOWOWOW IT WAS SOOO FUKEN FUN!!! i got there n hung out w/ amiee and braittany watter n then we went n danced 4 awhile n then i was walking around 4 a while n then about 9 the "couch possi" was there...lol it was me brittany perry, brandon bjorkman, john everyone knos who he is, katie idk her last name, steph tesch, sara rotter, alexa idk her last name, n well those r the important ppl...lol neways...me, john, alexa n nicole were sittin on the couch n soo then we had brittany, katie, sara, n steph sittin on chairs in front of us. n steph was given me, n john foot massages n then brandon came n OMG...we had feet EVERYWHERE!!! lol n then sumone had water n got it on me n brandon goes jeeze morgan r u really that excited 2 sit next 2 john? n john goes, "Hey Morgan" n that weirdest voice ever, n i swear that my space on the couch was gettin smaller n smaller each second, lol, but i didnt mind...lol jk jk jk, n then brandon came n sat in a chair so me n nicole used him 4 a foot rest, n then we massaged his feet 4 like 10-15 minutes...lol he is soo lucky hes goe soo many friends...lol. N then sara went n was r waitress, we were all screaming @ her, LOL it was fun. n i was sooo hyper. N then of course...no party is a party w/o truth or dare, but it wasnt even NEARLY as fun as it was on the bus, the biggest n olny thing that happened was brittany poured water down her shirt...oooo sucha big dare. n then of course it started a water fight, well it was between brittany n brandon...well wen we were plyaing i was sitting inbetween brandon n john soooo well i got wet, n then john did n OMG...we looked like we pissed r pants, wellllllll we had brandon sitting on me, john on the other side n then brittany decided 2 sit on all of us, so by now i am just a head, n john hasta pee soo bad...n we r all wet, lol so then we played 10 fingers n omg...we had sum interesting times...omg..wen we were playen truth or dare b 4 we started i laied down the rules 4 it, n im like ok...u dont ask me, john or brandon wut happened on the bus w/ truth or dare, n OMG...john thought iwas goina crack but i kept my mouth shut...sooo no one found out...N O M G !!! we were haven r own freshamn sex party w/o the sex. LOL then l8r i sed it agen n this is wen we have like 1000000000 ppl layen acrost us n layen on us n sittin on us, n john goes ya w/o the sex YET! lol n then brittany n sara hadda leave...sooooo ya...it was me steph john n brandon n then steoh left sooo me john n brandon went downstairs n me n brandon went back up n john stayed down there w/ alexa, well i went back down there n i go john wut r u doing? n he goes picking up candy. ya soooo he was "picking up candy" RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT...lol u hadda b there!!! n then OMG we were watching texas chainsaw massacre....weeeeeeelllllllll ya, im glad that john doesnt shut up...hes mom came n he hadda tell me all tha scary parts taht were cuming up n i was standing next 2 brandon while he is telling this n one of the parts cums on so i grab brandon...n hide...lol i am lil baby!!! o well...n then johns mom was listenin 2 him tell me this n he was there 4 like 10 minutes after his mom came talkin 2 me...lol it was interesing, nthen my aunt came n i went home

Sunday:

got up n left my aunts house

home: watched the game n made another blog about the random things my mom says : id give u the link but i cant right now, just go 2 the about me onthe top here n go 2 the bottom 2 where it says random things my mom says, n then i 8 dinner n now im here

l8r: goin 2 sleep

things this week: i dont think nething cept no school on thursday or friday n early dissmissal on wednesday n erikas party...

Thinking about *H*I*M*

Love
Morgan

Saturday, October 22, 2005

um...

i am really bored!!! sooo these r icons that i found that i like:





hey ok lindsey has this shirt that says my bf sed 2 b more affectionate so now i have 2....LOL I LOVE IT!!!

im talkin 2 steph, Eric, other Eric n Katie~ all VERY interesting ppl, steph hadda b @ school 2 day 4 6 hours Eric had surgery on his mouth yesterday n is stuck @ home all weekend (i feel bad 4 him n i mean that im not bin sarcastic) other Eric ok he is alwaiz interesting n nothing particular about it n KATIE GETS HER PERMT IN 2 1/2 MONTHS N THEN WEN SHE GETS LICENCES SHE IS GOINA CUM N VISIT ME!! OMG i really love her n i really want her 2 cum!!!

ya now i gotta think of wut 2 go as 4 caitlins n erikas parties

Love
Morgan

Friday, October 21, 2005

wow

watchen my first scary movie by myself 2night!! yay!!~
2day was expetionally well considering the past week
mood: excited, bored, kinda sorta depressed, missin erika
time: 6:39
listenin 2: The movie Kicking and Screaming b cuz my sis n bro r watchen it
wearing: speghetti strap shirt w/ maurices jeans
quote: "Molly, I LOVE YOU!" lol

morning: um....got dressed n left

bus: talked about brandon w/ alyssa n liz, i promise i wont tell alyssa!!

school: Katie looked sooooo pretty!!!

fashion: O M G!! emily ur the best i love you!! u made me the BEST locker sign EVER!!! thanx soo much!! im goina make u one now!! ;-)

computer: John n me r hilarious 2gether

la: ummmm, ya does she kno which one is my name? lol

study hall: my sox r sexy!!!

lunch: nothin really, im nice says paige

steph got sick, so i hadda take her 2 the attendence office

health: i missed haley!! :'(

ss: watched the patriot agen

algebra: tooka test...OMG i REALLY hope i did good!!! i am pretty shur i did, i kno i got the first 16 right i only kno i got @ least 1 wrong

science: ummmm...me n alex made butter n alex was goina hurt himself...lol

babysitting: um...watched thats so raven

dinner, went n got my movie, that i gotta watch by myself :'( b cuz theres no one 2 watch it w/

now: i am doin this while watchen kicking screaming

l8r: i am goina taka shower n think of a costume 4 caitlin and erikas parties, n i kno just the thing, well 4 erikas im goina b a drama queen (lol i m goina b myself) jk i hava idea n then 4 caitlins i am goina b sumthin really funny

I LOVE YOU ERIKA!!~ok that was really random...lol i just like typed it...:) but its so tru

love,
the lustful one LOL

random

ok i am bored sooooooooooo i am goina say random things about me (b cuz i dont think eddie would EVER do this) lol

  1. i am 14
  2. my sisters r spoiled but im ignored
  3. October 22 is a really horrible day
  4. i cant w8 til next friday & saturday
  5. i am dreading this weekend
  6. my arm looks like ryan
  7. i cant get all the writing off me
  8. 2marow taylor n i r watchen scary movies
  9. i dont wanna go 2 caitlyns party
  10. dustin is goina tell everyone
  11. my 2nd best friend is a friggin jerk
  12. sam n i r goina getta table 2marow...lol
  13. he TORE MY DOLLAR!
  14. my sister is french braiding my hair
  15. its my sisters birthday
  16. brandon likes alyssa
  17. there was a girl named erica @ gift yesterday
  18. my hair is thick
  19. my sister got this moshi pillows 4 her bday they r awesome
  20. um...i am goina try 2 get 66 random things...lol
  21. 62 is an awesome #
  22. so is 63
  23. and 64
  24. i love pepsi
  25. mountain dew
  26. coke
  27. delicious( i cant spell)
  28. n i guess i love sprite, they are a kewl person
  29. molly is so awesome
  30. katie is insane
  31. erika is the best
  32. erika is really really pretty
  33. like the prettiest girl in the world
  34. well 2 me n garrett n eric n eddie...lol
  35. i am sooooooooooooooooooooooo much more interesting then EDDIE! lol
  36. i am really warm
  37. i think my sister is really pretty
  38. my hair is growing n so its blonde w/ the hair thats growing n it looks weird
  39. im sorry i couldnt grab her ass(i DID NOT say that)
  40. erikas mom is sooo awesome
  41. i love lukas
  42. he gives good hugs
  43. i love angela
  44. she is a lil qt!!
  45. carrie is the cutest 15 year old ever
  46. lauren is the cutest lil blonde ever
  47. jareds weird
  48. im goina c ryan 4 the first time in 2 months on October 29
  49. im goina c cassie agen on October 29 i c her everyother week its weird
  50. i love beaver
  51. i love vs girl friend(that doesnt sound 2 good) lol
  52. im almost 2 66
  53. omg its a love story~LOL O M G! my mom is sooo funny!!! that random thing hassa purpose
  54. didju kno that ice cream truck is just one big freezer?
  55. if u tell me 2 say sumthin random then its not random
  56. im goina throw up im goina throw up im goina throw up im goina throw up im goina throw up........
  57. watch out its cuming
  58. it helps us spend time w/ our innerself
  59. im not watchen a show about flies named miranda
  60. cant she fly, y does she need ropes?
  61. its not that funny
  62. never get in the way of pateinet care
  63. ok thats my foot
  64. she hassa big ass
  65. u have grapes
  66. she had ur breasts removed
  67. OMG I GOT @ 66!! im goina go 4 more!!
  68. i gotta pee
  69. brb, well u dont care but u cant tell
  70. o ya this lady
  71. oops i 8 another donut
  72. the baby momma?
  73. OMG, ben has big boobs
  74. i didnt not...yes u did!
  75. is it in yet?
  76. OMG..this is a sad movie!
  77. we cant make fun of friends, ya but they make fun of everything else

ok ya now im done i have 11 more then i wanted but hey its still a fball # even tho i dont like the person who had that #, o well..@ least its not 22, lol

ya i am bored leave me alone!!

These random things were possible thanx 2 the following: the Buzz on Maggie, Friends, ER, Taylor Herman, Candace Herman, Erika Compton, Brandon Bjorkman, John ok im not even goina try it, Garrett Birschbach, Samantha Anderson, and ne1 else i 4got n u kno u have sumthin 2 do w/ it

x~*i love ________________ w/ all my heart!!!*~x

Love,
Morgan

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Tays birthday

mood: idk, n its goina b that way 4 a while
time: 4:49
wearing: graduation shirt w/ jeans
listening 2: sum song
quote: "Im sorry the person u r tring 2 call...IS A TERRIST!!!

last night: went 2 GIFT, it was fun 4 the most part, specially afterwards, went 2 my dads, ya it made me cry, i dont wanan talk about it, went home tooka shower n COULD NOT get off the pirates or the pic of "ryan" lol so those r still on my arm, n then talkt 2 my mom til like 12 or 1, n then went 2 bed

O ya its tay tays bday, she turned 12 @ 12, it was pretty kewl

morning: um nothin different

bus: um me n alyssa talked about brandon

school: nothin really

fashion: highschool s really hittin me now!!! i love you emily!!!

computer: lol john n i r hilarious...

la: i NEVER memorized the poem, o well.

study ahll: sat w/ same copied her answers n talked 2 garrett, n garrett saw my hand

lunch: i was really quiet

health: O M G! it was soooooo fucken funny!!! the best one yet!!!

ss: watched the patriot n alyssa told me sumthin about brandon

algebra: i think i sed a total of like 10 words the whole calss

science: nothin realyl ahppened

babysittin: nothin

now: nothin

later: nothing

TAY TAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR ELIZABETH HERMAN!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH BABE!!!!!!

HAVA GOOD BIRTHDAY HUN!!!

Better Daiz

Better Days
And I saw it coming I saw emptiness and tragedy
And I felt like running
So far away But knew I had to stay
And I know when I'm older
I look back and I still feel the pain I know
I'll be stronger and I know I'll be fine
For the rest of my days
I've seen better days
Put my face in my hands
Get down on my knees and I pray to God
Hope he sees me through till the end
I noticed the smallest things
But I didn't notice the change
It was hot in the morning
Then it turned so cold, twas the end of the day
There was no condensation
I just felt like I was in space
I needed my friends there I just turned around
They were gone without a trace
I've seen better days
Put my face in my hands
Get down on my knees and I pray to God
Hope he sees me through till the end
Now I have just started and
I won't be done till the end
There's nothing I have lost
That was once placed upon the palm of my hands
And all of these hard times
Have faded round the bend
Now that I'm wiser I cannot wait
Till I can help my friends
I've seen better days
Put my face in my hands
Get down on my knees and I pray to God
Hope he sees me through till the end
Seen better days
Put my face in my hands
Get down on my knees and
I pray to God
Hope he sees me through till the end
Seen better Na Na Na Na Na Na Na(x4)
~this is house i feel right now, i realyl have seen better days
Ok, right my mom is talkin 2 me about the "thing" n its scary, b cuz it like hit us all @ the same time.

i needa song erika, like really bad

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

fuken bad day

ya so i was right, 2day sucked, im not really in the mood 2 talk 2 ne1 or 2 go 2 GIFT but w/e i havta go 2 GIFT this year, damn public schools

morning: ya soo i felt like shit n i was goina throw up n then my mom was on the couch so i couldnt go on the computer til like 6:40 soo i straighted my hair n put make up on b cuz i needed 2 b cuz i look like shit everyday soo @ least i didnt look 1/2 bad 2day n i changed my shirt 5 times this morning n so i was puttin on my makeup n then i stopped n just started crying b cuz of how fucked up my life is right now

bus stop: jared wants 2 cum over 2 my house 2night but i sed no,

bus: um, nothin i dont think

morning: lol i "feel more comfortable over here" lol i luv u katie n molly!! u guys r my support system @ school b cuz erika isnt there, i tried talkin 2 garrett but he was bin an ass

fashion: i was freaking out b cuz i didnt c eric @ all, n sum ppl say i am obessed w/ him but hell no im not, im just 2 much like erika, u dont get it unless u kno erika n me really well ya so me n emily talked like usual n mrs bannon talked like a bitch agen, OMG N I WAS USED 4 AN EXAMPLE! im afraid 2 wear nething w/ a design on it!!! i was like omg...this is lame

computer: LOL i am soooo ahead it isnt even funny!

la: OMG we were doin the stupidest things, we had like 4 or 5 of us girls sittin on the floor n danny was layen on our legs n then sam wanted 2 wear his watch n she couldnt figure out how 2 get if off, so we tried 4 like 10-15 minutes 2 get it off...wow

study hall: um... garrett was talkin 2 me n he sed i was unconscience, n he wanted 2 kno how 2 get on AIM @ school so i told him, ya

lunch: i h8 max rhiemer (i cant spell his last name) n kersten kion (i cant spell hers either)

health: me n haley r like soo much alike!!

walk inbetween health n ss: haley n i were talkin about how we h8 sex ed, n then i told her that sum1 wanted 2 have sex b4 they were married n shes like ya we all do, lol n im like, ya true..LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

ss: we tooka test thats all

walk btween ss n algebra: i went by amiees locker n eric has the one right next 2 it n i was standen there in the middle so he couldnt go around me, n he goes "Excuse me Morgan" lol so i got "Ok Eric" lol it does NOT sound funny 2 u ppl b cuz i cant say it the right way online. but it made me laugh soo fuken hard!

algebra: i didnt do that bad!!! i was so proud!

science: i was counten down the time 2 taylor gettin home n talked 2 molly n carrie, the usual

bus: talked 2 brandon, lindsey, dj, n alyssa, n i have who i like written on my hand n i didnt want brandon 2 kno so i had him cover his eyes while i showed dj, that no good that did b cuz shes like _________? n then ya i got "the look" from brandon...lol

now: nothin, w8in 4 GIFT

l8r: GIFT, but i dont wanna go

love
morgan

crappy day

OMG...i can tell 2day is goina suck!! This morning i went 2 get ready n i felt soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick...well @ least 2night i getta c tay n getta go 2 GIFT, YAY!! W/ branodn erika n john!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Sean...Taylor...Lukas

lol Sean ur soo awesome! lol thanx 4 the advice! u knew better then my best friend did, jeeze! lol

YAY TAYLOR N LUKAS CUM HOME 2MAROW!!! I MISS THEM SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
(ok i alwaiz miss lukas wenever im not w/ him b cuz he is like the only guy that gives me hugs EVERYTIME he sees me n i <3>

Love
Morgan

~n erika yes i am still mad, but i needa tell ya in person

um...

mood: excited, annoyed, loved, happy
time: 4:40
lsitein 2:
wearing: packer shirt w/ jeans n green flip flops
quote: "im sorry the person u r trien 2 call...IS DEAD!!" i am puttin that on my answering machine!! lol
or
"Happy 1/2 birthday 2 me" ((N happy birthday 2 angela)) lol

ya yesterday totally sucked n i dont wanna talk about it

2day:

morning: woke up n put on a packer shirt b cuz i couldnt find nething else, talked 2 erika b cuz its her 1/2 birthday n its my lil sisters bday 2...I LOVE YA GUYS!!!

bus stop: um...i dont member

bus: talked 2 alyssa n gabby

school: i talked 2 garrett...n i spell fucken like that not like fuking, lol its eric right garrett? lol who is grounded b cuz he growled...LOL n then i went up 2 molly i was standin bhind her n i poke her n i swear she didnt c me n she goes hi morgan...lol

fashion: i was kinda pissed but idk y

computer: "im sorry the person u r trien 2 call...IS DEAD!!" LOLOLOLOLOL OMG i was dien!!

la: idk nothin happened

study hall: sat w/ sam agen...it was boring, i accually finished my algebra.!!

lunch: i got all pizza based stuff...lol sam

health: me n haley r really starten 2 get along!!

ss: um.. worked w/ steph n alyssa

algebra: OMG I ONLY GOT 1 WRONG...I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!i was soo happy!!

science: OMG...EVERYONE was sayen hey morgan hey morgan i wanted 2 cry!!!

bus: alyssa planned 2 cum over

alyssa over: gave her a tour of the house...n went online

l8r: goin shoppin 4 tays bday present n if i have enough, goina get angela a present 2...n then goin out 4 dinner...

Ok really...i miss taylor soooooooooooooooooooo much!! I LOVE YOU TAYLOR ELIZABETH HERMAN!!!

Love
Morgan

Monday, October 17, 2005

My weekend

Ok ya my weekend UMMMMMMMMMM...it was...........IDKIDKIDKIDK

-Saturday-

Ok most ppl say that my day on Friday was a good day. Well after every good day is alwaiz a bad day, well 2day was an ok day.

I got up @ 8, n even tho i did go 2 bed @ 5 i only get 3hrs of sleep usually but this time it was 3 hrs straight thru n i was sooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!!! They never did tell me exactly wut was wrong w/ me but o well...w/e. I made chocochip pancakes w/ orange juice 4 Syd, Cooper n Katie. I made myself prettyful n then left the house

coopers game: when we got there i was wearing my Baby Girl shirt w a cami under it w/ jeans. n everyone else was wearing mittens n hats winter coats....welllll, they were smart. I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fuken cold it wasnt even funny! n sydney took my sweatshirt n would not let me have it so i was soo pissed, n then sum lady took pictures of Cooper n asked 4 my email address so they could email em 2 me n i gave it 2 her n she laughed @ me...lol

ride 2 BP: my mom missed where she was possta turn b cuz she was watchin sumone take their pants off. lol.

game: ummmmmmmm, they won 15-14, i saw Jake, i made erika l8 after 1/2 time, molly n katie came n sat by me, VERY VERY akward...i was like omg...i wanna move like right now...but didnt b cuz love those 2 n i love erika so w/e, OMG n then Amiee came n stood b hind me n erika n she likes Ben Hall whose is goin out w/ a slutty 8th grader, EW~! n my school pic is the BEST one i have EVER had!!! Ok well my retakes...lol im glad i got retakes!

walk home: O M G! Erika n i have been best friends 4 like 4 years now n it still took us like 15-20 minutes 2 break the ice between eachother, well there wassa reason 2 that...n she knos it 2 but we dont havta bring it up. But it was soooooo sad, cept i didnt notice we werent talkin 2 like after 10 minutes b cuz i was thinkin about sumthin :-/ n then we saw Sean n Carrie @ Carries house so we stopped there 4 a while.

Carries house: lol @ first we had soo much fun, well i did n i think erika did. We "played football" against Ben n Sean. C it wasnt fully football but it wasnt just catch either...lol ya girls v guys, only erika gets this, they reminded me of erika n garrett lolololololololol n then Erika HAD 2 bring up that Kuss had a bunch of guys over @ his house so me Erika, Carrie n I went over 2 Kuss' house n bugged Brandon n we followed him around EVERYWHERE...lol n then Kuss n his "guys" were carving pumpkins n he looks @ us n goes, leave, lol n then his mom came home n shes like hey brats wutcha doin here? lol im like buggin brandon but we r goin now bcuz hes boring 2 bug. So then we walked back 2 my house n Carrie told me n Erika sumthin that made me laugh hard...n then i gave Carrie like 5 hugs n sed bye n me n erika went in2 my house

my house: Erika n i went downstairs n planned our party. lol n we got "talked 2" 4 like 10 minutes lol i <3 erika/my family! lol n then we hadda go, hey erika i thought of another person but we wont invite him b cuz well hes a guy lol inside joke n b cuz its sumone we DONT want there!

dropped her off n then went 2 church

after church: WeLLLLL 4 everyone in my science cept dustin this is as much as u r goina get... lol ok so we were @ SJB b cuz my dad hadda meeting there right after church so we were hanging out on the playground n these REALLY awesome guys were thre n they were talkin 2 me n they um did sumthin n since cooper n sydney were there i made the guys go w/ me over by the 1st n 2nd grade doors. Well we were sittin there just chattin n they were still doin wut they were b4 n well i hadda stressful day n they asked me if i wanted 2 n i sed sure n as i did, my dad walks around the corner, n that is the start of our HUGE fight. I WILL NOT go in2 detail about wut i did or my dad n my fight 4 NE1 cept 4 1 person n 1 person only n that person only has like a 10% chance of noen everyone else hassa 0% chance sooooo dont try

-Sunday-
quote of the day: "Us big girls make the little girls look little"

got up @ 1/4 2 12 n O M G it felt sooooooo good, i slept longer then 3 hrs. YAY! We didnt have nething 4 breakfast so i just made chocochip pancakes agen, got prettyful n left

soccer game: O M G! it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hot i thought i was goina die! Well i w8d 4 my mom 2 get there. n i saw this one girl that i knew from Camp Tekawitha n found out she was playen Tay n Syd, my mom got there n we went n sat down, The ended up losing 3-2 Great way 2 end the season girls!!! even tho u lost u played a good season! ne ways they got 2nd in the tourney. SO it wasnt that bad. But i got tired of hiding from Julia n Gretta so i went n did stuff w/ them. We wewre walkin over 2 one of the other fields n we saw Megan n Seth, EEEEEEWWWWWWW, lol i lost Julia n Gretta on purpose n went over 2 the SJB white team of 7th n 8th gradersn watched them play. Then i went back over 2 Tay n syds game n told cooper 2 get me a propel so he went n got me one n he got himself starburst n then we went back n got himself a propel, he gets back n i go coop go get me a star burst...lol i am soooooo mean

Sammys Pizza: lol ok we hadda table 4 just parents, one 4 just the soccer players, n then one HUGE booth 4 Cooper n his friend Jack...LOL n then a little table 4 me Stephanie Finke, n Chris (sum 7th grader) RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BIG SCREEN TV n watched the Broncos n the Patriots i only watched it til it was 7-3 sooooooo ya idk wut the final score was but i found out i love watchen football...lol so sittin w/ steph n chris was VERY interesting. We talked about Bay Port o n we talked about how much Erika LOVES NDA...i mean omg...she just loves it there!!! LOL ERIKA U R SUCHA LIAR!!! lololololololololololol if u dont get wut i am talkin about...u can ask me n ill tell u...lol but u should. Ok so the pizza came n we went over 2 the parent table 2 get our food n my dad was talkin about Piggly Wiggly n how they have those hot dogs, n i go "ya so where didju go 4 dinner?" "piggly wiggly" "o really, wut didju have?" "w/e piggly wiggly served"...LOL it was alot funnier if u were there, n then we 8 n we went back 4 more n 8 agen n went back 4 more n 8 agen so we go up 4 more agen n stephs moms goes :@ least i never havta worry about u b in anerexic steph" n i laughed n im like ya same here n her mom goes, "well its us big girls that make the little girls look little so we cane lose weight b cuz then we r little n then there would b no such thing as b in little"...LOL So then we get back 2 the table n Chris goes, "sum ppl think that Drew is anerexic n i was laughin so hard 4 like 10 minutes straight n i thought i was goina die! n once i could talk agen im like " OMG Drew b in anerexic is like me not b in in 9th grade! Its just who i am, when i meet ppl i say "Hi im Morgan, i am 13/14 (depends on who u r) n i am in 9th grade" n Drew would say, "Hi im Drew, im a liar, i am 12 n i eat"" lol ( i threw in the liar part just 4 erika n garrett...LOL) so ya i told them that i have known Drew since he was 3 n he EATS SOOOOOOO MUCH!!! So we Steph n Chris were talkin about their stupid uncles n how they shove quarters in their ears n i go omg wow n stephs like wow u have small ears we wouldnt b able 2 n i TOTALLY burned myself!! im like ya but i hava big mouth 2 make up 4 it; LOL LOL LOL


OMG...i had like 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 000000000000000000000000000000000000000 more paragraphs but my computer shut down. lets just say i hope nothin happens 2 taylor...:-/

Love alwaiz!
Morgan

Things on my mind

mood: um...really annoyed, pissed, unloved
time: 4:58 pm
listenin 2: Days go by~Dirty Vegas (erika thats a possiblity)
wearin: red 3/4 leghths shirt w/ faded jeans w/ my hair down (haven a GREAT hair day)
quote: ummmmmmm i dont have one...i bet that after dinner i will

~*~*~*ya i cant change the color...erika if u r bored enough u can do it 4 me or i can change it wen i get home*~*~*~


I went 2 bed @ 5 Friday night b cuz I had waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 2 much on my mind that I couldn’t sleep, n I am goina talk about em b cuz I gotta get if off my chest, sum of it did affect my sleepin but sum of it happened after Friday.

Ok it JUST hit me that my parents will never b 2gether agen, ya it took 6 months but really its bothering me a lot right now. The reason it just hit me was b cuz Taylor was @ Aubrey’s b-day party, I was goin 2 the game n my dad wanted 2 go out. Well normally that’s not a issue b cuz my mom is there 2 watch them. Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllll, now that they r divorced she’s not there. So we needed a babysitter n well who better then…my mom. (ya I am crying while I write this) So I was @ the game n the whole time I was thinking about how my mom was @ my house, the house she lived in 4 12 years n now she doesn’t live there nemore. N I was wonderin how hard it was 4 her. N then the worst part was when I called her 4 a ride I felt like she wasn’t my mom n it REALLY killed me inside. I <3 my mom but @ the time I felt like a stranger 2 her. N then she dropped my off @ my house n she went home n it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo akward.

x*~OK usually I would just write this in a 3 page note 2 Emily n give it 2 her in Fashion n then she writes back telling me how she <3s me n she hopes I feel better soon n then 2 take my mind off my issues she will tell me how hard it is w/ ___________ , or I would just tell Erika all this, but 4 sum reason I needa put it on here…w/e…I am a VERY stupid person soooooooooo w/e~*x

~Ok b4 I continue I just wanna say how awesome it is 2 have sumone 2 talk 2 n tell EVERYTHING 2…n she does the same!! ;-)~*

Ok other than my parents, ive been thinking about _________ n how much I miss him, yes still, I guess its b cuz, well RIGHT NOW it is b cuz ___________ asked him out, n I kno that if it wassa year ago he woulda sed “no im goin out w/ Morgan” n if it goes out w/ this girl I will take it as total insult, n I kno a lot of his other xs will 2 (OMG that song is on agen wen I am talking about him) neways ya ive got that on my mind but that’s #3, #1 is my parents n #2 I will talk about in like a couple paragraphs. SO thinking about ____________ leads me 2 the next thing on my mind.

The whole bf thing. NO ONE knos how much this is bugging me. I am seriously starting 2 think I am fat, ugly, stupid, unattractive b cuz that’s wut guys say n I didn’t accually believe it til now. I mean I sed I thought I was but I never really did til now. Ok its been ½ a year since a guy seriously wanted 2 go out w/ me. N guys I meet online like me but then they c me n then they think I am sooooooo ugly n don’t like me nemore. N then guys ask me out as jokes, n @ first ya it was funny but now it fuken pisses me off n I kno that’s wut they want but it didn’t til now, n it really pisses me off right now b cuz I am looken 4 a bf.

N then theres my dad n how much he hates me. Saturday after church me n him go in2 a HUGE fight n I REALLY needed a bf @ that time b cuz I needed sum1 2 love , n hug me wen I was sad n crying my eyes out n tell me that they loved me so I felt loved unlike I did on Saturday nigh. Neways, ya we got in2 a huge fight n i REALLY wanted 2 run away. n wen i wrote this down in the notebook it was only like 3 hrs later n i still 2day on Monday am still considering it. But the issue is idk where 2 run 2 n Erika dont say ur house b cuz i am serious n my dad would kno that ur house would b i ran 2 so he would check there first n that wouldnt b good... i gotta run 2 sumwhere he wouldnt expect. N Erika i prolly wouldnt tell u if i was b cuz u would make me tell u where i was running 2 n then since my dad knos how much u mean 2 me he will ask u where i am n then u will end up tellin him n then agen...not good...So ya thats my dad situation.

n now the 2nd thing on my mind is the whole thing w/ Erika, i wont say so that she doesnt get ?ed by a million ppl but usually wen she doesnt tell me things its like ya um ok sure w/e but wen sum1 says "your my best friend u should kno" n then doesnt tell u...uhm it makes u wonder if they really love you or not, im sorry Rik but it really is bothering me since u did tell Eric already n u wont tell me.

Ok then one thing that i dont get y it is bugging me but it is is the _______ n __________ thing. N I HAVE NOTHING 2 DO W/ IT!!!! So ya not good.

Another thing is Taylor, after u read my weekend u will kno y its bugging me...soo ya...

n the last thing is my dad agen, its kinda a bad thing 4 me but...Dustin if u r reading this...DONT SAY A WORD! but ya my dad started smokeing agen...n it kinda bothering me since alot has happened w/ smoking in my family...but like everywhere i go now it smells like smoke...:'(

WOW that felt really good 2 get off my chest.

Ya well...im done w/ that now i just gotta write my weekend which takes up 8 pages on paper...soooooooo ya its long

Love Morgan