isnt it just great that right wen ur feeling like REALLY loved sum1 tells u one thing n its all ruined?

like i told cassie, im pissed, depressed n sick of life...

i miss my old life...wen i didnt have one, wen it consisted of me sitting @ home w/ no computer or friends...it was just home, school, home, school n then on weekends it was me sitting around doing homework n still doing as bad on it as i do now...n then wen my parents told me 2 do sumthin w/ sum1 i would call them n then after i was doin w/e i did w/ them i would feel miserable....its alot better then my life now, now that i have friends that i love n now that i accually am in2 guys...n i get my heart broken all the time...no one understands me nemore