OMG...2day was alot better then i thought it would b
morning: the usual
bus: i am like freaken out b cuz of this hole thing n then alex kuss goes...sux 2 b u!! im like o thanx!
@ school: ok this is seriously the most dramtic part of the day...i get there n i get all my stuff n head over 2 red pod...no garrett...o no...n my stomach is goina like jump outta my body @ this time n then i am like about 2 cry looken 4 eric n beth is like wut is rong morgan? n im like i cant tell u n then right as i was sayen I CANT FIND ERIC! he walks like right in2 me..lol i told him...the thing n then he smiled @ me b4 i sed it...which made me alot more calm 2 tell him b cuz i was hysterical..so i told him n he goes ok but there is sumthin goin on in the locker room so he walks that way n im like...o shit...no garrett n eric is goin 2 the locker room....well i tried...n then i found lauren...n thats wen i started 2 cry...i explained it 2 her n she gave me a hug n then we were goina go downstairs cuz i wanted 2 find garrett n then beth saw him n then i left lauren n beth n walked w/ garrett 2 his class n then he told me that eric touched him...but not the way u r thinking of...he just brushed upside his shoulder...n i was crying while garrett was tellin me this n he told me sum other stuff...n wow...life is so compilcated!!! so then i went 2 my class
fashion: i almost threw up b cuz my stomach felt so bad so i went in2 the bathroom n just gettin away from all the commotion made me feel better
computer: we designed a program
la: i was ryans partner...agen
study hall: VERY intresting...lol my mentor came n met me n she got me a present...it is the nicest thing sumone has ever given me...AAWW...its a really nice journal, me n mandie sat by garrett n cody n they r soo awesome ppl!!
lunch: becky sits @ r table now...its pretty kewl
health: me n haley have alot in common
ss: boring
algebra: i trust chris n only chris...lol
science: ya i like ______- lol
now: babysittin
l8r: goin 2 NDA game
2marow: goin 2 SJB @ 6 in the morning n then fire on the hill n then gettin back @ 9
call my cell 2night!
676-4370!! yay
love morgan
Friday, September 30, 2005
Ok 2day i gotta b very cautious b cuz if Garrett spills that it was me that sed 2 do it...I AM FUKEN DEAD!!!!!
2day is goina b the worst day of my highschool career...n i feel bad 4 erika b cuz she doesnt kno wut is goin on while we r @ school...so hopefully i can stop things b4 they start. HOPEFULLY!! but w/ eric u never kno...idk wut 2 say if he wont listen 2 "me" o well...ill havta just trust my instincs then....
"nothin seems 2 b the way that it us 2"~Someday (i will understand)
"everything seems shallow"~Someday (i will understand)
2day is goina b the worst day of my highschool career...n i feel bad 4 erika b cuz she doesnt kno wut is goin on while we r @ school...so hopefully i can stop things b4 they start. HOPEFULLY!! but w/ eric u never kno...idk wut 2 say if he wont listen 2 "me" o well...ill havta just trust my instincs then....
"nothin seems 2 b the way that it us 2"~Someday (i will understand)
"everything seems shallow"~Someday (i will understand)
Thursday, September 29, 2005
OMG OMG fun day
morning: my dad was gone soo i didnt have my shirt 4 2night; talked 2 the most beautiful girl ever
bus stop: i swear i am goina sock her ne time soon!
bus: nothin
school: i saw garrett n he laughed @ me; lol
computer: cute guys came in 2day 2 use the computers
study hall: I DO!! LOL n i was totally spacen out..its bugging me!!!
lunch: we 8 outside n mandie is funny!
ss: boring
algebra: OMG DEVIN!! LOL WOW
babysittin: we went outside n i yelled @ Alex b cuz he walked home n he took 4ever
THE GAME!! OMG IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!!! Garrett alwaiz makes things awesome!! LOVE YA GARRETT!!
morning: my dad was gone soo i didnt have my shirt 4 2night; talked 2 the most beautiful girl ever
bus stop: i swear i am goina sock her ne time soon!
bus: nothin
school: i saw garrett n he laughed @ me; lol
computer: cute guys came in 2day 2 use the computers
study hall: I DO!! LOL n i was totally spacen out..its bugging me!!!
lunch: we 8 outside n mandie is funny!
ss: boring
algebra: OMG DEVIN!! LOL WOW
babysittin: we went outside n i yelled @ Alex b cuz he walked home n he took 4ever
THE GAME!! OMG IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!!! Garrett alwaiz makes things awesome!! LOVE YA GARRETT!!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
ok my answers
the things not sed @ all
the things sed but not it
the answer
~OMG...DELICOUS!!!
~she is really hot 2
~do u think so 2?
~i already kno that
~ya i kno
~r u kidding or r u serious
~do the shower
~ y couldnt she tell me that?
~all the ladies want this
~well i am one of the sexy ones he spoke of
~and the smart ones
~ and the rich ones
the things not sed @ all
the things sed but not it
the answer
~OMG...DELICOUS!!!
~she is really hot 2
~do u think so 2?
~i already kno that
~ya i kno
~r u kidding or r u serious
~do the shower
~ y couldnt she tell me that?
~all the ladies want this
~well i am one of the sexy ones he spoke of
~and the smart ones
~ and the rich ones
Gift LOL intresting
Ok i have a bunch of quotes here that erika needs 2 pick from 2 c if she gets the right ones...i will put ones that did get sed n i will say ones that werent n after erika chooses one...ill idetify which one is which...good luck erika!
~OMG...DELICOUS!!!
~she is really hot 2
~do u think so 2?
~i already kno that
~ya i kno
~r u kidding or r u serious
~do the shower
~ y couldnt she tell me that?
~all the ladies want this
~well i am one of the sexy ones he spoke of
~and the smart ones
~ and the rich ones
Ok erika...shoot!! LOL have fun...n put ur answer in the tagboard!! LOL
love ya most beautiful gurl in the world!!
Ok i have a bunch of quotes here that erika needs 2 pick from 2 c if she gets the right ones...i will put ones that did get sed n i will say ones that werent n after erika chooses one...ill idetify which one is which...good luck erika!
~OMG...DELICOUS!!!
~she is really hot 2
~do u think so 2?
~i already kno that
~ya i kno
~r u kidding or r u serious
~do the shower
~ y couldnt she tell me that?
~all the ladies want this
~well i am one of the sexy ones he spoke of
~and the smart ones
~ and the rich ones
Ok erika...shoot!! LOL have fun...n put ur answer in the tagboard!! LOL
love ya most beautiful gurl in the world!!
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MY DADS STONE IS GONE!!!!
MY DADS STONE IS GONE!!!!
My day
morning: i woke up n put on my volleyball shirt w/ jeans n my awesome belt; n then i went n put flip flops on n my dad goes go put shoes on w/ backs b cuz its goina b cold n rainy...so i did...n god did it kill!! OMG it hurt sooo fuken bad!!
bus stop: i almost flipped brittany off
bus: nothin
@ school: i got there n i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick...i almost fell over n died...so i had beth take my bag n i went in2 the bathroom n threw up... n then i was walkin around n i saw sean n he hit a girl in the stomach n i go ur mean...so he hit me...ya n i was sick...not good; n then we met lauren n walked around even tho i was about 2 cry b cuz my ankles hurt so fuken bad
fashion: i was really quiet...n i took a couple quizzes...im not over "him" and im possta find true love 2day...ya uh hu right; n ya i didnt do much cept cut out pictures
la: we wrote about a time wen we were b in chased n we were possta exaggerate it soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...soo i talked how i got the scar on my eye, my sister was chasen me w/ a shovel n cut my eye...but that is NOT how i told it; n then we watched this one movie where ppl dress up like bears n then it was a surprise b-day party 4 this one guy n then they wanted 2 kill the guy n then they drive the planes in2 sum birds...ya weird
lunch: i was sittin by myself b cuz i REALLY wanted 2 think about sumthin n ryan n sean (not graybig) came n sat by me n ryan goes o here morgan i bought this 4 u, im like um ok...he bought me pizza n a cookie...it was good but i didnt want it...but hey...free food...lol n then i went n talked 2 mandie, molly and allison...n i told them who i liked...weeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllll lol
health: OMG CORTNEY!! lol it was fuken awesome! n then i wrote erika a note that i am goina give her @ GIFT
science: OMG it was a riot!! i was sooooooooooooo hyper b cuz i am sooooooo happy i getta c erika 2day...n molly!! LOL we had dry erase boards n dry erase markers...well i wrote __________'s name on my hand n then it came off...it was a mirical...ne ways...then molly writes on her hand morgan <3s>
bus: i was soooo hyper
just now: i made cookies, yum!!
now: talkin 2 garrett n drew...n gettin ready 4 gift
l8er:
5:15-8~ GIFT! w/ brandon, john, n erika
8-8:30~idk
8:30-9~online
n then idk agen...fun fun fun
morning: i woke up n put on my volleyball shirt w/ jeans n my awesome belt; n then i went n put flip flops on n my dad goes go put shoes on w/ backs b cuz its goina b cold n rainy...so i did...n god did it kill!! OMG it hurt sooo fuken bad!!
bus stop: i almost flipped brittany off
bus: nothin
@ school: i got there n i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick...i almost fell over n died...so i had beth take my bag n i went in2 the bathroom n threw up... n then i was walkin around n i saw sean n he hit a girl in the stomach n i go ur mean...so he hit me...ya n i was sick...not good; n then we met lauren n walked around even tho i was about 2 cry b cuz my ankles hurt so fuken bad
fashion: i was really quiet...n i took a couple quizzes...im not over "him" and im possta find true love 2day...ya uh hu right; n ya i didnt do much cept cut out pictures
la: we wrote about a time wen we were b in chased n we were possta exaggerate it soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...soo i talked how i got the scar on my eye, my sister was chasen me w/ a shovel n cut my eye...but that is NOT how i told it; n then we watched this one movie where ppl dress up like bears n then it was a surprise b-day party 4 this one guy n then they wanted 2 kill the guy n then they drive the planes in2 sum birds...ya weird
lunch: i was sittin by myself b cuz i REALLY wanted 2 think about sumthin n ryan n sean (not graybig) came n sat by me n ryan goes o here morgan i bought this 4 u, im like um ok...he bought me pizza n a cookie...it was good but i didnt want it...but hey...free food...lol n then i went n talked 2 mandie, molly and allison...n i told them who i liked...weeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllll lol
health: OMG CORTNEY!! lol it was fuken awesome! n then i wrote erika a note that i am goina give her @ GIFT
science: OMG it was a riot!! i was sooooooooooooo hyper b cuz i am sooooooo happy i getta c erika 2day...n molly!! LOL we had dry erase boards n dry erase markers...well i wrote __________'s name on my hand n then it came off...it was a mirical...ne ways...then molly writes on her hand morgan <3s>
bus: i was soooo hyper
just now: i made cookies, yum!!
now: talkin 2 garrett n drew...n gettin ready 4 gift
l8er:
5:15-8~ GIFT! w/ brandon, john, n erika
8-8:30~idk
8:30-9~online
n then idk agen...fun fun fun
things i 4got about yesterday...there will b more after this
Science: Mrs. Reed sed sumthin like idk wut it was ne more but i was listening n she sed it n i whipped around b cuz i am usta erika b in there wen a teacher says sumthin that pertains 2 me n her...but she wasnt there...so i almost cried
o n brittany perry is a bitch
n i dont member the rest
Science: Mrs. Reed sed sumthin like idk wut it was ne more but i was listening n she sed it n i whipped around b cuz i am usta erika b in there wen a teacher says sumthin that pertains 2 me n her...but she wasnt there...so i almost cried
o n brittany perry is a bitch
n i dont member the rest
Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.
A real friend says, "What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!
~I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
~I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
~I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
~I've learned that my best friend and I could do anything or nothing and have the best time.
~I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
~I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ~i question this one...b cuz i dont think its true
~I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
~I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.~ok ya...that...it totally true...but i hadda kno
~I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.
~I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon
~I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
~I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
those r things that i have learned or other ppl have learned that sumone relate 2 my life
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.
A real friend says, "What's new with you?"
A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.
A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it."
A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!
~I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
~I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
~I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
~I've learned that my best friend and I could do anything or nothing and have the best time.
~I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
~I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ~i question this one...b cuz i dont think its true
~I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
~I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.~ok ya...that...it totally true...but i hadda kno
~I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.
~I've learned that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon
~I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
~I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
those r things that i have learned or other ppl have learned that sumone relate 2 my life
ok my schedule 4 the next few daiz
2day:
7:30-2:35: school
n then ill b home 4 a while
5:30-8: GIFT! YAY! W/ ERIKA!
n then i cum home n putz around on the computer
2marow:
7:30-2:35: school
2:35-4: babysittin
4-like 5 b cuz they lie the games never start til 5: hangin out @ my school b cuz i cant do nething else
5-7: fball game
n friday....idk yet
love morgan
o yay...block day...4 ppl that didnt get that...its sarcastic
2day:
7:30-2:35: school
n then ill b home 4 a while
5:30-8: GIFT! YAY! W/ ERIKA!
n then i cum home n putz around on the computer
2marow:
7:30-2:35: school
2:35-4: babysittin
4-like 5 b cuz they lie the games never start til 5: hangin out @ my school b cuz i cant do nething else
5-7: fball game
n friday....idk yet
love morgan
o yay...block day...4 ppl that didnt get that...its sarcastic
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
OMG my day like sucked so bad!!
Time: 3:34
listenin 2: Cry Me A river~Justin Timberlake
wearing: the cutest outfit ever...lol jean skirt, jean t w/ a jean jacket w/ a bule tank under it all
mood: IDK! im happy b cuz i talked 2 ____________ but mad b b cuz i failed my algebra assingment and computer test
quote:
Kyla: Jeeze that kid hasnt grown since like 1st grade
Me: ya hes about the size of my brother
Kyla: do u even kno who i am talkin about?
Me: yep, Matt Kulju
Kyla: OMG ya, how didju kno
Me: LOL i have my ways...i seriously guessed
Kyla: WOW
morning: i got dressed n made myself pretty, agen...i LOVE my outfit...but i could do w/o the skirt but 2day wasnt that bad
bus: me n Dillion talked about the kid that died (yes erika that is the hot kid that was there)
school: talked 2 beth n lauren...DUH! i wished i wouda seen sean so i could talk 2 him about "it" but didnt
fashion: looked @ stuff in the magazines instead of doin my project
computer: OMG I FAILED MY TEST!!!
la: me n ryan worked on the homework 2gether...ya...he hassa major crush on me
study hall: once agen...hilarious!!! kyla, garrett n cody...wow
o n garrett...ur story...um ya...
lunch: i didnt talk b cuz i had "it" on my mind
health: OMG r roll play is goina kill everyone 2marow!!
ss: that movie is soooooooo fuken lame!!
algebra: i seriously need help!!!
science: i failed that assingment 2....i really wanna drop outta school n run away 2 a place where no one knos me
bus: me n dillion talked agen
home: made dinner and really good cookies
soccer game: sydney lost 4-2 ta taylor...ouch! lol
um...ya now i am talkin 2 my crush n he likes his x agen...so i am just goina give up about it w/ ne 1 now
love ya all!!
morgan
Time: 3:34
listenin 2: Cry Me A river~Justin Timberlake
wearing: the cutest outfit ever...lol jean skirt, jean t w/ a jean jacket w/ a bule tank under it all
mood: IDK! im happy b cuz i talked 2 ____________ but mad b b cuz i failed my algebra assingment and computer test
quote:
Kyla: Jeeze that kid hasnt grown since like 1st grade
Me: ya hes about the size of my brother
Kyla: do u even kno who i am talkin about?
Me: yep, Matt Kulju
Kyla: OMG ya, how didju kno
Me: LOL i have my ways...i seriously guessed
Kyla: WOW
morning: i got dressed n made myself pretty, agen...i LOVE my outfit...but i could do w/o the skirt but 2day wasnt that bad
bus: me n Dillion talked about the kid that died (yes erika that is the hot kid that was there)
school: talked 2 beth n lauren...DUH! i wished i wouda seen sean so i could talk 2 him about "it" but didnt
fashion: looked @ stuff in the magazines instead of doin my project
computer: OMG I FAILED MY TEST!!!
la: me n ryan worked on the homework 2gether...ya...he hassa major crush on me
study hall: once agen...hilarious!!! kyla, garrett n cody...wow
o n garrett...ur story...um ya...
lunch: i didnt talk b cuz i had "it" on my mind
health: OMG r roll play is goina kill everyone 2marow!!
ss: that movie is soooooooo fuken lame!!
algebra: i seriously need help!!!
science: i failed that assingment 2....i really wanna drop outta school n run away 2 a place where no one knos me
bus: me n dillion talked agen
home: made dinner and really good cookies
soccer game: sydney lost 4-2 ta taylor...ouch! lol
um...ya now i am talkin 2 my crush n he likes his x agen...so i am just goina give up about it w/ ne 1 now
love ya all!!
morgan
Monday, September 26, 2005
My day
Ok...2day was intresting
morning: OMG...my ankles killed!! N i talked 2 erika
bus: we talked about dancing
school:i H8 wearin a skirt...it sux!!
fashion: i pulled off this really gross thing off my ankle...n it made me throw up...ya dont ask
computer: 2day it was accually fun, we created programs
la: we read a story n journaled...we journaled 4 20 minutes n i only got 2 tuesday morning n i started w/ tuesday n i was working really hard on it...so my monday is like 3 pages long...just w8 til i get 2 Wednesday n Sunday
study hall: OMG OMG OMG I LOVE my study hall!!! LOL tons n tons n tons of inside jokes...n even Cody got annoyed w/ me sayen "c now uve seen me laugh" 2 garrett that i laughed n cody goes now uve seen her laugh...lol n then kyla goes cody is morgan fat n he goes yes n then kyla goes thats mean n im like i dont care i kno i am...n then kyla just ignored me n she just sed thats mean agen...so she kept sayen it n i turned around n looked @ her n i go "Kyla, i dont care, its not mean its the truth" n then cody goes ya kyla if u woulda asked if u were fat i woulda sed yes 2 u 2...n then i go ya c him n garrett r honest, then garrett goes n trustworthy n then he tells me that he told stuff that i told him not 2 tell...n so then im like ok w/e!
lunch: OMG kersten hates me sooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! it reminds me of me n chelsie robokoff in 6th grade...but kersten annoys me soo much...but since i am experienced in this i kno how 2 react back 2 her...YAY
Health: OMG...r roll play is goina b soo fuken funny!!! "Dude get in my car, we r goina go around town n pick up hotties!" "sswweeeett, heck yes!!" "no thats ok, i dont wanna, i need 2 protect my safety" " wut the hell?" LOL LOL LOL Kate me n Amanda!! LOL
SS: yummy! LOL n then cody bursts out laughen @ the movie, i am taken my wife back 2 bed n u will leave me alone...LOL
Algebra: sumthin i finally understand
Science: Me n Dustin...wow...VERY intresting...i am goina go 2 a party @ his house!! HELL YA!! lol
bus: the hot kid that was @ the crime scene rides my dads bus!! but lives by my mom...ya i kno...its weird!
now: i am w8in 4 rika 2 get home so i can ask her sumthin
crushen on.....
like my icon 4 my sn says, single but my heart is taken
Love Morgan
morning: OMG...my ankles killed!! N i talked 2 erika
bus: we talked about dancing
school:i H8 wearin a skirt...it sux!!
fashion: i pulled off this really gross thing off my ankle...n it made me throw up...ya dont ask
computer: 2day it was accually fun, we created programs
la: we read a story n journaled...we journaled 4 20 minutes n i only got 2 tuesday morning n i started w/ tuesday n i was working really hard on it...so my monday is like 3 pages long...just w8 til i get 2 Wednesday n Sunday
study hall: OMG OMG OMG I LOVE my study hall!!! LOL tons n tons n tons of inside jokes...n even Cody got annoyed w/ me sayen "c now uve seen me laugh" 2 garrett that i laughed n cody goes now uve seen her laugh...lol n then kyla goes cody is morgan fat n he goes yes n then kyla goes thats mean n im like i dont care i kno i am...n then kyla just ignored me n she just sed thats mean agen...so she kept sayen it n i turned around n looked @ her n i go "Kyla, i dont care, its not mean its the truth" n then cody goes ya kyla if u woulda asked if u were fat i woulda sed yes 2 u 2...n then i go ya c him n garrett r honest, then garrett goes n trustworthy n then he tells me that he told stuff that i told him not 2 tell...n so then im like ok w/e!
lunch: OMG kersten hates me sooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!! it reminds me of me n chelsie robokoff in 6th grade...but kersten annoys me soo much...but since i am experienced in this i kno how 2 react back 2 her...YAY
Health: OMG...r roll play is goina b soo fuken funny!!! "Dude get in my car, we r goina go around town n pick up hotties!" "sswweeeett, heck yes!!" "no thats ok, i dont wanna, i need 2 protect my safety" " wut the hell?" LOL LOL LOL Kate me n Amanda!! LOL
SS: yummy! LOL n then cody bursts out laughen @ the movie, i am taken my wife back 2 bed n u will leave me alone...LOL
Algebra: sumthin i finally understand
Science: Me n Dustin...wow...VERY intresting...i am goina go 2 a party @ his house!! HELL YA!! lol
bus: the hot kid that was @ the crime scene rides my dads bus!! but lives by my mom...ya i kno...its weird!
now: i am w8in 4 rika 2 get home so i can ask her sumthin
crushen on.....
like my icon 4 my sn says, single but my heart is taken
Love Morgan
changes in my life
these things are going 2 change the rest of my life
things will never b bak 2 normal...i can just tell, ppl have 2 big of an impact
n then the other thing...OMG wow...that definatly changes my personality...n the rest of my life n of how i live i will never let myself go bak there...
n then i am goina get killed @ school
this is a time where my maturity n expericence in this doesnt help b cuz right now...it seems like the only solution...wen u best friend is mad @ u bcuz she heard that u were talkin about her wen u werent...it makes u wonder...who in this world does believe u wen u say u didnt do things?
n this time...i hava plan....so if im not in school on tuesday...ppl that read my blog kno where i am...n i wont regret it...n i am absolutly not doin this 4 attention...i am doin it b cuz i feel there is no reason 2 b here...my parents hate me n so does my best friend n alot of ppl @ school...sooo i dont wanna b here ne more....
things will never b bak 2 normal...i can just tell, ppl have 2 big of an impact
n then the other thing...OMG wow...that definatly changes my personality...n the rest of my life n of how i live i will never let myself go bak there...
n then i am goina get killed @ school
this is a time where my maturity n expericence in this doesnt help b cuz right now...it seems like the only solution...wen u best friend is mad @ u bcuz she heard that u were talkin about her wen u werent...it makes u wonder...who in this world does believe u wen u say u didnt do things?
n this time...i hava plan....so if im not in school on tuesday...ppl that read my blog kno where i am...n i wont regret it...n i am absolutly not doin this 4 attention...i am doin it b cuz i feel there is no reason 2 b here...my parents hate me n so does my best friend n alot of ppl @ school...sooo i dont wanna b here ne more....
Skirts n Dreams
ok i kno im a girly girl but i am not the kinda girl that wears skirts alot...like i hardly ever wear skirts....well 2marow i havta wear a skirt b cuz this weekend i hurt my ankles really bad n i cant let nething touch them so i havta wear a skirt n flip-flops...n i cant wear shorts b cuz i am @ my moms n i dont have nething @ her house like shorts bcuz its FALL!!! n the only reason i hava skirt here is b cuz i left it here from summer wen i bought it...DAMNIT!! i dont wanna wear it!
ok...now i gotta tell u about my dream last night:
it all started w/ me thinkin about block day next week @ school...well 4 gym the gym classes hadda go 2 Linville 2 go swimming and they had combined classes n John, Garrett, Brandon, Ryan (ya ryan went 2 my school but not erika...lol), and Eric were all 2gether...well...since it was block we didnt have regular lunches n they all had gym wen i had lunch so i went off campus n went over 2 Linville n hung out w/ them, well they all decided 2 skip class 2 talk 2 me so we were sitting in the guys locker room, lol ya n John n Garrett were taken a shower so i was sittin there w/ Eric, Brandon, n Ryan n brandon was b in really nice 2 me b cuz he knew sumthin about me that no one else new (he does in real life so thats where that came from) n so then all of the sudden me n Brandon started making out n Ryan n Eric just left. Then Garrett n John came back n there like OMG we just missed a class...so i was making out w/ Brandon 4 an 1 1/2 hours, ya i kno...sad very sad...n so i went 2 my 7 hr class n my 6 hr class teacher was there....lol thats the class that i missed b cuz i was making out w/ brandon...lol so then my dream switched over 2 the retreat next weekend n allyson wasnt in it all @...well i was sittin w/ BJ n erika was sittin w/ john n then of course...i started maken out w/ bj agen; well we got there n john n bj dissapeared n it was me n erika..n there were this guys from ireland n they were REALLY hot n i liked one n erika liked one so we went out w/ them ....n then me n erika n the one that erika liked were talkin n erika n him started making out n then erika sed sumthin about a headache n he sed well take sum medicine n erika sed no i dont take medicine n he goes y not? i take steriods...n she dumped him n then she hugged me 4 like a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time n then she let go n sed morgan i love u so much... n i sed r u serious n she sed ya n then i woke up.
ya so...i am mad about the skirt n that dream was the weirdest dream i have ever had...lol
n there is a story b hind the all the making out but only erika knos that.
Love,Morgan
ok...now i gotta tell u about my dream last night:
it all started w/ me thinkin about block day next week @ school...well 4 gym the gym classes hadda go 2 Linville 2 go swimming and they had combined classes n John, Garrett, Brandon, Ryan (ya ryan went 2 my school but not erika...lol), and Eric were all 2gether...well...since it was block we didnt have regular lunches n they all had gym wen i had lunch so i went off campus n went over 2 Linville n hung out w/ them, well they all decided 2 skip class 2 talk 2 me so we were sitting in the guys locker room, lol ya n John n Garrett were taken a shower so i was sittin there w/ Eric, Brandon, n Ryan n brandon was b in really nice 2 me b cuz he knew sumthin about me that no one else new (he does in real life so thats where that came from) n so then all of the sudden me n Brandon started making out n Ryan n Eric just left. Then Garrett n John came back n there like OMG we just missed a class...so i was making out w/ Brandon 4 an 1 1/2 hours, ya i kno...sad very sad...n so i went 2 my 7 hr class n my 6 hr class teacher was there....lol thats the class that i missed b cuz i was making out w/ brandon...lol so then my dream switched over 2 the retreat next weekend n allyson wasnt in it all @...well i was sittin w/ BJ n erika was sittin w/ john n then of course...i started maken out w/ bj agen; well we got there n john n bj dissapeared n it was me n erika..n there were this guys from ireland n they were REALLY hot n i liked one n erika liked one so we went out w/ them ....n then me n erika n the one that erika liked were talkin n erika n him started making out n then erika sed sumthin about a headache n he sed well take sum medicine n erika sed no i dont take medicine n he goes y not? i take steriods...n she dumped him n then she hugged me 4 like a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time n then she let go n sed morgan i love u so much... n i sed r u serious n she sed ya n then i woke up.
ya so...i am mad about the skirt n that dream was the weirdest dream i have ever had...lol
n there is a story b hind the all the making out but only erika knos that.
Love,Morgan
Packer games
Ok i hava choice b tween Packer games the Christmas Game n then New Years Game...
so which one should i go 2?
Sunday, September 25, 2005
4 garrett
lol garrett just 4 u....erika is goina b home in 6 minutes
lol n a reminder 2 the world...hate the game not the player...lol
lol n a reminder 2 the world...hate the game not the player...lol
Eric
Eric & Erika
:-)8-1-05:-)
:-*Erika:-*
I love you so much Erika Compton!!!!!!!
Erika's # 1 fan
i think that that is sooooooo sweet!!!!! thats wut his profile says
i wish i had sumone like that!!!
n now another eric thing that i think is hilarious!!!
BigVBay Port: hey loser
ERIKA is MINE444: hey dick
BigVBay Port: dick licker
ERIKA is MINE444: you wish
BigVBay Port: hell no
ERIKA is MINE444: ha
ERIKA is MINE444: you pansy ass
BigVBay Port: lol
BigVBay Port: how is you football team doing
ERIKA is MINE444: ?
ERIKA is MINE444: no clue
BigVBay Port: ok
ERIKA is MINE444: i only know bout the home games
ERIKA is MINE444: hows life for you
BigVBay Port: good i guess
ERIKA is MINE444: ya
so i guess everyone is talkin about eric 2day...lol u gotta look @ sparrows blog 2 c that...
Love alwaiz,
Morgan
omg
omg...my ankles hurt so bad i will never do that agen!!
my skin is all gone n its so gross
wen i went pincrest they were bleeding so bad...it was really gross..
ya...just so u ppl kno...it hurts...lol
Love, Morgan
my skin is all gone n its so gross
wen i went pincrest they were bleeding so bad...it was really gross..
ya...just so u ppl kno...it hurts...lol
Love, Morgan
u cant
u cant commit suicide 4 attention...ud b dead...there 4, u dont get ne attetion!!!
neways...my day
i woke up n 8 breakfast n then went home
got home @ 11:45 n then turned the tv on n then @12 i watched the game
n then my mom called __________ n then called _______________ n then _____________ called back n it had me n _________ crying...n OMG my mom started crying n i just wanted 2 die but i am old enough n expericenced enough 2 figure out that thats not the answer...does that mean ill never say i wanna kill myself agen, no...but still @ the moment i kno that its not the right thing 2 do
n then there was sooo much goin on...i went 2 a really quiet place...yaaa but on the way there...it wasnt quiet...i was ridin past brandons house...n he yells my name. n then i got 2 pincrest n i was just sittin there crying n then i went up hilcrest over 2 stemboat springs, went acrost there n then over 2 belmont...n then i was goin back 2 pincrest n then all of the sudden there was john n garrett...damn it...n so then garrett was actin like a dork n he goes WHY R U HERE!?!?!? n then i was explaining 2 john how i made _______________ cry n then he didnt here me b cuz garrett just kept goin why r u here? so i told him 2 shut up...n then john goes u should go over 2 brandons house n i go no u can but im not...n then john finished his sentence, LOL i wont mention it...n then this car is coming n garrett goes morgan ur about 2 get hit by a car...n i go i dont care...n of course then he goes ur death wish is about 2 b granted..lol n then garrett goes, shes goina commit suicide 4 attention...ya right...w/e...u dont get attention if u commit suicide...UR DEAD!!! n then garrett yells @ the car....y r u here? im like omg garrett SHUT UP! n then i went down 2 pincrest n garrett goes...YES! n i got shut up garrett!!!
n then i came home n watched the end of the game...there is still 4:35 seconds left wen it is 17-16 n we r goina lose b cuz the ball was just intercepted by tampa bay. WE SUCK!
Ya so that was my day n now i am talkin 2 Sparrow...fun fun fun!!
Love Morgan
neways...my day
i woke up n 8 breakfast n then went home
got home @ 11:45 n then turned the tv on n then @12 i watched the game
n then my mom called __________ n then called _______________ n then _____________ called back n it had me n _________ crying...n OMG my mom started crying n i just wanted 2 die but i am old enough n expericenced enough 2 figure out that thats not the answer...does that mean ill never say i wanna kill myself agen, no...but still @ the moment i kno that its not the right thing 2 do
n then there was sooo much goin on...i went 2 a really quiet place...yaaa but on the way there...it wasnt quiet...i was ridin past brandons house...n he yells my name. n then i got 2 pincrest n i was just sittin there crying n then i went up hilcrest over 2 stemboat springs, went acrost there n then over 2 belmont...n then i was goin back 2 pincrest n then all of the sudden there was john n garrett...damn it...n so then garrett was actin like a dork n he goes WHY R U HERE!?!?!? n then i was explaining 2 john how i made _______________ cry n then he didnt here me b cuz garrett just kept goin why r u here? so i told him 2 shut up...n then john goes u should go over 2 brandons house n i go no u can but im not...n then john finished his sentence, LOL i wont mention it...n then this car is coming n garrett goes morgan ur about 2 get hit by a car...n i go i dont care...n of course then he goes ur death wish is about 2 b granted..lol n then garrett goes, shes goina commit suicide 4 attention...ya right...w/e...u dont get attention if u commit suicide...UR DEAD!!! n then garrett yells @ the car....y r u here? im like omg garrett SHUT UP! n then i went down 2 pincrest n garrett goes...YES! n i got shut up garrett!!!
n then i came home n watched the end of the game...there is still 4:35 seconds left wen it is 17-16 n we r goina lose b cuz the ball was just intercepted by tampa bay. WE SUCK!
Ya so that was my day n now i am talkin 2 Sparrow...fun fun fun!!
Love Morgan
OMG
OMG hate _______ _____ so much!!! I cant say who b cuz i am in enough trubble right now.
N there r way 2 many things goin on right now...i dont need ne more, so ya....
Let's just say i want this 2 end.
I really really hate ________ _____________,
Morgan
N there r way 2 many things goin on right now...i dont need ne more, so ya....
Let's just say i want this 2 end.
I really really hate ________ _____________,
Morgan
Saturday, September 24, 2005
my ppl
Ok ppl i love that i want 2 feel better:
Garrett~u kno y...u really did scare me!!! Only a person like u could say that stuff!!! Thanx 4 everything!! You are the only person in the world that knos the true me!!! n u r the best as of last night....ok well 2nd best...no one is better then erika...LOL or am i wrong? lol i will never 4get all the inside jokes me n u have...my 2 favorite r my dog and on crack 1,2,3...lol u will feel better soon...i hava feeling that sumtime in the near future sumthin will happen that u will like...soooo ya....but dont rely on my instincts b cuz sumtimes they rnt right...sooo i am just sayen that i kinda think that sumthin might happen.....soo ya love ya lots thanx agen 4 everything!!
Sean~ its ok...life goes on....n member wut i sed, itll b ok, n i am alwaiz here if u needa talk 2 ne1 about ne thing...even tho i have only knoen u like accually spent time w/ u, i have only knoen u 4 a week...i did hear alotta good things about u n @ homecoming u were fun 2 b around 2...ne ways even tho i have only knoen u 4 that long, i kno that me n u will b friends 4 a long time...ur one of the best!!!!! ;-) LOVE YA!!!!
Tim: I am sorry but i didnt feel right...i felt really weird...idk how 2 explain it, but we can stil b friends, ur an awesome kid, n i will never 4get how good ur hugs were. lylab
My dad: Ok so i dont love him but i want him 2 feel better...soon im not goina have ne parents left!! My mom is alwaiz in the hospital n now my dad has Kidney Stones...its scary 2 think about!!
Ya so thats it 4 now...theres alot more but i dont think they want ppl 2 kno...:-/
Love Morgan
Garrett~u kno y...u really did scare me!!! Only a person like u could say that stuff!!! Thanx 4 everything!! You are the only person in the world that knos the true me!!! n u r the best as of last night....ok well 2nd best...no one is better then erika...LOL or am i wrong? lol i will never 4get all the inside jokes me n u have...my 2 favorite r my dog and on crack 1,2,3...lol u will feel better soon...i hava feeling that sumtime in the near future sumthin will happen that u will like...soooo ya....but dont rely on my instincts b cuz sumtimes they rnt right...sooo i am just sayen that i kinda think that sumthin might happen.....soo ya love ya lots thanx agen 4 everything!!
Sean~ its ok...life goes on....n member wut i sed, itll b ok, n i am alwaiz here if u needa talk 2 ne1 about ne thing...even tho i have only knoen u like accually spent time w/ u, i have only knoen u 4 a week...i did hear alotta good things about u n @ homecoming u were fun 2 b around 2...ne ways even tho i have only knoen u 4 that long, i kno that me n u will b friends 4 a long time...ur one of the best!!!!! ;-) LOVE YA!!!!
Tim: I am sorry but i didnt feel right...i felt really weird...idk how 2 explain it, but we can stil b friends, ur an awesome kid, n i will never 4get how good ur hugs were. lylab
My dad: Ok so i dont love him but i want him 2 feel better...soon im not goina have ne parents left!! My mom is alwaiz in the hospital n now my dad has Kidney Stones...its scary 2 think about!!
Ya so thats it 4 now...theres alot more but i dont think they want ppl 2 kno...:-/
Love Morgan
My day
i woke up
went 2 my brothers football game
n then went 2 my aunts house n looked @ wedding pictures...n everytime i saw dustin....um ya
came home
talked 2 brandon, and sparrow, i feel soo much better now
went 2 church
went 2 my aunts
slept over there n hadda really crazy dream
Love
Morgan
went 2 my brothers football game
n then went 2 my aunts house n looked @ wedding pictures...n everytime i saw dustin....um ya
came home
talked 2 brandon, and sparrow, i feel soo much better now
went 2 church
went 2 my aunts
slept over there n hadda really crazy dream
Love
Morgan
OMG OMG OMG DRAMA!!
Ok 2day was awesome til the game
morning: got ready...n then went out 2 the bus stop..me n jared r goina play basketball 2gether on a snow day w/ shorts n a t-shirt on
bus: i sat w/ gabriel lee-wasson n we talked about camp
walkin around:i saw sean like 1000000000 times...notta bad thing either,
fashion: i fell asleep n i talked 2 emily about my tim issue
computer:fell asleep agen
la:OMG...me danny, sam, ashley and sum other girl were sittin in the pod "memorizen the poem"n the principal walked by wen i was tellin one of the girls who i liked n i think he thought we were maken out lol n then i hadda give danny feel better money...lol
study hall: OMG...once agen...FUKEN HILARIOUS!!! LOL garrett...
lunch: OMG Eric wasnt sitten @ "his table" n all of us started 2 freak out!!! i was the first 2 notice of course b cuz well...lllooooooooonnnggggggggg story
health: OMG Jeremy...LOL WOW...all this shit that Darryl told us...it all started w/ him hating his step dad...it makes me think wut is goina happen 2 me erika garrett n cassie...but i guess i wouldnt havta worry about cassie...she wouldnt ever do nething like that...i mean...it started w/ him haten his "aprent" i mean...i hate my mom n dad, erika hates her step dad, garrett hates his mom....sooooooooooooo it makes u wonder wut is goina happen 2 us...i mean it wont b like Darryl b cuz he started wen he was 11...but still...it might happen, specially 2 me..but i kno ______________ wont let me...he loves me n he knos it...
ss: LOL...that movie is so funny..n cody n lane...jeeze!!!!i hate sittin infront of them...n if scott throws one more thing n it lands in my pants...hes dead!
algebra: i did pretty good 2day!!!
science: um...ya dustin...U SUCK! n i saw sean agen...lol
babysat~talked 2 sean n he asked me y my day was so great n he s like its bcuz u saw me so many times!! YAY!! lol im like um..no...lol
went home
soccer game:i watched xander n then hung out w/ crhis n justin...OMG i had sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!! i miss SJB!!! n they think that even n michael r freakish...lol intresting alot happened but i wanna save up my nrg 2 write about the football game
mcdonalds: um...idk
on r way there: i got so pissed @ my aunt!!!
THE GAME!!!
wow...so much 2 tell!!! welll i got there...n taylor found sum friends...i found jennifer n steph, n then i went n walked around w/ jared 4 a while n then by myelf 4 a while n found Tim...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ya...i dumped him...n then i saw garrett...n he wouldnt let me go past unless i smiled...so i fake smiled n he let me go thru...n then i walked back n he made me do it agen...i swear..i am a totally different peron around that kid...he knos tha true me...its kinda weird...b cuz i never knew ne1 that knos the tru me...like really garrett is an amazing guy...n he is trustworthy n honest 2. N then i went over by lauren nowak, n then i needed 2 talk 2 carrie...but she like hates me now...she talks 2 taylor more then me...now thats not kewl....n then i nhadda talk 2 garrett about sumthin...n he made sucha big deal about it...n then sean was suspisusly there n i knew sumthin was up, so i asked him n he sed he was fine n everyone knoes i can tell...well i like followed him around alot...n then i finally gave up n walked away n he yells 1/2 way acrost the place thing @ me that he got dumped...n it made him cry...so i felt sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad...b cuz that kid is so awesome...n then more drama...w/ "ppl" n OMG...it sucked...n @ 1/2 time..me n emily went n hit all the guyziz hands...lol...my jounior...n my new bff...lol its a joke...n then garrett told brandon 2 ask me out...lol ot bread basket...LOL u kno who u r!!! n then alex told danny sumthin n then danny hit him...nthenhe was over by sean n so i went over there n im like...alex wtf didju say 2 danny? n then he sed sumthin really mean...n im like...lol nice job!!! n then brandon b, brandon ? garett, n alex were killing eachother...n then i made mady keep hitting brandon b 4 me...lol it was fuken funny!!! LOL my conversation w/ Ryan Vandewalle...VERY VERY VERY intresting...he gave me a hug!! YES! n he hates me bcuz i am weird...n b cuz im Morgan...LOL looooooooooooooooooong story...n he told me n garrett we made a cute couple...im like ya ok ryan w/e...lol...n i love his impression of how much erika talks 2 eric...LOL "She like talks 2 my brother like...OMG EVERY 5 minutes!!!" in a really girly voice...i almost died laughing!!! n then garrett told me 2 ask the lil kid out...im like OMFG garrett...r u kidding...n then i cant say wut i sed next. N then we all hadda leave...n i gotta hug from Garrett(ok i got like 4 or 5 from him) Brandon Bjorkman, Ryan Vandewalle, Alie, Maddy, Mandy, Holly, Steph, Steph (ok i think i madda record of the most hugs i have gotten in 1 day) i was so proud...so then i am w8in 4 my aunt w/ tay n john was there...so we started talkin about the retreat thing...n i love john...lol erika...we r goina have so much fun on the retreat...says john...n i believe him..b cuz he is an awesome kid. n then he gave me hug...n then kelsey perry n ray forest came n gave john shit about talkin 2 me...w/e n then my aunt came n i left
home: ok its like 12:30 in the morning n i cant sleep...so i will tell about wut happened after i got home...got home...went online...n tlaked 2 seann only sean b cuz i needed 2 focuse on him..but garrett did try 2 distract me...neways...ya i talked 2 sean...n got that done w/ n then garrett hadda spaz attack but then he was done n we talked about wut we normally talk about, who we hate..ya...sumtimes its r parents n sumtimes its other ppl, n of course...i talked 2 eric...he is fun 2 talk 2...hes goina kill garrett on monday...ya, O n once agen...Garrett showed how he knoes the true me!!! YAY!
wow that was long...i am goina go 2 bed now...
Love Alwaiz,
Morgan
i am crushen on...
morning: got ready...n then went out 2 the bus stop..me n jared r goina play basketball 2gether on a snow day w/ shorts n a t-shirt on
bus: i sat w/ gabriel lee-wasson n we talked about camp
walkin around:i saw sean like 1000000000 times...notta bad thing either,
fashion: i fell asleep n i talked 2 emily about my tim issue
computer:fell asleep agen
la:OMG...me danny, sam, ashley and sum other girl were sittin in the pod "memorizen the poem"n the principal walked by wen i was tellin one of the girls who i liked n i think he thought we were maken out lol n then i hadda give danny feel better money...lol
study hall: OMG...once agen...FUKEN HILARIOUS!!! LOL garrett...
lunch: OMG Eric wasnt sitten @ "his table" n all of us started 2 freak out!!! i was the first 2 notice of course b cuz well...lllooooooooonnnggggggggg story
health: OMG Jeremy...LOL WOW...all this shit that Darryl told us...it all started w/ him hating his step dad...it makes me think wut is goina happen 2 me erika garrett n cassie...but i guess i wouldnt havta worry about cassie...she wouldnt ever do nething like that...i mean...it started w/ him haten his "aprent" i mean...i hate my mom n dad, erika hates her step dad, garrett hates his mom....sooooooooooooo it makes u wonder wut is goina happen 2 us...i mean it wont b like Darryl b cuz he started wen he was 11...but still...it might happen, specially 2 me..but i kno ______________ wont let me...he loves me n he knos it...
ss: LOL...that movie is so funny..n cody n lane...jeeze!!!!i hate sittin infront of them...n if scott throws one more thing n it lands in my pants...hes dead!
algebra: i did pretty good 2day!!!
science: um...ya dustin...U SUCK! n i saw sean agen...lol
babysat~talked 2 sean n he asked me y my day was so great n he s like its bcuz u saw me so many times!! YAY!! lol im like um..no...lol
went home
soccer game:i watched xander n then hung out w/ crhis n justin...OMG i had sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!! i miss SJB!!! n they think that even n michael r freakish...lol intresting alot happened but i wanna save up my nrg 2 write about the football game
mcdonalds: um...idk
on r way there: i got so pissed @ my aunt!!!
THE GAME!!!
wow...so much 2 tell!!! welll i got there...n taylor found sum friends...i found jennifer n steph, n then i went n walked around w/ jared 4 a while n then by myelf 4 a while n found Tim...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll ya...i dumped him...n then i saw garrett...n he wouldnt let me go past unless i smiled...so i fake smiled n he let me go thru...n then i walked back n he made me do it agen...i swear..i am a totally different peron around that kid...he knos tha true me...its kinda weird...b cuz i never knew ne1 that knos the tru me...like really garrett is an amazing guy...n he is trustworthy n honest 2. N then i went over by lauren nowak, n then i needed 2 talk 2 carrie...but she like hates me now...she talks 2 taylor more then me...now thats not kewl....n then i nhadda talk 2 garrett about sumthin...n he made sucha big deal about it...n then sean was suspisusly there n i knew sumthin was up, so i asked him n he sed he was fine n everyone knoes i can tell...well i like followed him around alot...n then i finally gave up n walked away n he yells 1/2 way acrost the place thing @ me that he got dumped...n it made him cry...so i felt sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad...b cuz that kid is so awesome...n then more drama...w/ "ppl" n OMG...it sucked...n @ 1/2 time..me n emily went n hit all the guyziz hands...lol...my jounior...n my new bff...lol its a joke...n then garrett told brandon 2 ask me out...lol ot bread basket...LOL u kno who u r!!! n then alex told danny sumthin n then danny hit him...nthenhe was over by sean n so i went over there n im like...alex wtf didju say 2 danny? n then he sed sumthin really mean...n im like...lol nice job!!! n then brandon b, brandon ? garett, n alex were killing eachother...n then i made mady keep hitting brandon b 4 me...lol it was fuken funny!!! LOL my conversation w/ Ryan Vandewalle...VERY VERY VERY intresting...he gave me a hug!! YES! n he hates me bcuz i am weird...n b cuz im Morgan...LOL looooooooooooooooooong story...n he told me n garrett we made a cute couple...im like ya ok ryan w/e...lol...n i love his impression of how much erika talks 2 eric...LOL "She like talks 2 my brother like...OMG EVERY 5 minutes!!!" in a really girly voice...i almost died laughing!!! n then garrett told me 2 ask the lil kid out...im like OMFG garrett...r u kidding...n then i cant say wut i sed next. N then we all hadda leave...n i gotta hug from Garrett(ok i got like 4 or 5 from him) Brandon Bjorkman, Ryan Vandewalle, Alie, Maddy, Mandy, Holly, Steph, Steph (ok i think i madda record of the most hugs i have gotten in 1 day) i was so proud...so then i am w8in 4 my aunt w/ tay n john was there...so we started talkin about the retreat thing...n i love john...lol erika...we r goina have so much fun on the retreat...says john...n i believe him..b cuz he is an awesome kid. n then he gave me hug...n then kelsey perry n ray forest came n gave john shit about talkin 2 me...w/e n then my aunt came n i left
home: ok its like 12:30 in the morning n i cant sleep...so i will tell about wut happened after i got home...got home...went online...n tlaked 2 seann only sean b cuz i needed 2 focuse on him..but garrett did try 2 distract me...neways...ya i talked 2 sean...n got that done w/ n then garrett hadda spaz attack but then he was done n we talked about wut we normally talk about, who we hate..ya...sumtimes its r parents n sumtimes its other ppl, n of course...i talked 2 eric...he is fun 2 talk 2...hes goina kill garrett on monday...ya, O n once agen...Garrett showed how he knoes the true me!!! YAY!
wow that was long...i am goina go 2 bed now...
Love Alwaiz,
Morgan
i am crushen on...
Friday, September 23, 2005
i seriously need help
i really really really really really need help
i cant stand this ne more...i feel like i am totally usless...
i really seriously hate ne 1 that isnt erika, sean, carrie, steph or lauren...
i really wish this was all over...i hate everything right now...wut i need is a hug from her right now...n knoing her...it will b a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time b4 i get one...
this really really really bothers me...it makes me think if i am really liked in this world...it makes me think y so many ppl would hate me so much...
Y?!?!? wut the fuck did i ever do 2 them???????????
i dont wanna go 2 school 2 marow...b cuz i swear...im not goina talk 2 ne 1 that i kno had sumthin 2 do w/ it...
i cant stand this nemore...i dont even wanna talk 2 her ne more b cuz it hurts me really bad deep inside...but i wanna talk 2 her sooo bad b cuz i love her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...n idk where i would b in my life w/o her...
~*I hope ur doin fine out there w/o me b cuz i am not do in so good w/o u*~
~*The things that i thought u would never kno about me were the things i guess u alwaiz understood*~
~*I could never make it on my own*~
Love
Morgan
i cant stand this ne more...i feel like i am totally usless...
i really seriously hate ne 1 that isnt erika, sean, carrie, steph or lauren...
i really wish this was all over...i hate everything right now...wut i need is a hug from her right now...n knoing her...it will b a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time b4 i get one...
this really really really bothers me...it makes me think if i am really liked in this world...it makes me think y so many ppl would hate me so much...
Y?!?!? wut the fuck did i ever do 2 them???????????
i dont wanna go 2 school 2 marow...b cuz i swear...im not goina talk 2 ne 1 that i kno had sumthin 2 do w/ it...
i cant stand this nemore...i dont even wanna talk 2 her ne more b cuz it hurts me really bad deep inside...but i wanna talk 2 her sooo bad b cuz i love her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much...n idk where i would b in my life w/o her...
~*I hope ur doin fine out there w/o me b cuz i am not do in so good w/o u*~
~*The things that i thought u would never kno about me were the things i guess u alwaiz understood*~
~*I could never make it on my own*~
Love
Morgan
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Memories
Memories
In this world you tried not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the gods let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside, now I know why
Chorus:
All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears
Made me promise
I'd try to find my way back in this life
I hope there is a way to give me a sign you're ok
Reminds me again it's worth it all so
I can go home
Repeat chorus
Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories
I hold dear Darling, you know
I'll love you 'til the end of time
Repeat chorus
All of my memories....
Listen 2 ur heart
Listen To Your Heart
I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes...yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns to dark
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart T
here's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worth while
The precious moments are all lost in the tide...yeah
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going, and I don't know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
And there are voices, that want to be heard
So much to mention but you can't find the words
The scent of magic, the beauty thats been
When love was wilder than the wind
Listen to your heart when he's calling for you
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going, and i dont know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye
Listen to your heart mmm mmmmm
I dont know where your going and i dont know why
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye
ok i cant handle it
Ok..@ first i was like OMG its a big deal but i could handle it...
well i am goin thru old things...n i just realized...i cant handle it...i didnt do nething yet this happens...n i dont even have sum1 2 talk 2 about it...i really really really really really really hate this...
i kno i cried alot last week...but never like how i am right now...this really really reallyreally really really really really really sux...
:'(
Morgan
well i am goin thru old things...n i just realized...i cant handle it...i didnt do nething yet this happens...n i dont even have sum1 2 talk 2 about it...i really really really really really really hate this...
i kno i cried alot last week...but never like how i am right now...this really really reallyreally really really really really really sux...
:'(
Morgan
sad but funny
OMG...2day sucked b cuz the thing last night but sum of my day was fuken hilarious
morning: IT WASNT ON!!! i was soooooooooooooo pissed!!
bus: i told liz about "it"
school: talked 2 lauren n beth n did the usual walk around school
fashion: OMG Mrs. Bannon is sucha ditz!!! me n emily love maken fun of her
computer: we took a test..n i think i accully did good
la: I CANT MEMORIZE THAT STUPID POEM!!!
study hall: OMG OMG OMG OMG it was soooooooooooooo funny!!! Garrett me Kyla n that other kid...WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo intresting...we talked about nething imaginable....ya, it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny!!!! n i didnt wanna go 2 my locker so garrett told me 2 follow him...but i didnt wanna do that.
lunch: OMG Kersten hates me so much...so i am just goina b a lil bitch 2 her...she is just like well sumone...they alwaiz havta have the attention...no one else can b in the spot light...
health: fun fun fun...not really
ss: best class of the day...we were talkin about John Locke...n the cycle thing...n we were sayen...if we had a day @ school where there were no teachers we would all go crazy, n then shes like...the seniors would get a good idea 2 beat up the freshman...wel then she goes...but u would team up w/ ppl...n then me alex, cody, scott n joe all go...Vandewalle...soooo i was laughen so hard...n then i go..."v better stay w/ me or i will make his gf hate him"...n then scott goes...u kno her? Im like OMG DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid dorks!!! n then scottgoes ya that will b a good idea 2 keep him as ur body gaurd...lol
algebra: OMG i am failing!! n i gotta 60% on the test...but 2day we did sumthin i accually kno...INTEGERS!!! n every year i getta 100% on that test...so i am happy!!
science: me n dustin sittin next 2 eachother will b awesome...lol we talked about music the hole time!!
bus: we talked about it agen
home: my cuzen holly my aunt chris n my other cuzen xander r here...they will entertain me while erika is gone
love ya sooo much tim!!!!!!!
love Morgan
morning: IT WASNT ON!!! i was soooooooooooooo pissed!!
bus: i told liz about "it"
school: talked 2 lauren n beth n did the usual walk around school
fashion: OMG Mrs. Bannon is sucha ditz!!! me n emily love maken fun of her
computer: we took a test..n i think i accully did good
la: I CANT MEMORIZE THAT STUPID POEM!!!
study hall: OMG OMG OMG OMG it was soooooooooooooo funny!!! Garrett me Kyla n that other kid...WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo intresting...we talked about nething imaginable....ya, it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny!!!! n i didnt wanna go 2 my locker so garrett told me 2 follow him...but i didnt wanna do that.
lunch: OMG Kersten hates me so much...so i am just goina b a lil bitch 2 her...she is just like well sumone...they alwaiz havta have the attention...no one else can b in the spot light...
health: fun fun fun...not really
ss: best class of the day...we were talkin about John Locke...n the cycle thing...n we were sayen...if we had a day @ school where there were no teachers we would all go crazy, n then shes like...the seniors would get a good idea 2 beat up the freshman...wel then she goes...but u would team up w/ ppl...n then me alex, cody, scott n joe all go...Vandewalle...soooo i was laughen so hard...n then i go..."v better stay w/ me or i will make his gf hate him"...n then scott goes...u kno her? Im like OMG DUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid dorks!!! n then scottgoes ya that will b a good idea 2 keep him as ur body gaurd...lol
algebra: OMG i am failing!! n i gotta 60% on the test...but 2day we did sumthin i accually kno...INTEGERS!!! n every year i getta 100% on that test...so i am happy!!
science: me n dustin sittin next 2 eachother will b awesome...lol we talked about music the hole time!!
bus: we talked about it agen
home: my cuzen holly my aunt chris n my other cuzen xander r here...they will entertain me while erika is gone
love ya sooo much tim!!!!!!!
love Morgan
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
OMG
OMG...my nieghbor just got killed!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG i am crying so hard...
this was a lil boy 8 yrs old n he was playen in his driveway n his mom/dad backed out in their SUV n hit the boy, i then heard sirens goin down my street n they stopped...so my moms like morgan they r long gone ...n im like no theyre not...they stopped...so syd n i ran 2 the street...down rockwell..n of course @ my neighbor's house...abulences n police cars...
n then...i was there 4 about an hr...n found out that the kid had died...i started crying....
n so ppl wen u c it on the news..thats my nieghbor n i was there from the second the poilce cars got there 2 the second they all left...
it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad...
n i am shaken n crien!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG i am crying so hard...
this was a lil boy 8 yrs old n he was playen in his driveway n his mom/dad backed out in their SUV n hit the boy, i then heard sirens goin down my street n they stopped...so my moms like morgan they r long gone ...n im like no theyre not...they stopped...so syd n i ran 2 the street...down rockwell..n of course @ my neighbor's house...abulences n police cars...
n then...i was there 4 about an hr...n found out that the kid had died...i started crying....
n so ppl wen u c it on the news..thats my nieghbor n i was there from the second the poilce cars got there 2 the second they all left...
it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad...
n i am shaken n crien!!
a note 4 u
hey moe!!!
(this is erika)
okkk... well u told me 2 redo it n suprise u... so i did it
lol... idk if ur gonna like it or not... i hope so... but if not i can change it back 2 the way it was b4
and if u want anything taken out or put in lemme kno and ill do it 4 yah
LYLittle
R*i*k*a ~~ M*a*r*i*e
(this is erika)
okkk... well u told me 2 redo it n suprise u... so i did it
lol... idk if ur gonna like it or not... i hope so... but if not i can change it back 2 the way it was b4
and if u want anything taken out or put in lemme kno and ill do it 4 yah
LYLittle
R*i*k*a ~~ M*a*r*i*e
~*Could it b?*~
~*I kno we have been friends 4 ever but now i think i am feelin sumthin totally new*~
~* Could it b that u n i ever imagined? Could it b? Could it b that we never imagined*~
~*Could it b*~
c u can c his nipples
LOL
ya my favorite wuote of the day, "ya c u can c his nipples"...lol ya...it gets a weird on my bus
morning: i got so bored but i talked 2 rika...which was fun...lol
fashion: OMG i looooooooooooooooooove tim's school picture from last year...he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!
computer: OMG...i learned how 2 stall 4 45 minutes...i am soooo awesome...im serious...i sat there n stared @ the computer screen 45 minutes
la: um..ya...ryan stared @ me agen
study hall: i talked 2 garrett...lol he makes me laugh!!! Ok..we r all the other one...lol ok ya...c eric sed i was sounden like erika last week...n so then the other day erika was sounding like garrett...n 2day garrett was sounding like me...sooo garrett goes...ok im u ur erika n erika is me...im like o ya!! n then he sed sumthin about a possi...
lunch: ya um...i kinda like ditched becky...i never sit w/ her ne more...renee gave me 2 of her pretzels and then i got fries...
health: ok ya steph...2day it was boring
ss: OMG...i failed the test!! but i am still averging a B
algebra: OMG...i took the test...VERY easy!! n then all the sudden there was this ringing...n we hadda subsitute n it was a fire drill but we didnt kno wut 2 do...so we sat there..n then went out the door...n chris goes if this was a real fire we would b dead...lol ya we would n then josh goes...ill just jump out the window...lol
science: we did r experiment..lol...we r awesome!!! lol go my group...it was my tiffany, carrie n kevin
bus: OMG...DJ goes..i have this really cute friend Josh n he has the cutest dimples..n then she takes out the picture n goes c look @ his nipples...we almost died laughing!!!
i am doin nothin 2day \...gimmie a call @ my moms...if u dont kno the # email me... daddysangel@new.rr.com
I LOVE YOU TIM!!! XOXOXOXOX
ya my favorite wuote of the day, "ya c u can c his nipples"...lol ya...it gets a weird on my bus
morning: i got so bored but i talked 2 rika...which was fun...lol
fashion: OMG i looooooooooooooooooove tim's school picture from last year...he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!
computer: OMG...i learned how 2 stall 4 45 minutes...i am soooo awesome...im serious...i sat there n stared @ the computer screen 45 minutes
la: um..ya...ryan stared @ me agen
study hall: i talked 2 garrett...lol he makes me laugh!!! Ok..we r all the other one...lol ok ya...c eric sed i was sounden like erika last week...n so then the other day erika was sounding like garrett...n 2day garrett was sounding like me...sooo garrett goes...ok im u ur erika n erika is me...im like o ya!! n then he sed sumthin about a possi...
lunch: ya um...i kinda like ditched becky...i never sit w/ her ne more...renee gave me 2 of her pretzels and then i got fries...
health: ok ya steph...2day it was boring
ss: OMG...i failed the test!! but i am still averging a B
algebra: OMG...i took the test...VERY easy!! n then all the sudden there was this ringing...n we hadda subsitute n it was a fire drill but we didnt kno wut 2 do...so we sat there..n then went out the door...n chris goes if this was a real fire we would b dead...lol ya we would n then josh goes...ill just jump out the window...lol
science: we did r experiment..lol...we r awesome!!! lol go my group...it was my tiffany, carrie n kevin
bus: OMG...DJ goes..i have this really cute friend Josh n he has the cutest dimples..n then she takes out the picture n goes c look @ his nipples...we almost died laughing!!!
i am doin nothin 2day \...gimmie a call @ my moms...if u dont kno the # email me... daddysangel@new.rr.com
I LOVE YOU TIM!!! XOXOXOXOX
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
3 words
i have three words 2 explain the game
it was intresting!
even tho erika is mad @ me...we still hava lotta inside jokes...
erika...have fun @ ur smart school
Love
Morgan
it was intresting!
even tho erika is mad @ me...we still hava lotta inside jokes...
erika...have fun @ ur smart school
Love
Morgan
GO MORGAN...U ROCK!
o ya...2day rocked!!!
morning: i talked 2 the most beautiful girl ever...
bus: um...me DJ n lindsey talked about how her dog bit lindsey
school: OMG..everyone was freaken out!! They r like...OMG morgan u look so different...n then Kyla came n attacked me...n i hava urge every morning 2 give Lauren a hard time about Jesse...
fashion: me n emily looked thru the yearbook n i saw all the funny pix of Tim...my hot bf!!
computer: BORING!
la: lol...i am the hottest girl ever!! Maddie i am sooo happy 4 u~!
study hall: um...i did the rest of my algebra homework n then i was Garrett's personal servent...i knew wut he meant tha hole time but i just LOVE bugging him!!
lunch: i sat w/ steph tesch n we talked about Washigton DC...it was fun
health: FINALLY an end 2 all this prep crap!!! n then i wrote my paper...i love b in me!! n Ryan was staring @ me...n omg...it is scary 4 me b cuz im not usta ppl liken me...so he was sitting there...n he sits diagalnal...(i cant spell) from me n he was sittin there staren @ m,e...n im like OMG ryan stop!! n then the other guy that likes me that is in health was staring @ me...im like OMG!!!
ss: we tooka test...my hair is brownish reddish purplish...or cody insits that i sed reddish reddish purplish...lol
algebra: i got -23 on one assignment n -7.5 on the other...damn!!
science: i have the best lab group!!! its me, tiffany, carrie, n kevin...HELL YA!!
bus: me n lindz talked about her bf josh n my bf tim...it was fun
n then i hung out w/ alyssa n jared @ alyssa's house...
now im goina go get ready 4 the game...O YA!!
LOVE YA TIM!!
Love
Morgan
morning: i talked 2 the most beautiful girl ever...
bus: um...me DJ n lindsey talked about how her dog bit lindsey
school: OMG..everyone was freaken out!! They r like...OMG morgan u look so different...n then Kyla came n attacked me...n i hava urge every morning 2 give Lauren a hard time about Jesse...
fashion: me n emily looked thru the yearbook n i saw all the funny pix of Tim...my hot bf!!
computer: BORING!
la: lol...i am the hottest girl ever!! Maddie i am sooo happy 4 u~!
study hall: um...i did the rest of my algebra homework n then i was Garrett's personal servent...i knew wut he meant tha hole time but i just LOVE bugging him!!
lunch: i sat w/ steph tesch n we talked about Washigton DC...it was fun
health: FINALLY an end 2 all this prep crap!!! n then i wrote my paper...i love b in me!! n Ryan was staring @ me...n omg...it is scary 4 me b cuz im not usta ppl liken me...so he was sitting there...n he sits diagalnal...(i cant spell) from me n he was sittin there staren @ m,e...n im like OMG ryan stop!! n then the other guy that likes me that is in health was staring @ me...im like OMG!!!
ss: we tooka test...my hair is brownish reddish purplish...or cody insits that i sed reddish reddish purplish...lol
algebra: i got -23 on one assignment n -7.5 on the other...damn!!
science: i have the best lab group!!! its me, tiffany, carrie, n kevin...HELL YA!!
bus: me n lindz talked about her bf josh n my bf tim...it was fun
n then i hung out w/ alyssa n jared @ alyssa's house...
now im goina go get ready 4 the game...O YA!!
LOVE YA TIM!!
Love
Morgan
Monday, September 19, 2005
Mat Brock this Matt Brock that...n stop w/ this prep crap!!!
damn...2day all i heard about was MATT BROCK!! its like OMG do we havta talk about this?
ok my day
morning: i woke up n got dressed n did my hair...n then i was gettin 2gether all the stuff that i hadda get 2gether 4 my moms n 4got erikas chocolate bar...so ill just buy another one from my brother...i dont care...nething 4 erika....
bus: OMG...i did NOT kno that Ben Hall lives like 2 minutes away from me n that he rides my bus...grosssssss.. n then robin was talkin about matt brock
walkin around: i saw sean n he went...i love ya morgan...im like really b quiet now...
fashion: i started crying b cuz my stomach hurt sooooo bad...n i didnt getta c tim!! :'(
computer: it seemed like the longest class ever!
la: i was feeling sooo unloved like really really really unloved n i wanted 2 go home...n then one of th e football players goes...i heard that like alot of the guys r mad b cuz matt brock is back on the team...i heard matt brock n like swung my head around n almost killed my neck...lol wen ppl talk about ppl i kno n have sum kinda connection 2...i freak out...but most ppl dont kno about how he hassa connection 2 me...n it doesnt matter either....
study hall: OMG the kid likes me!!! i dont even wanna talk about it!!! n then in the back of Kyla's planner says ALYSSA LOVES MATT BROCK!!! n i started freaking out...OMG!
lunch: i sat w/ my friend that is a juinor...steph...n she hassa table next 2/ acrosst from erics table so i was sitting there n im like umm....ya...i dont wanna b sittin here...but o well
health: ok the kid is in my class (the kid that likes me) n we talked about cliques @ BP...n ppl voted on wut clique i was in n they sed i was a prep...soo then they start goin...ya tha preps have so much money...n i sat there n i wanted 2 scream @ them so much!!! they were sayen all this shit about preps...n im like...u just sed i was one...n they think that preps r snotty, rich, bitches...HELLO?!?! am i rich???? am i snotty???? AM I A BITCH?!?!?!
ss: scott was sooo quiet!!!! n cody went home sick....i felt so bad...
algebra:by now i just wanna die!!! i hated b in @ school!
science: so i thought that this would b a good class...RONG! we gotta new seating chart n i dont sit by Tiffany...so i am pissed...b cuz i love that gurl!!!
bus: SHIT! brandon is goin on that retreat!!!! i really dont want him 2...i dont wanna havta deal w/ him @ 6:30 in the morning...n then all day til like 10 @ night...seriously...thats goina suck!!! n then idk what her name is but she thinks matt brock n eric r hott/cute!!!!
home: nothing...
Erika is sucha ditz...LOL
ok my day
morning: i woke up n got dressed n did my hair...n then i was gettin 2gether all the stuff that i hadda get 2gether 4 my moms n 4got erikas chocolate bar...so ill just buy another one from my brother...i dont care...nething 4 erika....
bus: OMG...i did NOT kno that Ben Hall lives like 2 minutes away from me n that he rides my bus...grosssssss.. n then robin was talkin about matt brock
walkin around: i saw sean n he went...i love ya morgan...im like really b quiet now...
fashion: i started crying b cuz my stomach hurt sooooo bad...n i didnt getta c tim!! :'(
computer: it seemed like the longest class ever!
la: i was feeling sooo unloved like really really really unloved n i wanted 2 go home...n then one of th e football players goes...i heard that like alot of the guys r mad b cuz matt brock is back on the team...i heard matt brock n like swung my head around n almost killed my neck...lol wen ppl talk about ppl i kno n have sum kinda connection 2...i freak out...but most ppl dont kno about how he hassa connection 2 me...n it doesnt matter either....
study hall: OMG the kid likes me!!! i dont even wanna talk about it!!! n then in the back of Kyla's planner says ALYSSA LOVES MATT BROCK!!! n i started freaking out...OMG!
lunch: i sat w/ my friend that is a juinor...steph...n she hassa table next 2/ acrosst from erics table so i was sitting there n im like umm....ya...i dont wanna b sittin here...but o well
health: ok the kid is in my class (the kid that likes me) n we talked about cliques @ BP...n ppl voted on wut clique i was in n they sed i was a prep...soo then they start goin...ya tha preps have so much money...n i sat there n i wanted 2 scream @ them so much!!! they were sayen all this shit about preps...n im like...u just sed i was one...n they think that preps r snotty, rich, bitches...HELLO?!?! am i rich???? am i snotty???? AM I A BITCH?!?!?!
ss: scott was sooo quiet!!!! n cody went home sick....i felt so bad...
algebra:by now i just wanna die!!! i hated b in @ school!
science: so i thought that this would b a good class...RONG! we gotta new seating chart n i dont sit by Tiffany...so i am pissed...b cuz i love that gurl!!!
bus: SHIT! brandon is goin on that retreat!!!! i really dont want him 2...i dont wanna havta deal w/ him @ 6:30 in the morning...n then all day til like 10 @ night...seriously...thats goina suck!!! n then idk what her name is but she thinks matt brock n eric r hott/cute!!!!
home: nothing...
Erika is sucha ditz...LOL
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Carrie N Sean!
mood: happy!
wearin:
time:
listenin 2: Ohio is 4 lovers~Hawthorne Heights
quote: "Morgan is the cutest 14 year old ever" even tho the quote was
lemme start out sayen...I LOVE YA SEAN...LOL JK JK JK JK dont worry carrie!!
OMG i had sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!
I went down 2 carries house n taylor, sean, miles n cody were there...n then we played kick the can. n then we sat there n talked....after that ben hit me w/ a bike...lol n then i went n changed n brought Faith n taylor down.
then taylor n miles n cody left so it was me taylor, faith, maggie, sean carrie ben charley beau n lexi. n omfg we had so much fun!
i asked faith if she loved me n she sed no...so then sean goes...i luv ya i luv ya morgan...lol u hadda b there
n then we hadda water fight n then me n sean went n hid in the back yard..but they followed us. damn
n then we tried 2 catch the balls that the 5 6 n 7 year olds were throwen @ us...damn they all hava really good arm!
n then we laid there n went 2 sleep...
n then sean left...
i skipped like alot but it was so damn fun!
Love ya Carrie
i <3>
morgan
p.s. love ya sean...lol
wearin:
time:
listenin 2: Ohio is 4 lovers~Hawthorne Heights
quote: "Morgan is the cutest 14 year old ever" even tho the quote was
lemme start out sayen...I LOVE YA SEAN...LOL JK JK JK JK dont worry carrie!!
OMG i had sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!
I went down 2 carries house n taylor, sean, miles n cody were there...n then we played kick the can. n then we sat there n talked....after that ben hit me w/ a bike...lol n then i went n changed n brought Faith n taylor down.
then taylor n miles n cody left so it was me taylor, faith, maggie, sean carrie ben charley beau n lexi. n omfg we had so much fun!
i asked faith if she loved me n she sed no...so then sean goes...i luv ya i luv ya morgan...lol u hadda b there
n then we hadda water fight n then me n sean went n hid in the back yard..but they followed us. damn
n then we tried 2 catch the balls that the 5 6 n 7 year olds were throwen @ us...damn they all hava really good arm!
n then we laid there n went 2 sleep...
n then sean left...
i skipped like alot but it was so damn fun!
Love ya Carrie
i <3>
morgan
p.s. love ya sean...lol
My dads bday
mood: almost happy!!
time: 2:08
wearin: green tank w/ frog short...so wut i wore wen i saw ryan,brandon, sara, brittany n carrie
listin 2: Don't Phunk With My Heart~Black Eyed Peas
quote: "I can spell big words and i love you Eric Michael Vandewalle"
boring day
~got up
~went on the computer
~cleaned the house 4 my dad b cuz it was his bday
~n then went on the computer
~made my bayport shirts...I LOVE THEM!! they r sooooooo awesome!
~i talked 2 erika
~i talked 2 katie
~i talked 2 lauren
~tooka shower
~went church
~babysat
~went online...I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY THAT I KNO NOW!! n its a fuken rumor so it makes me fuken pissed b cuz she believes it...i just sit here n pray n wish on everything i c that she will figger out it was a rumor.
~omg the ppl get home n i told kathy wut happened n then mitch goes...its a rumor that the football team started...n i go....whoah! ur right...n then kathy told him 2 shut up...lol it was funny..but it was weird that he knew..hes like ya i was a football player back in my day...n then after that...it was just really freaky that he knew that...:-/
~went home n then talked 2 erika agen...lol she makes me laugh sooooooooooooooooooo hard!!! i love her so much!!
~N then went 2 bed...
o ya wonderful day
love ya tim!
love mo
time: 2:08
wearin: green tank w/ frog short...so wut i wore wen i saw ryan,brandon, sara, brittany n carrie
listin 2: Don't Phunk With My Heart~Black Eyed Peas
quote: "I can spell big words and i love you Eric Michael Vandewalle"
boring day
~got up
~went on the computer
~cleaned the house 4 my dad b cuz it was his bday
~n then went on the computer
~made my bayport shirts...I LOVE THEM!! they r sooooooo awesome!
~i talked 2 erika
~i talked 2 katie
~i talked 2 lauren
~tooka shower
~went church
~babysat
~went online...I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY THAT I KNO NOW!! n its a fuken rumor so it makes me fuken pissed b cuz she believes it...i just sit here n pray n wish on everything i c that she will figger out it was a rumor.
~omg the ppl get home n i told kathy wut happened n then mitch goes...its a rumor that the football team started...n i go....whoah! ur right...n then kathy told him 2 shut up...lol it was funny..but it was weird that he knew..hes like ya i was a football player back in my day...n then after that...it was just really freaky that he knew that...:-/
~went home n then talked 2 erika agen...lol she makes me laugh sooooooooooooooooooo hard!!! i love her so much!!
~N then went 2 bed...
o ya wonderful day
love ya tim!
love mo
Erika the best speller ever...NOT!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
Erika Marie Compton is the worst speller EVER!
LOL
she cant even spell i love you morgan reniee heraman
but of course she can spell i love you eric michael vandewalle
n she is sucha loser...she is goina eat a box of twinkies b4 she dies
but i LOVE HER SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
;-)
Love Morgan
Erika Marie Compton is the worst speller EVER!
LOL
she cant even spell i love you morgan reniee heraman
but of course she can spell i love you eric michael vandewalle
n she is sucha loser...she is goina eat a box of twinkies b4 she dies
but i LOVE HER SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
;-)
Love Morgan
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Friday, September 16, 2005
Jesse n Lauren
OMG Jesse n Lauren the cutest couple EVER!
Almost as cute as me n my sophmore...lol
one of these daiz if Erika is not mad @ me 4 the rest of my life me her lauren tim eric n jesse r all goina go on a triple date...cept tim n jesse r older than eric...i guess its like sayen that erika n lauren r older than me...lol
lol...
love ya lauren tim n erika!!
Almost as cute as me n my sophmore...lol
one of these daiz if Erika is not mad @ me 4 the rest of my life me her lauren tim eric n jesse r all goina go on a triple date...cept tim n jesse r older than eric...i guess its like sayen that erika n lauren r older than me...lol
lol...
love ya lauren tim n erika!!
Ok fine
OK i guess i will rewrite my post, o n i was rong about that score last night...it was more like 30-10...I think...idk...they didnt hava score board
mood: excited, n alot more relaxed then the past couple days
time: 2:37
Wearing: yellow american eagle shirt
Listenin 2: "Hey Baby" No doubt
this morning: i 4got 2 set my alarm b cuz i was up til midnight n so i 4got...oops...so i got up @ 6:23 n i needed that extra 23 minutes, put on clothes n walked out the door
bus: nothin really
b4 the bell: nothin really happened...i walked around w/ beth n lauren n we went the hard way..lol n we saw eric...lol that was totally irrelivent but i am trien 2 make it sound intresting ok ppl that i saw...eric, garrett...tori..o theres a story worth tellin
ok so i am walkin down the hall n all the sudden tori n cody were cumin from the other direction n tori goes..morgan cum here...n she grabs my shirt n whipps me around n then we did her fashion homework...she did sucha good job on hers...mine sux compared 2 hers
fashion: we talked about color the hole time, well the teacher did me n emily talked about tim the hole time...lol
computer: ya boring
l.a.: boring
study hall: i madda pretty picture
algebra: LOL OMG...they were talkin about how Alex n Max think they r better than Garrett n i sat there laughing n alex is like morgan wut the heck? it was funny...but max made me swear i wouldnt tell ne1 wut else they sed...so ya
science: OMG alex n sam were so fuken hilarious...me n tiffany were dieing!!! they r soooooooooooo weird!
lunch: OMG...idk...lol i was almost tempted 2 eat but didnt
health: i cried agen...but no one understands...i kno garrett says 2 b strong n im trien but 2day i couldnt help it...n tim was hugging me n trien 2 settle me down but its not wut i needed...i dont think ill ever get wut i need...well not netime soon...i hope this hole "thing" blows over so that i can tell sumbody wut happened 2 me
ss: me, scott, cody, lane, jeremy, alex and kevin talked football... alex thinks he could beat erika in basketball...n i kno she thinks he could 2...but i think that erika is really good @ basketball n that he couldnt beat her
bus: nothin really
home: nothin really
n then we went shopping n then i went outside n now im here
n now my dad is gone
my hole family will b gone ALL DAY 2marow n its my dads bday n then i gotta babysit @ like 5:30
sunday....my dad is gone agen
tha point of this ~even tho i am @ my dads i hava dad free weekend!~ HELL YES!!!
i <3 u tim!!
Love Morgan
mood: excited, n alot more relaxed then the past couple days
time: 2:37
Wearing: yellow american eagle shirt
Listenin 2: "Hey Baby" No doubt
this morning: i 4got 2 set my alarm b cuz i was up til midnight n so i 4got...oops...so i got up @ 6:23 n i needed that extra 23 minutes, put on clothes n walked out the door
bus: nothin really
b4 the bell: nothin really happened...i walked around w/ beth n lauren n we went the hard way..lol n we saw eric...lol that was totally irrelivent but i am trien 2 make it sound intresting ok ppl that i saw...eric, garrett...tori..o theres a story worth tellin
ok so i am walkin down the hall n all the sudden tori n cody were cumin from the other direction n tori goes..morgan cum here...n she grabs my shirt n whipps me around n then we did her fashion homework...she did sucha good job on hers...mine sux compared 2 hers
fashion: we talked about color the hole time, well the teacher did me n emily talked about tim the hole time...lol
computer: ya boring
l.a.: boring
study hall: i madda pretty picture
algebra: LOL OMG...they were talkin about how Alex n Max think they r better than Garrett n i sat there laughing n alex is like morgan wut the heck? it was funny...but max made me swear i wouldnt tell ne1 wut else they sed...so ya
science: OMG alex n sam were so fuken hilarious...me n tiffany were dieing!!! they r soooooooooooo weird!
lunch: OMG...idk...lol i was almost tempted 2 eat but didnt
health: i cried agen...but no one understands...i kno garrett says 2 b strong n im trien but 2day i couldnt help it...n tim was hugging me n trien 2 settle me down but its not wut i needed...i dont think ill ever get wut i need...well not netime soon...i hope this hole "thing" blows over so that i can tell sumbody wut happened 2 me
ss: me, scott, cody, lane, jeremy, alex and kevin talked football... alex thinks he could beat erika in basketball...n i kno she thinks he could 2...but i think that erika is really good @ basketball n that he couldnt beat her
bus: nothin really
home: nothin really
n then we went shopping n then i went outside n now im here
n now my dad is gone
my hole family will b gone ALL DAY 2marow n its my dads bday n then i gotta babysit @ like 5:30
sunday....my dad is gone agen
tha point of this ~even tho i am @ my dads i hava dad free weekend!~ HELL YES!!!
i <3 u tim!!
Love Morgan
Erika's Story
Today is Sunday and I had a surgical abortion (without sedation) on Friday at 5-weeks. Before the abortion, I was really curious about how it would feel so I'm going to briefly share my experience during and after the procedure with the girls and women out there who want to have another idea of what to expect. But first of all, I'm single, 23 years old, and a recent college graduate. I've been taking the pill for years, but recently I'd gotten really busy trying to find a decent job and forgot to take them for a few days at a time. I remember not thinking anything of my carelessness then because every other time I missed one or two I didn't get pregnant; but you can only get lucky so many times. I actually found out I was pregnant early (at about 2 or 3 weeks) because I'd had some unusual spotting and ironically took a home test to rule out the possibility of a pregnancy. When it turned out to be positive, I knew in that moment (and actually for a long time before) that I wasn't going to be able to have a child at this stage in my life. I was still looking for a job and could barely afford to support myself.
A friend and I went to an abortion clinic the next day but we found out that I was too early into the pregnancy and had to wait a few weeks before the procedure could be done. Some might think that it was the hardest two weeks of my life but, while I must admit of course I did have a few thoughts in all of those days about keeping the baby, I knew that I was not ready financially or emotionally to bring another human being into this world. I've known the father for years (we dated a few years ago but ended up becoming really good friends and still are), and we knew there was absolutely no way either of us would be able to support a child and knew in our hearts what was best.
As for the actual procedure, I was totally conscious and scared at first because pretty much everyone is afraid of the unknown, but I kept thinking to myself that having a baby would be much more terrifying at this time in my life on so many levels. Before they called me into the procedure room, I was given a large dose of ibuprofen to help offset the cramps that were inevitably coming. When they called me in, the doctor numbed my cervix with 3 shots, which felt similar to the ones given at the dentist, and once he began it seemed like he almost immediately told me he was more than halfway done. I felt cramping and maybe less than a minute later he was finished. The whole process took less than 2 minutes and 2 women were on either side of me before, during, and after, holding my hands and reassuring me that I would be okay. He did another ultrasound to see if everything was okay and I was wheeled into the recovery room. They asked me to eat graham crackers and drink some juice or soda while I reclined with a heating pad on my stomach for about 30 minutes and they checked me for bleeding a few times. I barely bled that day and have not at all since but I'm still cramping and it's been pretty uncomfortable but bearable. I was given a bag of antibiotics, after-care instructions and birth control (which I will be more careful with), and I went home.
I can sit here and tell you honestly, after having gone through it just days ago, that my feeling has been utter relief that I'm not going to have to struggle to try to raise a child by myself at a time when I'm searching for a career and just barely making my rent while trying to stay afloat on my own. With that said, I don't feel selfish at all. I feel completely unselfish because the child was not going to grow up with the great life that it deserved. When I think about it, this abortion has made me feel more optimistic about the future because I know that I have so much more living and preparing to do as a person before I can raise a child and I look forward to doing so. To those who are against abortion, I do not hate children and I would like to have some one day. But when I'm ready. I don't regret my decision at all.
Today is Sunday and I had a surgical abortion (without sedation) on Friday at 5-weeks. Before the abortion, I was really curious about how it would feel so I'm going to briefly share my experience during and after the procedure with the girls and women out there who want to have another idea of what to expect. But first of all, I'm single, 23 years old, and a recent college graduate. I've been taking the pill for years, but recently I'd gotten really busy trying to find a decent job and forgot to take them for a few days at a time. I remember not thinking anything of my carelessness then because every other time I missed one or two I didn't get pregnant; but you can only get lucky so many times. I actually found out I was pregnant early (at about 2 or 3 weeks) because I'd had some unusual spotting and ironically took a home test to rule out the possibility of a pregnancy. When it turned out to be positive, I knew in that moment (and actually for a long time before) that I wasn't going to be able to have a child at this stage in my life. I was still looking for a job and could barely afford to support myself.
A friend and I went to an abortion clinic the next day but we found out that I was too early into the pregnancy and had to wait a few weeks before the procedure could be done. Some might think that it was the hardest two weeks of my life but, while I must admit of course I did have a few thoughts in all of those days about keeping the baby, I knew that I was not ready financially or emotionally to bring another human being into this world. I've known the father for years (we dated a few years ago but ended up becoming really good friends and still are), and we knew there was absolutely no way either of us would be able to support a child and knew in our hearts what was best.
As for the actual procedure, I was totally conscious and scared at first because pretty much everyone is afraid of the unknown, but I kept thinking to myself that having a baby would be much more terrifying at this time in my life on so many levels. Before they called me into the procedure room, I was given a large dose of ibuprofen to help offset the cramps that were inevitably coming. When they called me in, the doctor numbed my cervix with 3 shots, which felt similar to the ones given at the dentist, and once he began it seemed like he almost immediately told me he was more than halfway done. I felt cramping and maybe less than a minute later he was finished. The whole process took less than 2 minutes and 2 women were on either side of me before, during, and after, holding my hands and reassuring me that I would be okay. He did another ultrasound to see if everything was okay and I was wheeled into the recovery room. They asked me to eat graham crackers and drink some juice or soda while I reclined with a heating pad on my stomach for about 30 minutes and they checked me for bleeding a few times. I barely bled that day and have not at all since but I'm still cramping and it's been pretty uncomfortable but bearable. I was given a bag of antibiotics, after-care instructions and birth control (which I will be more careful with), and I went home.
I can sit here and tell you honestly, after having gone through it just days ago, that my feeling has been utter relief that I'm not going to have to struggle to try to raise a child by myself at a time when I'm searching for a career and just barely making my rent while trying to stay afloat on my own. With that said, I don't feel selfish at all. I feel completely unselfish because the child was not going to grow up with the great life that it deserved. When I think about it, this abortion has made me feel more optimistic about the future because I know that I have so much more living and preparing to do as a person before I can raise a child and I look forward to doing so. To those who are against abortion, I do not hate children and I would like to have some one day. But when I'm ready. I don't regret my decision at all.
Now that last line...that is sad!!! Sum bitch this Erika girl is!!!
n no ppl this is not my bff...if u think i would b that mean...ur fuken stupid!!
Finally a better day
Ok i hadda really long post but it got deleted...
all i gotta say is...i cant w8 2 c eric kill sparrow...
n if ne1 asks...i dont have nething 2 do w/ that fuken new sn that sparrow got
n if eva doesnt kno that he is eva then he will on monday
:)
ya 2day was so much better then the rest of the week!
Love Morgan
all i gotta say is...i cant w8 2 c eric kill sparrow...
n if ne1 asks...i dont have nething 2 do w/ that fuken new sn that sparrow got
n if eva doesnt kno that he is eva then he will on monday
:)
ya 2day was so much better then the rest of the week!
Love Morgan
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