ok...wen u r thinkin about suicide u think ya i shouldnt do it b cuz no one wants me 2 b dead...n thats wut stops me everytime...but wen ppl say they want u dead...then i start 2 think...well should i do it? they dont want me here so wut makes other ppl different? n thats the situation i am in right now...my sister wants me 2 die n i completely agree w/ her but then i worry about like mandie n molly...my 2 best friends from school n i think...well i think i should let them get 2 kno me better first...sooo idk if i am goina kill my self or not...even tho i really wanna