wut i need right now is a really big hug n sum1 2 say its goina b ok, but i havent told ne1 wuts going on....

but really idk wut 2 do...everything is seeming 2 fall down around me...

there r so many rumors goin around about how my friends think i am annoying...n idk if i should believe em or not...its a hard thing....n sum1 sed sumthin about me...n ooooooooo.....i dont wanna b alive...