omfg

wow, many many many mixed emtions

its really hard living like this, really really really hard... :-/

no one understands, cept my mom, b cuz she has been thru this...n i feel like i cant even talk 2 her ne more...

idk wut 2 do...

i cant take it ne more...i needa day or a week away, away from everything...my life is falling apart...

i feel really dumb wenever i do nething...

n only 2 ppl can change that. but they dont care