As i put that 8th pill in my mouth my hand is shaking

Even tho i am taking pain releivers my body hurts more

Then i get THAT email

n i think, im not goina lay this on her right now, none of it

"Have you loved someone so much that ur give ur life 4 her?"
"Litterally give ur life 4 her?"

Im not tellin her wuts wrong n im not goina kill myself b cuz she has enough stress n im really feeling 4 her right now...n i dont need her 2 b worrying about me right now

But yet, idk wut 2 do....